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Sunday, October 16, 2005


   Mir ist kalt...so kalt...
I...don't...understand!
I think my life is falling apart. Homecoming was last night...and it turned from just being a fun event to DOOM. And it's, in many ways, my fault, I believe.
Why does this happen to me every time?
While I don't wish to go into details, my life is moving in a circle. On repeat. Etc.
I think I'm getting sick to top it off. My head hurts and is tingly, the back of my neck is burning, and my arms and hands are freezing. My shoulders are also unexplainably sore. And, it feels like a porcipine is crawling around in my innards. I keep falling asleep. I'm freezing.

Good news: I went to Hot Topic and got a schoolgirl uniform today, for Halloween. That should be fun. My sister and cousin (who happens to be a guy) are also going as Japanese school girls. Hooray.
I really wish I could just be happy and have SEMI-normal relationships with my friends. I'm so confused. I'm always confused. I really hate it.
I think when everyone was assigned arrows at the beginning of life, I was assigned a fish.

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