Tuesday, April 26, 2005

   HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Happy Birthday to me! hehe And ALL the other Otakians that were born on April 25th. I am now 22! wheeee (pft). I had to work today, so that sucked...but my Mother-In-Law is going to take me shopping tomorrow for "stuff"..whatever that means.
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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

whew!
So I got my tooth taken care of! And it cost $125 (better than the $455 I thought it would be) Turns out I had a cavity under my old filling from a crappy filling job from an old dentist, so it weakened and cracked my tooth. Filling stayed in, but my tooth broke in half. Luckily I didnt need a crown, but just a replacement filling. At least i don't have a hole in my tooth anymore. sheesh. First time i have EVER cracked or broken a tooth. All better now.

OH! My sister found out they are having a GIRL! and they agreed on the name Mia (pronounced meeya)
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Monday, March 28, 2005

   Not a good day
Today just sucked. Ive been sick to begin with. Lost my voice, and the ground seems to want to rush up to my head all the time...not to mention the room continually spinning. And then, I thought I would eat a fajita here at work. Yeah...bit into it and some how broke one of my molars in half. Great fun. So I checked my dental plan and made an emergency visit scheduled for tomorrow. Then I find out it will cost anywhere from $97- $455. Great! Just the thing a broke couple needs.
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Sunday, March 20, 2005

Sunday
Its raining! And there is a RAINBOW!!!!! Im at work, so that would be the most exciting thing that has happened today, and also a site for sore eyes..literally. My eyes are burning from looking at my monitor all day. oh wait..I wasn't looking at my monitor all day..I was drawing, sleeping, went home and showered, went to costco for a polish sausage. Good stuff. Man I love my job. haha
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Another day off
So my eldest sister is pregnant. *yay* She is having a "Revealing the Sex" party next Friday. I think Im going to make a cake (everyone loves my cooking), but Im going to find a cake mold that is round and add a belly, then frost it and put a belly button on it ^_^ Then, go get two snowballs (cupcake things) and frost those so they have a bra. I made similar cake for my sis in law when she got a boob job, but I didnt give it a bra, and there was no belly. haha it was great, you should have seen her face. Actually, you should have seen her dad's face. That was priceless. haha Anyhow. I make awesome cookies too. If you want some cookies, email me your address and I will send some ^_^
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Monday, March 7, 2005

Demons
Here are the lyrics to the song I mentioned in my lastest picture. I drew the picture while listening to the song (yup, on repeat) Good song.

"Demons"

Have you ever been lost in a different world
Where everything you once knew
Is gone
And you find yourself powerless
With everything that exists
You're numb

Will I ever break free

I searched my world but I can't find you
You're standing there but I can't touch you
Try to talk but the words are just not there
I can feel a sense of danger
You stare at me like I'm a stranger
Paralyzed and you don't seem to care
The demons in my dreams

If you become a nobody
Blind, to your family
Who would you be?
And life has gone into reverse
Re-living every hurt
Along the way

Everything that you fear is calling you and drawing near

I searched my world but I can't find you
You're standing there but I can't touch you
Try to talk but the words are just not there
I can feel a sense of danger
You stare at me like I'm a stranger
Paralyzed and you don't seem to care
The demons in my dreams

Wake me up and let's go, yeah
I'm about to explode
Yeah

I searched my world but I can't find you
You're standing there but I can't touch you
Try to talk but the words are just not there
I can feel a sense of danger
You stare at me like I'm a stranger
Paralyzed and you don't seem to care
The demons in my dreams

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Friday, March 4, 2005

   The Nightmare
This is a rated R nightmare for:
Violence, blood, and gore.
Please read at your own discretion.

A bunch of friends and I were in college. We were in an English history class, and the teacher was gone so we had a substitute. Well, one day, students just started to disappear. Of course we knew they were dead. (you know how in dreams you just know things). Anyhow, so we continued to go to class, but wondered who was killing all the students. It was only in our class too. So as my classmates whittled down, some friends and I decided to search for the murderer. We decided to start with the basement. Everyone got in the elevator, but I decided to take a seperate one alone (fyi- I have an irrational fear of elevators..in real life). My elevator reached the basement first and I waited for theirs to come down. WHen the doors opened, it was a blood bath. All of my friends were dead. Intestines hung off everything and blood was spattered everywhere. So, I decided to catch up with my other friends that were already in the basement. It was one of those really creepy basements too, where there are old rusty pipes everwhere, and steam shoots out randomly. (something you would see in a movie). Anyhow, I caught up to my friends, and we all got in a line while searching the basement. One by one my friends were picked off. Of course, we knew it was the murderer killing them. Finally, I was in the back of the line and just had a feeling to turn around. And there was the subsititute teacher. She was humped over and looked like a witch with beedy eyes and stringy black hair. She ran off when I turned around. So I started yelling at everyone "Its the substitute teacher! THe teacher is doing it!" And we all went back to class like normal...cause ya know, thats how dreams work. But anyhow. The substitute had never shown her face in the class before, and always hid behind a brick wall that had a few broken pieces punched out so she could watch the class. So all you ever saw was this big eye looking at you. Well, one of the lessons was a skit. We had to act out a part of history. So, this girl and guy who happened to be dating started their skit. The girl was sitting in a bathtub for some reason (fully clothed) and the guy was kneeling by her side (outside of the bathtub). They were in a room that had one of those japanese type doors where there is wood, and a flimsy paper like cover to make the door. They started their skit and the girl all of a sudden started yelling at her boyfriend saying how much she hated him and started yelling all the things he did that she hated. And finally she said "I wish the substitute teacher would kill you!"
Right then, a boney hand burst through the door. One long finger with a razor sharp nail sliced open the boyfriends neck. In my nightmare I actually watched as blood poured from his neck and filled up the bathtub. His girlfriend just sat there laughing at him while he died. For some reason, its important that she had blonde curled hair..I dont know why, but thats always a big detail that pops into my head when I remember the nightmare. But that was the end of it, then I woke up in a cold sweat.

So yeah. Do you see why my nightmares disturb me? It disturbs me that my mind comes up with them. I don't watch horror movies anymore, and I avoid scary video games even. *sigh* oh well.
Hope you enjoyed it!
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   blah blah blah
So its my day off today. I work four 10 hour shifts. Sunday from 8am-6pm, Mon, Wed, Thurs from 1pm - 11pm. I like my schedule. NO one understands how I can work there for 10 hours a day, but its not that big of a deal (as you can see most of my art is done at work). Im on a special project right now that allows me a lot of freedom, so when I get the work done for the day, I usually have about 4 hours to kick back. For those of you that are wondering, I work at 1-800 CONTACTS. If you wear contact lenses, its a great place to order them. Usually less expensive than the drs. But please...don't order without a prescription. See, thats my job. Making sure that all our customers are ordering what they are supposed to and don't have an expired prescription.
But yeah..yadda yadda yadda.
So I watched my neighbors load two trucks and two trailers completely full of stuff. I think they were only cleaning out their garage though. We live in townhouses, and the garages only fit one car..and barely that. But man..they filled that thing up to the point that their garbage can barely fit. (We get fined if we leave the garbage cans out)
Im sure this is all interesting...but yeah..its great. I think Im going to make another post. yup. Im going to post one of my most graphic nightmares. The one that disturbs me the most.
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Thursday, March 3, 2005

   Yeah
Im still tired. Here is my problem, Ive had multiple nightmares every night for the past 3 years. EVERY NIGHT. When you are waking up every few hours, you generally don't get enough sleep. No, I havent seen a specialist because no one knows anything about nightmares. They are completely different from dreams. There is a college professor in England or something that is doing tests...but thats kinda far from where Im at. However, there is a sleep clinic opening a few miles away from me. I might go there.
I have to say though, my nightmares have made for some cool stories. Maybe I will post the crappiest one I had. It disturbs me that I even came up with it. *sigh* oh well. Back to work I go - maybe the systems will shut down again. *yawn*
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Sunday, February 27, 2005

   HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO MY HUBBY! YEAH! I got him all the candy stuff that he likes and we never have money for. I guess we still don't, but hey..sacrifice is what its all about.

So last night, my husband, my brother, and my husband's friend all decided to go race. My brother in his Honda Prelude took 1st, my husband in our Honda Civic Si took 2nd, and his friend in a Subaru..something...took third.

*sniff* makes me miss our '94 Prelude that we traded in at the beginning of the year for the '03 Civic Si. Its a great car..but not as fast. *sniff*
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