Sunday, October 16, 2005

   Mir ist kalt...so kalt...
I...don't...understand!
I think my life is falling apart. Homecoming was last night...and it turned from just being a fun event to DOOM. And it's, in many ways, my fault, I believe.
Why does this happen to me every time?
While I don't wish to go into details, my life is moving in a circle. On repeat. Etc.
I think I'm getting sick to top it off. My head hurts and is tingly, the back of my neck is burning, and my arms and hands are freezing. My shoulders are also unexplainably sore. And, it feels like a porcipine is crawling around in my innards. I keep falling asleep. I'm freezing.

Good news: I went to Hot Topic and got a schoolgirl uniform today, for Halloween. That should be fun. My sister and cousin (who happens to be a guy) are also going as Japanese school girls. Hooray.
I really wish I could just be happy and have SEMI-normal relationships with my friends. I'm so confused. I'm always confused. I really hate it.
I think when everyone was assigned arrows at the beginning of life, I was assigned a fish.
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Monday, October 10, 2005

   The tension is clear
My dad is angry with me, as usual. Let's not go into detail. I think he's more angry with my mom than anyone. But still. His anger is unjustified and illogical. And irrational.

Icky uncomfortableness. Tension. Oh well. He's ruined my otherwise good mood.

Homecoming should be fun. I'm in my junior year and I've never been to Homecoming. Now I'm being forced to. Literally. I have no choice or say in the matter.

At least that's what Thalo tells me.
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Friday, September 30, 2005

   Sure
Well...gee. What's been going on? I don't know if I've recorded this up here, but the We has an Incoherent Thought book. What is the We? A disorganized organization of muses, of course. Shoulder muses, head muses...shoe muses, in my case. I have no homework. That makes me happy. In the Incoherent Thought book, the We has a list going of things that are not OK. (DotM's Pure Retro-Sonic Gold Soulistic List of Things That are not OK.)
But more on that later. I need to finish typing up chapter 4 of my story, For the Schizo in You. It's getting...more an more insane every day. They grow up so fast. Stories. It's walking on it's own now.

If anyone is interested in reading this madness, feel free to contact me or visit the forum http://phpbbforfree.com/forums/dogofthemilitar.html

The first three chapters are their in the originals section, including author's notes.

Except that the forum is currently down. Won't be back until...some other time or day. So for now it's best to contact me.

I have to go see my uncle. It's his birthday. +_+ He's a madman.
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

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   Hughes-y and Scar goodness!


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Monday, September 5, 2005

   Bridgewalk
Ow ow ow. I walked the Mackinaw bridge today (well over 3,000 feet, if nobody knows what the hell I'm talking about), and now I have sunburn on my nose, my arms...my lips. Segment 2 starts tomorrow. And a shitty, fucking dentist appointment. And the day after that...dun dun DUN!!! School. First day back.
Shudders...school.
An otaku's natural enemy.
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Thursday, September 1, 2005

   Hell Yes
The new site link is up, you can find it in my profile! The DotM site I made! DotM=Dogs of the Military. Our mock-military/otaku cult.

Also, I met the exchange student from JAPAN today!!! Her name is Kotone-chan, and she's 16 like me...but even though she would be a junior, she is graduating this year according to her own school, so she is counted as a senior here. She lives with MARK, unfortunately...everyone knows the reason he got a student was to gain false friends and popularity...so that people would come and visit. Grrr...You win this round, Mark!

Anyway...she doesn't speak English well, so we have to speak a lot slower than usual. Of course, normally Wind speaks at the speed of sound... And Kotone gave us presents! Japanese snacks, paper fans, and she gave me akai Japanese sokkusu with individual toes! Kawaii..

Mark isn't worthy of a Japanese exchange student! I was talking to her and he had no idea what he was saying! I know more Japanese than he does--!

Elemental, Magnetic, Wind, Essential, and a few others went and saw WOTW with me today. We cosplayed as our own characters. Some kids sat behind us and kept calling us freaks and shit like that ^-^! Then Wind threw an empty popcorn cup at them. They were very rude and they looked between 8th and maybe 10th grade or so. Baka kohai.
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Friday, August 26, 2005

   Back in Black
I ordered some sweet boots from Hot Topic. They came in, I'm going to get them Sunday. Black leather flats, round-toe, knee-highs. I can't decide if I'm going with the lace-ups or the zip-ups. I'll probably do laces because I like laces. I like...lacing things. O.O! Just kidding...
I feel sick.
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Monday, August 8, 2005

Hell yes! This is my warning label:

PARENTAL

ADVISORY

HELLRAISING CONTAINS EXPLICIT LYRICS

Username:

From Go-Quiz.com

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   (Ir)regular sleep schedule?
I stayed awake a solid...21 hours straight. I woke up at 2 pm yesterday, and went to bed at 11 am today. I'm a girl who likes her sleep, so this isn't usual for me, but I was up online from 9 pm to 520 am, 8 hours and 20 minutes online. The first hour was checking and replying to email, then I went here to take quizzes, check messages and add a post, then I went to create a Dog of the Military website for our army. That took the most time. And I completed this feat on a mere 2 cups of coffee, 1 creamer, and 4 spoons of sugar per cup, I believe.That's usually how I have my coffee, but Wind always makes it for me, so she could have changed the recipe.
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