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Wednesday, May 12, 2004


Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage...
Oh yesh I am back. Not like I was ever really gone. But yeah anyways I have two new poems and I might ramble. And now for poems.

Morbid Curosity
5/10/04

Your Morbid Curoisty
is something you can't hide
Your Morbid Curosity
is something deep inside

Your Morbid Curosity,
it chills you to the bone
Your Morbid Curosity
takes hold when you're all alone

Your Morbid Curosity
is sins of the flesh
You Morbid Curosity
puts you to the test

Your Morbid Curosity
has you under a spell
Your Morbid Curosity
will take us all to Hell

Your Morbid Curosity
treats you as a pet
Your Morbid Curosity
will come and get you yet

I woke up at like 2 in the morning. And I like this one. It has the whimsical flow to it.

DEEP Inside
5/6/04
Dedicated to a certian some one close to me. Who has been there for me though out the past couple of months. Thanks. And you should know who you are, boyo.

All alone and by myself
I look to you
And no one else

Many things have gone awry
But still I tell myself
"I won't cry"

Day in, day out
I show apathy
But inside I scream, I shout

Many people ask for help
How can I
If I can't even save myself

I may act snide
I may be cold
But deep inside it's not so

So can you tell me
What is wrong?
Maybe it's something I can't see

Just slightly autobiographical. And that's all I'm going to say about that.

Yeah I have been neglecting this hole for awhile. I might be filling in this hole soon to. I'm thinking about getting something like an LJ. Mainly because, I. Do. Not. Really. Like. V2. It just seems shotily put together. Have you seen the site pages? It might just be my comp but entries get cut off on the sides, things run together. And I just don't really like that. But if I do transplant my box I'll let all my 'faithful readers' know. Do I even have repeat readers? Probably not.

I am going to my Dad's this weekend. Yay! I get to sees the muchkin, Freedom. Yes that is the name on her birth certificate and no it is not a typo. Her name is Freedom Dawn.

I'm going to Kentucky Kingdom tomorrow for a field trip. I'm going to hang out with my best lesbian lover (it's an injoke I might have to explain it sometime) And possible tan my pale sickly yellow sham of a skin. And I tan fast all because of the Native American in me. I become really golden and with my auburn hair. I dont intentionally stay out of the sun. I just end up doing it. I like how I look when I'm tan. I'm just not going to go out of my way to. Damn I need more caffine. And I also need to send my little brother to bed and work on my contest entre for the May Nihilism contest. So I'm outta here.
Ciao
-[Liz]

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