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• Sci Fi network first played Akira in the nineties
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Wednesday, August 13, 2003

In A Funk


Yet another stellar day...sigh. I don’t know why I have been in such a horrible mood lately; it seems that I get agitated over the slightest things these days. I guess that I am just sick of all the monotonous crap that I have to do for work, for friends, for family, and just to survive. Actually, I know why I am in such a bad mood, but I hate to admit it too myself. A girl that I am good friends with is heading back to school next week. I am just getting to know her, but we defiantly share similar odd personalities and our conversations are always fun and lighthearted. She has a boyfriend though, (story of my life) and I am sure we’ll remain friends (still, I can’t help feeling a bit jealous of her boyfriend).

Usually browsing the boards for a few minutes cheers me up, but lately it seems as though all relevant and fun discussions have ceased or have been replaced by topics like “Do you like Sports?” or “I like this girl, what do I do?” I guess I really shouldn’t be whining about it considering I haven’t created a decent discussion in some time. The only cool thing about the boards right now is that so many of the older members are beginning their senior years of High School or starting College. I look at members like Piro, Sara, and Tori and they remind me of my little sister who is the same age, it is hard to imagine my little sister is all grown-up

I think I am going to go home and draw or play my guitar after work; hopefully I’ll be able to get some artwork up on this sight soon. Maybe a bit of artistic relaxation will help ease my anxious yet depressed mood.



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