Sunday, May 1, 2005

   ..My return!
Woo! *brushes dust off my site* Ok guys it has been awhile since ive made a post AND checked my otaku. Been really busy with school lately, stupid testing. Alot of things have happened in this looooong period of time I haven't posted. Some good and others bad. I took a new picture! *points up* its soo spiffy. I do have a lover now, his name is Junior and hes funny and the ultimate master of DDR xD I thought his legs were going to fall off when he played at gameworks. My eyes were like O.O. I had alot of fun spending time with him and I love him lots <3333333333333. Man! I still wish I had a freakin scanner GRRR so I could show you all my beautiful drawings. There so precious and neat I must show them off! Anyways, I did update my info about me. It was getting a little rusty and not so true anymore lol. I think ill give more details on my adventures later. For now this is my newest post in forever! Much love to you all *muah!*
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

   ..A poem written by me..
All because of you

I met you not to long ago,
Seems like forever,
About 2 months or so.

We started talking,
Exchanged names,
Then after that things were never the same.

As days went on we drew closer & closer,
Offering hugs,
It was like a forbidden roller coaster.

We shared stupid moments,
laughed and gave a few stares,
I knew what they meant,
The connection was there.

As days went on my heart was never at rest,
One night you called me,
I had to let it out, I had to confess.

Now you knew how I truly felt,
How you made my body explode,
At your appearance I would melt.

Even though I didn't know what you thought of me,
Hoping you felt the same way,
Wanting to know what your love could bring.

I have a feeling deep inside,
You feel the same way,
You want to be mine.

All of a sudden your at her feet,
Kissing her, hugging her,
She's the one your now first meet.

You do this in my presence,
Knowing that id care,
But you act as if it wouldn't hurt me,
As if I'm not even there.

You treat me as if I'm invisible,
Walk right by me and don't say a word,
Its unbelievable.

Your fading away so quick,
I run after you,
Grab you but lose grip.

You disappear away from my existence,
Your gone,
I just can't accept this.

I'm crying deep inside,
Under my skin,
Holding back the pain,
I can't let you win.

You do this on purpose, just to hurt me,
Then you want me back,
Assuming I'm not hurting.

You knew how much I loved you,
You knew how much I cared,
You knew I'd take that extra leap just to make you aware.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you make me hurt so bad?
So it makes it impossible to breath?

I go to bed at night crying for you,
Wishing your were mine,
Something that now wont come true.

My tears shed,
Squeezing my pillow,
My mascara bled.

I cry these tears for you,
Because you could have been mine,
All it took was you and your time.

Now all I have left are these unwanted scenes,
I want them to be false,
I want them to be only a dream.

Now I'm left with this agonizing pain,
My hand to my chest,
My blood being washed away in the rain...
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

   Yesterday was a memory..
Ok..where do I begin..*thinks* Lets see. Yesterday I went over to my friend Samantha's house because I was suppose to get my hair finished but I decided I liked the way my highlights were with my natural brown so I decided to not dye my brown red. Then Sammy had brought up that she wanted to go swimming. So im like heck yea lets go! but the pool is freezing let me remind you. Anyways we end up calling my friend Margaret and asking her if she could come over and she said she could but she didn't know I was over at Sammy's house so Sammy and I made a plan where I would hide in the closet and Sammy would try and get Margaret to stand in the middle of her room and I would jump out at her. I would know when to jump out if Sammy had said, "man its hot today" so when Margaret got to the house she came in the room and Sammy said the hint and I jumped out and omg Margaret got so scared it was to funny. Then we got dressed in are Swimming "wear" lol and went swimming. Margaret jumped in right away and this pool is soooo cold. Then I jumped in because Margaret was going to push me and then Sammy was last. We had alot of fun swimming and messing around on her Half-flat raft she had, lol. Then we had went around the block with are towels and Margaret had said "HI" to all her old friends she hadn't seen for awhile since she moved from that area. Then she wanted to go to this guys Jordans house so we went and said "Hi" and I met his sister and him and they have this HUGE great dane and 2 little chiuahuahs, (however you spell that). Then we said we'd be right back that we were going to go get dressed and come back so went went back to Sammy's house and got dressed then came back. As the day went on it went from boring to f***ing fun! Me and all my friends had a pillow fight and then Jordan's friend came over and his name was Salvan and he was finneee. We ended up playing Truth Dare Double Dare, Having a water fight. Me and my friends had went to Sammy's house and when we came back Jordan had the house on and Salvan had a cup with water in it and he came chasing all of us. I ended up getting soaked. Water all over the back of my pants which was great, lol. Then me, sammy, and margaret ended up getting Salvan alone in Jordan's room and we threw him on the bed and tried to pants him it was soo halarious. Then that almost happened to me but Sammy saved me. (thank god). I had alot of fun, but then my Dad called and Sammy had to go home and so did I. It sucked for it to end but everything always has to have an ending...
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