Thursday, September 22, 2005

   NEW KITTY!! ^_^

lol, well nothing really new here. Actually, wait there IS something new here! *gasp* something that happens only once in a lifetime!! O.O ... lol, well. We have this new kitten. She's so adorable. My cat hates her with a passion. o.o; heh heh... Someone's jealous. And well, I'm going to put up pictures of the cats!! ^_^ Just because I CAN! lol. Well, umm...I'll do the new kitten first. kk? UGH! Darn little thing is so hyper, she wouldn't stay still! @.@ lol. Last night, I was playing hide and seek with her, it was so cute!! XD I'm sorry, I'm a little hyper myself at the moment. BUWAHAHAHA!! I GOT HER TO STAY STILL!!!! ^_^; That was so hard to do. She was playing with my headphone chords and everything! and just, that's part of me in that picture. <.< >.> ...and my coke bottle. This is Tiger, MY cat. The Kitten is my brother's which, by the way, I don't trust him with cats... <.< >.> ...but still, my cat is a little angery at the moment I think. Look at that glare! She hates me! T^T I have the scent of the kitten on me but I can't help it! lol. There we go! After a couple of hisses, she finally calmed down. She is so pissed at me... T^T lol. But, I love her anyways! She's going to be 5 years old this year! Sometime in November. lol. I dunno how old the kitten is. My mom thinks about 12 weeks. ._.' I have no clue, but when I hold her, I'm afraid I'll drop her, because she is so tiny. And when I WAS holding her, she leaped out of my arms and flipped over and landed on her back. <^-^; She's not very good yet. lol. Well, I've got another fanart up! If you want to look at it! ^_^; And, no Hiei picture today, since I put the kitties up! lol. hmmm, I'll put a picture of myself on here, maybe two. I hate how i look at times...especailly now! o> Ugh, the computer light made my face be multicolored. heh heh <^-^; I looked semi-pissed off at something, dunno WHY though. lol. Umm, next one! AHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! >-< There! You can see my little ponytail, which PROVES I'm a female. -.-; I've had a person say I looked like a guy....so mean...so mean. lol. Well, that's it for today!! ^-^ I hope you comment/vote on my fanart!! See you all later! byes! ~*Neko*~

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Monday, September 19, 2005

....I don't know anymore

Well, my and my friend got into it. I really know her, she goes to my school just I have no classes with her at all. I feel so bad and guitly, but I don't know why. I just do. Maybe it's because I borke a promise. But, I felt like I was in the middle of this for whatever reason...but oh well.... I'll get myself out! With the help of my sis (my closest friend). heh heh, she was the one in the mess, and I got myself in the mess too by trying to help, but that's my own fault... Today, I freaked out after I got home, I think I was just a little too stressed...I was doing my homework, and suddenly I just stopped understanding the questions I was answering. I threw everything out of my way and pulled my hair, and suddenly I was about to cry. I was saying stuff like "fuck it! I can't take it! no more!" and then I just took a couple of deep breathes and calmed myself down before I could do anything rash, and I finished my homework...heh heh, I'm still not done.. <.< >.> Shh!! lol. Well, my sis might lose one friend. her friend used to be my friend also. we were very close at one time. But the she just stopped talking to me and stuff. She never reconsidered being my friend, so I doubt that she will change her mind with my sis... but, ....I don't know... Well, That's it for today, sorry for such a late post...I'll try better next time, okay? buhbyes! The neko one is cute, and hiei is cute in the pic too, it cheers me up a little...*smiles a little* Byes ~*Neko*~ P.S. You have to thank my sis for this wonderful midi, I hope you all enjoy it. Byes

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

   yay!

Me and my friend are back together! it makes me so happy! ^_^ But, I have other problems that are going to start soon, and I'm going to be prepared for them. No matter what happens. I will get through it, just wish me luck! ^-^ lol, I'm sorry, but nothing really happened today, it is my grandma's birthday. ^-^ She's 61! lol. Well, I ahve to go and finish my homework...I have a 4-5 page paper to write for english....TOO FRICKEN MUCH!! Well, Byes now. Sorry for a short late post! ^^;;;; heh heh... ouchies...he's hurt, but he's still sexy! ^_^ ~*Neko*~

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

   hey all....sorry...

Sorry for not posting in a while...I've just had really nothing to post. ...hmm....I dunno what to say today either. I had a lot happen yesterday. I'm still trying to comprehend some of it. But, so far it's not working so well. Too hard. ...hmm...I guess I'll start with my 3rd block class... Everyone was working on their papers. It was quiet...way too quiet and then all of a sudden someone screamed "DAMN!" Everyone looked at him. It was strange because he suddenly looked like he was counting something... Then about 2 minutes later he started shaking pretty badly and screaming things like "Get away from me, stop talking! Shut up!" I was getting scared. and worried. I dunno this person, but oh freakin well. Then some people came him to escort him out of the class room. they were kind and everything. but he wouldn't go, he said "Don't you see them?" and after about 10 minutes of talking to him they finally got him out of the desk. He was limping. And then he was about to walk through the door franme and stopped. And said "I can't walk through this...it's not straight" about 5 minutes after that he finally left the classroom. It seriously scared me. I never have seen anyone go through something like that... And then I got home and got online... I waiting for my dad to call me because he said he would...He never did. Pfft, I'm so sick of his lies. then later, one of my "friends" IMed me. Just completely random, and started cusing me out. I didn't know what was going on. I had no idea what I had done. He said that I should know. But I didn't, and I still don't. I wish I did, because then maybe I could of fixed it... but...it's too late now. I wanted to cry my eyes out. After that a few hours later, when Ifinally felt a little better, my older brother had to come in and ruin my semi-good feeling. He barged in, not knocking or anything. That ticked me off, I hate it when he does that... ANYWAYS! He said "You really need to stop going on those sites that you go on You're making the computer go slow!" He was blaming it all on me. Hell, I don't even have my own computer account, I deleted it. and he came in and blamed it all on me. I say, yesterday would have been a good day to just stay in bed for the day. -.-; Life just sucks at the moment, hopefully it will get better....hopefully. Well, I put up a couple of new fanarts yesterday. And I tried to draw Chi, form Chobits. It was my first try and I was really surprised/happy of the outcome. It looks very good for a first try I think. heh heh... But, please go vote/comment on it, I'll really appericate it. Thank you... Well, I have to go and do my homework now... ._.' I have to write a 4-5 page english paper and I have science hw, and I want to do extra credit the teacher gave out for us in that class too... Sooo, yeah....see you later...bye great, even he's yelling at me! T^T lol j/k Bye ~*Neko*~

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

Things are finally looking up!

HEy all, I'm so happy right now, it's great! lol, but anyways.. I'm having a pretty good day so far, well one thing is bothering me, my sis is really depressed, and I can't help her at all, It's making me worry about her. I love her so much, normally she can get out of things by perking up suddenly, but this time I don't think she will.... Well, moving off the sad subject. My dad calling last night, I answered it. He asked if I was mad at him I told him yes, he asked why, I told him that he should know...he was the one who lied... and he was all "Lied about what?" I told him to think about it and hungup. I know it was rude, but oh well... I called him, and never got a reply back until about a week later? What the hell?! But, anyways, then he called back and I didn't answer it. Then I called back after I cooled off after a minute or two. This girl answer, I think it was one out of the four kids that my dad's wife has. -.-; The girl told me that he would call me back, that pissed me off and I siad "No, I want him to talk to him now" So he got on the phone, and I could feel myself trying to burst into tears, and I'm sure he could hear it. I don't know why, I suddenly just wanted to cry. But, I held it in, the best I could, and I blamed the sniffing noise on my sinuses, good excuse if you ask me! ^-^; And I did apologize about hanging up on him, and for the first time in my life, I told him how I felt about things, I think he was really surprised. and hopefully he understands that I'm not this little 5 year old girl anymore, I'm going to be 15 here soon and there's a big difference. But, he apologized for making me feel the way he did and we made up and talked for about an hour. Which made me happy. I didn't have watery eyes anymore. My eyes started drying up after we made up. heh heh... Well, School is fine, I'm starting to make new friends. I know one girl Cara, I like her, but I can never understand her, she talks a lot but her voice is so low you just can't understand her. But anyways...oh! a lot of people like my drawings, and my little mini-manga! ^-^ They say they want to read the next one as soon as I'm finished with it! yay! lol. and if you want to read it, then just private message me, and I'll give you links for the pages and stuff! ^-^; heh heh. But, that's only if you want to, I'm not going to force anyone. but, yeah. And the one thing I will NOT go to is homecoming, for 3 reasons 1) My friends aren't going so far 2) I don't dance, I don't even know how to dance. 3) MY BROTHER MIGHT BE GOING AND HE DOESN'T EVEN GO TO THAT DAMN SCHOOL ANYMORE!! >.< lol, I'm sorry for that outburst. <^-^; heh heh, oh! I got another reason! I don't dress up! ^-^ lol I don't like wearing dresses. never have. *shrugs* But, I am starting to get into the skirts, if only I had the legs... ._.'' heh heh....lol, well I suppose that's all for today, see ya! Byes! ~*Neko*~

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Wednesday, September 7, 2005

   ANIME CLUB IS FUN!!!!

^________________^ lol, I'm sorry about the out burst of hyperness. heh heh <^-^; Well, so far this week has been boring as hell. But, on today! it was so fun! because of after school and everything! ^_^ It was the anime club! YAY! lol, I won't bore you all though... <^-^; I really don't have too much to say, that was really it and to prove to you all that I am not died!. ... <.< >.> yet....lol. Well I have new fanart up, so go check it out, Even though it IS hiei, but I work really hard on this one! ^_^ and I like how EVERything came out....except the hand... -.-; heh heh... Well, I'm listening to a song called "Question!" by System of a Down, not a bad song if you can you should listen to it! ^^ lol, OH!! one more thing before I go, I FINALLY got that manga thing up on the computer, and if you want to see it, PMed me and I'll send you the links! kk? ^^ lol, well see you later and if you can go check out my fanart vote/comment! ^_^ Thank you very much if you do! buh-byes! ~*Neko*~

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Friday, September 2, 2005

UGH!!!!!

T^T NO!!! I CAN'T RIDE THE BUS WITH MY SIS (Sakura18) ANYMORE!!!!!!! *cries hysterically* umm...yeeeaaah... Well, for the first two weeks of school, I'm doing pretty good. ^^ heh heh. The freshmen get these stupid 2 week progess report...yeeaah... Grades: English 1: 100 - This is very weird for me, because last year in language arts, I have having trouble upholding a C ._.'' General Scinece Honors: 98.75 - Ehh, Well I suppose... I didn't expect to get THAT high of a grade, but I had an A or B all year in science last year.. ^^; Intro Social Studies: 100 - Well! This class is VERY easy, and the real teacher is never there because she went to a different country during the summer and caught some STRANGE disease. ._.' heh heh...But the subsitute is real nice! Health: 90.77 - My lowest grade, This class is a bit hard...sheesh, you'd figure my honors class would be harder. -.-; The teacher gives us like... 6 papers per day and we just HAVE to finish them by the end of the week... But 6!!!!! PER DAY! SHEESH! GIVE ME AN EFFING BREAK! @.@ lol, Okay...I'm done... *sweatdrop* Well, hmm... Nothing really else to report for today. Um, I placed a new!!! Thing on my fanart, Everyone that saw it at my school loved it. They were saying stuff like "Wow! That's really good!" And "Whoa...You have mad skills" Which, I hate how that sounds, but that's what one person said to me! It made me feel really happy. heh heh. And, I should be going over to my sis's place this Sunday! EEK!!! ^^ This is going to make me happy! Because the damn people in the school just HAD to change the bus routes and ruin our lives!! EHH!!! T^T I HATE THEM ALL!!! heh heh.. *sweatdrop* I'm sorry, I've been sitting down ALL day! Give me a break! Well, I watched the movie "The Day After Tomorrow" That was the first time I saw it, I though it was pretty good....but hey! That's just me! well...hmm... I dunno! T^T I guess I should leave you all, and if you get the chance please go look at my newest fanart! Thank you!! Buh-byes now! Oh!! This picture reminds me! The Anime club starts this coming up Wensday and I'm not going to school Monday! Since it's Labor day and yeah...Well, I'll have to report back whenever I can!! ^^ See ya! NOW I'M LEAVING!! heh heh Buh-byes! ~*Neko*~

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Thursday, September 1, 2005

Ah! T^T

I'm so sorry for not posting in a while and for this late post!!!!!! Well Nothing really has been happening lately at school...I finally got moved from that surfer junior in my 3rd block class... FINALLY!!! lol. Well, Yesterday was REALLY fun... -.-; NOT! First I had to take shit from that damn junior, and then when I got home, I went striaght to the eyedoctor, thinking that my dad payed the child support for me to get my contacts. Well, I went there and the guy was showing me how to put it in my eye, then he put it on my finger... Then, he took it away before I could put it in my eye. I was glad too, he said if I did put it in my eye, it would cut my eye because it was ripped. -.-; And then later on, that day. My mom sort of got upset that I didn't want to go to the mall with her. I just didn't feel like it... But then when we got home, we played Crazy Taxi together! And it was really fun! ^_^ But then, after it was over, I over heard my mom talking, and he didn't put in the child support after all. It seems like all he really cares about is that damn wife of his and HER children. *sigh* That's really gotten me down, because I told him that we needed it for my contacts.... I!!!!! told him. And I also told him that if he didn't, then I'd be p.o.ed at him. ....He doesn't listen to my warning at all... Even though, it was good that I couldn't get them in the first place, but to me...the ripped contact was a sign... Heh, I called one of my friends to get my mind off the situation... And as the day went by today, That was really the only thing on my mind... I couldn't get over it... So, I just drew something with Hiei... to TRY to get my mind off of the problem for at least a little bit. And it's on my fanart right now, please oh please go and look at it... T^T and vote/comment! PLEASE lol. Well, I did leave my dad a nice little message, I couldn't help myself, and my mom told me I should tell him how I felt about this. But, I didn't do it because she told me to...I did it because I couldn't keep it bottled up inside of myself any longer. I called him up, and got the answer machine... I said "Hy Dad, it me. Well, I just wanted to say thanks for not putting in the child support, because now I can't get my contacts. Thanks a whole lot ...bye" And I hung up. I just can't stand people in my family...Really the only two in my family I can trust is my mom and grandma (she lives with us.. ^^;) And I can also trust my friends to be there, which is nice to know... lol. Well, I should head off now...and remember LOOK AT MY FANART!!! T^T lol. I'm sorry, oh well...heh heh...buh-byes! Pic 1: It's not, because that's cute. Pic 2: It's true! Pic 3: o.o; Disturbing... ~*Neko*~ P.S. : AJCMetallica! You're request is done!!! I figured you'd like to know... <^-^;

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Sunday, August 28, 2005

New background

Hello all!! ^^ I have a NEW background of a neko and Hiei...isn't it great? Wait, no don't answer that one! heh heh... *sweatdrop* Well, I really don't have much to say... Hmm... Yesterday, was a normal day, nothing new. I went to my room, kind of antisocail, I didn't want to be around anyone at all... And what happens, my brother comes IN my room asking if I wanted to go to the mall with him, I told him no, He told me that he wanted me to go so I can help pick out a presetn for mom and it can be from the both of us. Again, I told him no. And that I allready have something for her, and it's that Kiss picture I drew, (on my fanart if you want to see) He glared at me and said "whatever, You're too reclusive." I just glared at him, and he walked out of my room. I couldn't help myself, I was in that mood where you want NO ONE around... -.-; Mainly...my "Hiei" mood, as my friends would call it. ^^; heh, I can still get that way every once in a while. <.< >.> but, I'm not now....after that little mood was over, I got hyper! And stayed hyper for the rest of the day! Whee! lol. And then, I accused my brother for taking, and placing my indain dancing bells...I didn't know where they were, I normally put them on my door knob, so whenever someone walks in, I can hear them...just in case I'm doing something else. <.< >.> heh And he gave me an attitude and grabed my wrist, a little tightly, but not enough to hurt me, because I could easily get out of his grasp. I did, and told him no, even though I was. I had my reasons for lying to him, I mean...he had my wrist's life in his every hands...(literly) And he let go, I went to my room, and called someone to get my mind off the situation, because if I didn't...I would of broken down right there. ._.' *sigh* Well, later on, I went out of my room, and me and him wrestled around on the floor, I hated every second of it. He had me penned down on the floor, asking what I was going to do. -.-; He remind me of my mom holding our dog and saying "I gotcha, what are you going to do? huh?" I got my arms free, and he tried grabbing them, but I squirmed out of his grasp. If there's anything I'm good at in voilent terms, is how to squirm my way out of a persons grip. I don't stop moving until I'm out of their grasp ...^^;;; heh heh... And, I went back to my room, because I was drawing this picture on big paper, and I showed my grandma, she told me it was very good, and then my brother took it, looked at it and took it back to his room. I through a fit, I wasn't done with it yet! I took it back, after yelling at him "to not take my drawings when they aren't done!" Then he left, I colored it and it's on my fanart right now! ^^ Go check it out please. And Since my brother was gone till 2:00am, I got to spend sometime with my mom and grandma. We talked alot...and watched TV. It was fun. I may be turning 15, but I still like hanging out with my mom, hmm, maybe I have a mental thing of a little girl at times. ^^; heh, it doesn't matter though. I love hanging out with her. It's just.....fun. ^^ heh heh! lol. Then I talked on the phone for God only knows how long! ._.' heh... And after that...at 2, my brother finally came in, he got pissed at me for 2 things. Number 1: For not coloring the girl's shirt on my drawing blue. Number 2: Telling him he's not getting any drawing from me unless he pays me. And I meant that shit man! >.< lol. Well, since I've bored you for s long, I'll leave now. I hope you like the new background! ^^; oh, and I'm not going to put a pic up todya since there's a new background...Aren't you just so happy?? ^^; lol, well... Sayonara! ~*Neko*~

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Saturday, August 27, 2005

Heh... Sorry, I haven't posted

I'm so sorry, I've been busy with school and everything... And My arm is killing me... *sniff sniff* And it's my right arm, my dominate hand! T^T Which sucks ass man! lol. I think the tissue is bruised or something... I dunno...All I know is that when I use it too much, like sit on the computer and type a lot... it starts to hurt. So I need breaks and stuff... *sighs* I would say WHY it's like that... But, I'd rather not. Only very few people know. And if anything possible I'd like to keep it that way. *shrugs* Well, Hmm... I've been listening to this song, that Fire Apparition told me to...it's called "Until I get over you" By Christina Millian. Heh, when I first started listening to it...something made my eyes water up, I almost started to cry...I really don't like crying too much. Again, reasons I'd rather not get into. In other news... hmm...At school, I suppose...There is this junior in my 3rd block socail studies class...I want him to die! >.< He won't leave me alone...He doesn't pick on me or anything, just he annoyes me...He's like a big kid who can't be alone... And he sits...right next to me.... -.-;; grr... But, the good thing is...that Everyone in school so far that has seen my drawings, they really like them! ^^ Whee! lol. And... Another BAD thing is... -.-; Everyone is is older then me in that class....The class is so easy that I get my work done quickly... And they all come up to me saying "Hey you look smart! Can I copy your paper?!" *glare glare* They WILL Parish one of these days...I swear! ....*sighs again* I'm hating to mood I'm in now...I'm in one of those moods where you REALLY want to be antisocail...and I hate it, but that's how I'm feeling at the moment... It's like...I really don't want to see anyone, but I'll talk to them on the internet/computer.... weird huh? I guess it's just me... *shrugs* Well...I really don't know what to say anymore...I'm pretty much...done...Umm..oh! I put up...like 6 new fanarts yesterday...Can You PLEASE Go check them out!!!! Pwease! And vote...it's not asking for much...heh...heh...Well...I guess now...Goodbye...I'll post later, whenever I can... ~*Neko*~

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