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Thursday, June 30, 2005


   This day sucks
Well today sucks so far......My dad made my mom cry today and he was like yelling his fucking head off at her and I don't know why. But it does have something to do with my stupid cousin. We kicked her out of the house cause she was stressing my mom out a lot. And mom is sick and she doesn't need anymore bullshit. Also she was being a bitch to my sister. But i'm not going to get into that am I? No i'm not. Also the day I left for Ari's house...Her dad honked the horn to signal that he was in my drive way so I signed off AIM and the computer....I remember turning the computer off. But my dad caught my brother on the computer in the morning and he's not allowed on the computer b/c he ran away from home for about a day and called my mom a terrible name to call a woman. If your thinking it's bitch, it's not there's a worse word than that. But anyway so then my dad changed the password so not even I can get online. Also my brother started saying I was my dad's favorite and that got me pissed off at him and he basically just made my day worse. My dad let me on the PC before he left today but then he said:" When I come home this computer is off." So now i'm probably not gonna be able to talk to Brandon online tonight. And today is basically his last night at home before he goes on vacation. Yeah well those are my family problems for now.

My friend Ashley was depressed a couple of days ago and I tried to help her but she wouldn't let me. My other friend Britteny told me she tried to help her but she couldn't because even Ashley wouldn't let Britteny help her. Then I got really really worried about Ashley. And I still am. Ashley if you ever need me i'm there for you!! Lylas Ashley!

So far this summer vacation sucks and I really want to cut myself but I am afraid if someone in my family will see my cuts....God i'm so depressed right now. And so far this summer vacation sucks.....Everything is getting all fucked up.

P.S. Excuse my language. :(

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