Monday, September 5, 2005

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He handed her 12 roses. 11 real 1 fake. He said i'll love you until the last one dies......
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sry
sry that i havent posted in a while...the comp is in my sises room so i can never get on
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Friday, September 2, 2005

sugarcult lyrics "memory"
This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory

So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

This may never start
I'll tear us apart
Can I be your enemy
Losing half a year
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything

So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

This may never start
Tearing out my heart
I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings disappeared
Can I be your memory

So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory

Can I be your memory
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Thursday, September 1, 2005

. . .
Even though some things are better left unsaid
There's a few things I need to get off my chest
I need to vent - let me tell you why

I'm suicidal, maniacal, self-destructive
You leave me no hope, no life
Nothing worth living for
I've taken it, can't take it anymore
My worst nightmare
You make me want to slit my own fucking throat
Just so I'll be rid of you
Just to get rid of you

You self-righteous fuck
Give me a reason not to rip your fucking face off
Why don't you take a good look in these eyes
Cause I'm the one that's gonna tear your fucking heart
out
My hate is contagious; you've got no one to run to
EXILE

Just tell me fucking why everything becomes an issue
Your opinion is always senseless - fuck this
You make my fucking skin crawl
I've lived with it - can't stand anymore
My worst nightmare
I want to take a bullet in the fucking head
Every time I think of you, every time I think of you

You self-righteous fuck
Give me a reason not to rip your fucking face off
Why don't you take a good look in these eyes
Cause I'm the one that's gonna tear your fucking heart
out
My hate is contagious
Anyone else need to vent?
You've tried my tolerance; I just want you to die

There's nothing more for me to say
There's nothing more for you to say
There's nothing more for us to say
I fucking hate you anyway
EXILE

Can't count the ways that you light my fuckin fuse
I can't tolerate the sight of you, the thought of you or
anything about you
You know what I want to see?
How many ways can a loser fucking lose
I know you'll find a way
The humility awakening the idiot inside
You spineless fucking maggot - you're just wasting my
time
Get out of my face - Get out of my life
Out of my fucking way - Just die

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

....damn fat fuck hackers....
i posted like a week ago about me busting a friends door and how he has an AIM hack well yesterday he kept doing it to me
the hack kicks you off and he did that everythime i signed on so i got a new s/n s3asonofd3ath
so i asked my friend if she could tell him to stop and he goes "its not me"
then like not even 3 minutes after it happens to her
and he did it to her like 15 times
good thing my mom and his mom are friends cause if he does it again he will get in alot of trouble
and i know i should try to stop him myself but sometimes you cant do it alone
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. . . . .
you know your loved when even your parents call you goth
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

stutterfly lyrics...again "lifes disease"
I feel so numb
All I've become
Has fallen apart
Hole in my heart

Severed fragments of my being
Piece together, give life meaning
Fragile quilts of faded memories
Torn apart by life's disease again

I will cry
All is a lie
That we must break
Heal my heartache

Severed Fragments of my being
piece together, give life meaning
fragile quilts of faded memories
torn apart by life's disease again

I will cry

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Monday, August 29, 2005

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hmm today has been very very boring
i might be goin to the mall with a couple friends so that should be fun....crap i start school next wednsday
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Sunday, August 28, 2005

yayy
i got the clothes i wanted ^_^
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Saturday, August 27, 2005

. . . . .
ya umm i have a stalker now
she knew my name
and idk how she got my s/n
so ill be trying to find out
bye bye for now
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