Thursday, June 9, 2005

some of you might no what im talking about, most wont.....
it scares me sometimes...this force inside me...I can feel it like a second layer beneath my skin...it clings just below the surface and it breathes with my pulse; racing though out my body in an endless loop...it charges me...it empowers me...it grants a sharpness and crispness to the night like no other living soul can fathom...I gain a smoothness; a fluidity to my whole body...i gain grace; i gain poise; i gain a strength and confidence beyond that of my form...I know and see and understand the night around me...i can smell the life; i can see the heat; i can feel the warmth of their sheer aliveness of those around me...and then the need rises...the aching longing to feel complete with this second self...to meld the two into one perfect union....to feel the pleasure of the union; to feel the perfection of the union; to feel whole; sated; complete...but this solace does not come cheaply...it demands a price...it demands it's dues...and it will do whatever it must to fulfill it's need...it is my Beast; my Hunger...it is alive as I am alive and it is ruthless...a force of nature and therefore, in and of itself, not evil....but, being of nature, it knows nothing of morality...it knows nothing of "right" and "wrong" ...it only knows it's drive to feed; to sate it's need; to survive at all cost...and it is so very strong...it courses though you; violating your very veins whispering it's wants to you...it sings in your soul sweet promises of pleasure and power...it knows what you secretly long for and it teases you with these very things until you give in...until you can not postpone the next 'high' a moment longer.....
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Sunday, May 29, 2005

hello my freaky darlings....

waz up people?? im bored.... went with michelle yesterday and the day before and the day before that...it was fun... i had frappichino 3 days in a row....im at my uncle's house now, he has a cool computer....im listing 2 old tunes... its called "disappearing one", by chis cornell.....bored now
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Monday, May 23, 2005

   SPANK THE STREAKER, SPANK HIM GOOD!!!!
hello my freaky darlings......

YAYAYAY!!! I dont have the plague anymore...and there is much rejoyicing..... bored off my ass.....got stanford scores back all PHS except spelling which is a 12.8....2 freakin months off... ohh well......; Taks scores got commended on math, passed reading....weird yes, usally its the other way around *ponders*.....ohh well, watching fruits basket......strange little japaneese, yet very entertaining......there is an advertisment at the top of the screen that says spank the streaker and win a free PSP..... i dont belive it.....hrmmm...... well, finals today were geometry and english.... geometery sucked, and english was okay......tomarrow is world geography and biology.....i think im going to flunk the biology final.....hope not......oh well, tell you how i think i did on them tomarrow.....see yall later

JELLO ROX!!!!!!

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

   :P
Hello my freaky darlings...

there is a monkey in ur closet that wants to meet u....

Im bored....I think im going to blow somethin up...see ya
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Monday, May 9, 2005

   Argg
Im bored off my assonance.....*sigh*...Update!!!Weeeeeeeeeeee....oh yeah, Vampire Hunter D comes out tomarrow....!!!!!
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Thursday, May 5, 2005

   Today was fun....our school evacutated because of a bomb threat. Tee hee...i love it...but unfortunatly it cut into our lunch time and made it only 25 min. long, which is gay....oh, well....that's about it....
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Thursday, April 28, 2005

   HA!!
I am ready to meet my Maker. Whether my Maker is prepared for the ordeal of meeting me is another matter.

Yeah, i'm not having a very lovely day,*sigh*.....oh, well.... I'll be okay, i think, its amazing that people never know you that well, huh? Hehe, i'm not okay......oh, well, fuck it all........

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

   Ha!
I found FREE manga at www.directmanga.com yes, they have Hellsing, I think im going to explode with joy....
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