Monday, July 18, 2005

I have....nothing...

Seriously, I have absoltely nothing to talk about. besides my idiotic brother, but I'm staying away from that subject. *glares at the brother* Well, nothing really is new today. My dad finally called me last night, and now I offically have a step mom, 3 step sisters, and a step brother. One sibling is hard enough! >.< grr! oh great...The gnome (my brother) just walked in. Hell, I don't even like my brother, I haven't for a long time ever since...oh well that's a long story that I won't get into right now. Since my dad married that person it's kind of. GRR! >.< He didn't even ask me how I felt about it. Normally he does and everything is okay. Even though I have to say he has had his bad choices in the past, o.o heh heh. But oh well. I won't let it bother me. She stays out of my life, I'll stay out of hers. And everything will be right with the world. No, wait...Everything will be right in the world once I get that Yu yu hakusho Dvd and that plushie tomorrow! *-* I can't wait! lol. My mom has agreed to take me to media play and such! Whoo hoo!!!! lol. Hey, I actually found something to talk about. ._.' it's a mircale!! Well, now I can't be on the computer at times 6pm through 9pm. So my grandma can get her phone calls. Doesn't really bother me too much. But, I shall miss the computer *hugs computer* lol, okay that's just....strange! now time for pipcs before I leave you all again! heh heh!! Fear the mighty Yoko Kurama!!! ^_^ lol moving on... \m/>.<\m/ f.u. ! >-< Fear the wrath of the Dragon of the Darkness Flame! Okay one more, and I promise I'll leave you alone for today! That looks like fun! ^.^ Tackle the evil Hiei!! whee! lol, allright. I'll leave you alone, as I said. Buh-byes!!! ^_^ ~*Neko*~

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

Sorry?

Sorry for not posting anything lately, but I fear there was nothing important enough to post. The most I do all day is sit my butt on the computer chair and type. Well, at least my fingers get exercise huh? heh heh. I woke up not too long ago. bleeeeeeeech! Sleeping for about 12 hours is not good for me. It just makes me even more sleepy. Oh well. And as of right now, I think I'm sick. My stomach hurts... T^T and my throat does too, a little. So sad huh? But who the hell cares. and my brother, I must kill him in his sleep before my life is completely over!!!!! >.< GRR! lol, I'm sorry if I'm being completely weird. @.@ Which I am. Heh heh.... But, anywho. I finally have money!!!! ^____^ It makes me so happy, because now I have enough money to get the last Yu Yu Hakusho DVD that comes out the 19th, which is this Monday!! O.O; And I also have enough to get the Hiei plushie! Which I will!!! T^T I shall get that cute plushie if it's the last thing I do. >.< hmph! I've been waiting over a month to get it, I haven't asked anyone in my family to get it for me either, I have been waiting calmly about it, and now I don't want to wait any longer. But I will!! wait 2 more days, because I'm an idiot! But, that's okay!! ^_^ *hugs self* Oh! And I did a ink thing of Hiei!! whee!!! Since you can do anything that invovles inks to call it an ink drawing. I used pen and a sharpie. That because that the only thing...I could use.... hmmm...oh well! mukuku! Well, I'll show it to you, since I have nothing else to do/talk about. Allright? Here it goes!!! ^.^ Well there they are!! one is up close of the face...sooo yeah! Enjoy. I'm going to get off now. buh byes! ~*Neko*~

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

finally, I have the computer!

Sheesh, getting and staying on the computer is hard now. Ever since my brother came back, he always wants the fricken computer! But, no!! T.T It's mine!!! lol, well not reallly my mom payed for it, but shh!!!! I still say it's mine because I'm the only one on it normally. Unless it's here!! *glares at the brother* grr on him and all his stupid friends that pick on me soooo!!!!! -.-;; They have gotten used to the poking in the head. That's irraitates me sooooo much. I think they know it too, otherwise why would they do it if it didn't annoy me. Kind of defeats the purpose I guess. But, oh well. I'll get over it, because once he moves out he better stay out for good this time!!! >.< Sheesh, it seems he likes the ruin my life at times. I mean, I'll get on the computer and then he suddenly wants on, come on, I have people I talk to online too!!! He's not the online one. And plus, I make fanfictions with people online, and I know he doesn't, he doesn't even know what roleplaying is! Drives me crazy!! And now....he is asleep... -.-; in my room. I swear people like going into my room and staying in there when I don't want them too. Even if it's clean and so is the stupid closet.... *stops* ...Wait a minute...It's clean!!!! It's never clean! I amaze myself at times! *-* But...Grr on the people for going into my room when I don't want them too!! Grr on them!! Ehh, oh well. Once again, I'll get over it! ^_^ heh heh. okay, enough ranting about that! Moving on! ;_; My sis, Dolly (Sakura18), was going to come over but her mom said no. It makes me sooooo sad! I wanted her to come over!! T_T .. ....ummm, maybe we should get detached from the head first. O.o at first, I thought we were attached at the hip, but no! we are more attached at the head then anything. Creepy huh? lol. We aren't really attached, but it sure as hell seems like it! @.@ And moving on again!! Yesterday. o.o... my art class was hard! I suck at the inking of drawings!!! >.< Even if I did it mostly by pen, I still sucked at it! I hate it when I suck at these things. But, Practice makes perfect I guess. I like pencil, much easier, but if I don't try something new and challenging then how am I ever to get better?! So, I shall keep practicing with the pens!! ^_^ Because, I will get better in time, I just don't know when. ._.'' heh heh, but after we did the inking. The teacher person made us play Heads up, 7 up. I swear he's like a big kid. It's weird, but since the class is small it was more like 3 up instead of 7 up. heh heh. That class is weird. But, oh well, it's fun as heck! buwahaha! Well, I'm going to get off now, see ya later, whenever I decide to post again. @_@ heh heh, buh-byes!! ~*Neko*~

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

The smell!!! >

The smell in here is killing my nose. *whines* My mom buys this saige, I think that's how it's spelled. I dunno, but it just kills my nose!! T^T lol, well. Today so far is boring, as normal. People are coming in to "fix" our ceiling. They'll probably be in there for hours. I don't like it when people are in my room, annoys the hell out of me when people that I don't trust that well are in there. grrr on them all. *glare* lol. Last night I thought I was going to have to sleep on the couch or something. Because my brother fell asleep in my room, on acceident. And I was up, and was all "not the couch! T.T" but then when I was getting ready to sleep on there, he came out of my room. It was...weird. @.@ heh heh, it's weird having my brother back here. He still likes to poke me in the head though. -.-; .... But, he "seems" to be nicer. I'm still not trusting him though. The day I trust him, will be the day....that pigs fly. >.< hmph! lol, well I have my art class tomorrow, oh joy. I don't even know if they are helping. -.- not really. Hn, well. I'm not really doing anything, and grr!! My brother just stole my head phones, and I was listening to a song that I liked too. T.T ....meanie! lol, I'll live, and get over. As usual. I shall find, something else!!! >.< heh heh, well since I have nothing else to say I shall put up a picture! buwahaha! *blink blink* oh okay, just look at the stupid things... -.- aww... Yes, actually I am. Shhh! >< lol,j/k this is something I drew for ulimatelifeform. But, my webcam sucks and this was thje best the webcam could do. So it's on my fanart! >.< PLEASE go and vote.... T^T pwwweeeeaaaassse. lol, allright well I have to go now! buh-byes! ~*Neko*~

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Monday, July 11, 2005

   it's 11:57 am

I'm so freakin tired right now and I went to bed around 1:30am. *yawn* My legs are a little swore though. But, it was worth it. Because yesterday I went to a pow wow (Indain Celebration) It was soooooo fun. ^-^ So much better then sitting around here all day. blech. But, I got some things too! buwahaha! lol, I got a bracelet, with silver and blue beads on it. And it has things that dangle, and those things are moons and bells! ^-^ so it jingles! lol, and I got a hematite ring and for all of you who don't know what hematite is, it's a stone found deep in the earth, and it's supposed to relieve stress. but if you are really too stressed out, It'll shatter! O.O Neat huh? lol. and I got a hematite tooth shaped thing. @.@ I think it's supposed to go on a necklace. I got two more things from there. I got a real wolf's tooth. And!! I got jinglelys! Well, that isn't what they are really called. They are for the fancy indian dancers, I barely even know how do dance the indain way. @_@ but! you are supposed to tie them around your leg, and when you walk, the bell jingle! *-* it's awesome! lol, and we also saw the other Native americans dance! They danced in circle, but that's because life is supposed to go into a circle and everything, from birth to death. So yeah! Well, my sis (sakura18) went with me! it was soooo much fun! ^_^ I loved it that she was with me a lot of the time! buwahaha! lol, well next subject! >.< I've decided. I'm not going to stop being obsessed with Hiei. He is my only "Bishie", and I don't want to give him up. And plus, Sakura18, and Fire Apparition helped cheer me up. Thank you! ^-^ It really helped ...a lot! @_@ lol. But, it's the one thing. I love Hiei. When I first saw him on the show, he scared me a little, then I got to know more about him, and why he acted that way and stuff. And I grew to really like him. And I don't care if Mukuro likes him or not. I don't like her, not for only the fact that she tried to steal Hiei, but the fact that she went ahead and showed her entire body to him!! What kind of sick freak does that!? Ahem, sorry if you are a fan of hers. But, I have to say I'm not all too fond of anyone of the 3 kings. So XP. lol, and plus ....Mukuro is way too tall for Hiei. I mean He's only 4'10! o.o; talk about short, but I don't care! >.< I'm more his height! I'm only 5'0" lol, So, he'd be shorter then me. hmph. But, still. I'm not giving up Hiei, I've tried that before, it didn't work. I really really like him in that one sense. heh, I can't help it! ^.^ so yay! lol Well, I think I'm going to leave you all again, so see you later!!! Byes!! ^_^ ~*Neko*~ P.S. This is a fanart I made a few days ago, the day I figured out everything about Hiei and Mukuro and everything. It is on my fanart, please go and vote if you haven't allready. Please!! T_T lol, all right! now I'm gone! byes!

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Saturday, July 9, 2005

...

Well, nothing much to say right now, My brother is coming over for two fricken months!! >.< GRR!!! lol, where he was staying at, the people who pay the bills are kicking him out. Interesting huh? *rolls eyes* Well, I'm trying to hurry to do this, because well if I'm caught on the computer after 12, I get ground! >.< Sucks huh?! lol, It's not my fault that the keys and on the keyboard makes noise and stuff. Grrr... lol. Well, today Raven (ulimatelifeform)came over, she had the yu yu hakusho DVD called "Dreams of Power". I fricken cried! T_T When Hiei and Mukuro fought in "War and Love" ...After they got done fighting, Hiei said somethings, it made me sad because those things he said made it seem like he loves her. Even though crying over it won't change a thing and that Hiei isn't real and stuff, but...it's just really upsetting to see the person you like all of a sudden like someone else. But, Hiei isn't real, and never will be real. Maybe it's time I woke up from my fantsy and quit being so stupid of dreaming of him being real and junk because it will never happen...*sigh* oh well, it doesn't matter anymore... Well, I have to get off now... .... Goodbye. ~*Neko*~

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Friday, July 8, 2005

   new theme..uhh...again.

Well, I liked the Neko theme, I really thought it was sweet and cute. But, I missed hiei too much. T-T heh heh, so now It's Hiei and Yukina!Thanks to my sis again! buwahaha! Whee!!!! ^_^ The song is called the Reason. By Hoobastank. It's weird, out of all the songs I listen to. This is my favorite one, and not just because it makes me think of Hiei and Yukina. *glare* lol, well really nothing has been happening. I've been bored alot this summer, but that's nothing new huh? I was supposed to ask my mom is I could go to the Asain Buffet with my friends, but I didn't. I couldn't, I don't have the guts to face someone again. I know that sounds stupid and all, but I just can't help it I guess... Well, last night, I kind of freaked out, because I was on the computer as normal. And then I saw something in the corner of my eye, I looked over to see what it was. And there was this...spider there. I wanted to scream! >.< They freak me out a lot. But I don't have the heart to kill them!!! T.T ...is that bad?? @_@ lol, hmmm WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! Hyperness part of the post is over. Ahem... ....uhh...hmm... ._.'' I don't know what else to say.... .... ... uhh... *gulps* heh heh heh, see ya!!!!!!!! *runs off quickly* Yes, I know, I'm a dork, but oh well!! >.< heh heh heh... Well, buh-byes for now everyone, see you later! ~*Neko*~

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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

12:15am

Hello again! ^.^ I'm bored as hell right now... @_@ ...heh heh, maybe becaise it is so early? lol, well I have nothing to do. and I'm sneezing my brains out!!! >< lol,Well, I've talked to my dad again, he seems to be calling me a lot more then what he used to. ^-^ which makes me happy! lol. Normally he wouldn't call that much, he was always thinking about his girlfriend and her kids, and barely and mof me. I know that sounds greedy and stuff, but he';s my father and I didn't want to lose him. so one day I told him off over the phone, saying that he rarely saw me and stuff like that. And that his head was up his girlfirends ass. And ever since that day, he has been calling me more and everything, he calls me almost everyday now. It's just how it used to be when I first move up here to Kentucky, which makes me very happy. ^^ Well, Inuyasha is coming on soon and I wanna watch it, I never saw the first episodes before... When those were playing I thought it was a stupid show...heh, shows how much I knew. and when I first watched it, I thought it was pretty goo and I have been watching it ever since!!!! So I must go and watch it now!! Sayonara! A picture of Hiei and Yukina and a creepy picture of Hiei as a neko...lol, buh-byes now!! ^.^ ~*Neko*~

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Monday, July 4, 2005

Happy fourth of July everyone!

^-^ Well, I really don't do anything specail for the fourth of July. I haven't shot any fireworkds for at least 5 years now. ._.'' heh heh, even though the main reason is for moving to Kentucky, because I used to live in Tennessee. Go figure. we live in apartments, and I don't thinkthey allow any fireworks here... @_@ some people just suck. The other reason is that the last time I shot fireworks, I had one of those stick things that you light the fireworks with, and I fell, the stick thing landed on my face. It hurt like hell! >< even though it's all healed and everything, but I think I'm just going to watch the Ohio River fireworks on my Big Screen TV. I wouldn't want to be down there, it looks so crowed. @_@ but, I do have an uncle and aunt who lives on the OHIO side of the river, close enough just to watch it from his roof. Lucky huh? lol. Well, right now I'm bored as hell! There is NOTHING to do -.- and I really wish tere was something to do, but nooooo ... >< grrrrrrr heh heh, and calming down. Well, I finally got my first babysitting job date! July 16th! even though... -.-; The place is the apartment building right across from mine! You can see their porch from my bedroom window! Go fricken figure... But, I've never babysitted in my life, soooooooo yeah. But, they said that they would be gone most of the day, and they also said that they would pay me 5 dollars an hour, I can't complain, it's not like I'll be changing dipers or anything. Because, they are like 6 and 9 their daughter is 9 but acts like 6 and their son is 6 and acts like 9. @_@ I've seen them at the pool. I've sort of met them in a way, I mean they'll look at me in the pool and stuff, the boy gives me a friendly smile and everything. But the girl, gives me the ugliest look ever. Last time, she ave me a look that mainly says "Go away and die" @_@ ... ... heh heh heh....oh well, We were all kids once! ^.^ ...lol... Well, I do remember me saying that I was going to take a picture of me with my short hair, I was just being too lazy to actually put it up there...soooo here we go!! ^.^ ._. ... I look fat... ... profile! ^.^ lol Well, that it for today!! 1 more picture but not of me and that's it folks! It's of the one and only Hiei!! ^.^ lol, well buh-byes now!! ~*Neko*~

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Sunday, July 3, 2005

Hello everyone.

Hey, I'm just bored right now, nothing to do... *dies* x.x ... j/k . I just woke up not too long ago, because of my stupid older brother. Grr... Him and his stupid friend were here ALL night! go figure! They were in my room, I don't like it when people are in my room without me, because I don't trust most people. Especailly my brother. And his friend kept picking on me! Gave me a headache, but luckly for me, they didn't break, take, or touch anything without my permission. >< I just don't like people I don't know/trust in my room. umm, okay moving on now. Actaully...I have really nothing else to say. @.@ heh heh... uhh...hmm... oh, I watched part of the Beast of Blood music video, by Malice Mizer...I thought it was pretty cool, only the kid on there, o.o; heh heh, kids doing evil crap is just freaky to me for some weird reason, dunno why it just is. But, when the kid said "Beast Blood" for the first time that's where it ended. Dang the people who sends me stuff. I like jrock and jpop and all, I'm just not obsessed with it, because I don't know that many songs.... @.@ lol, my brother saw me watching it and he was all, "what the fuck are you watching?!" I told him to go away and he did. @.@ scary how he listens to me now....he never did before, but I guess everyone can change if they really want too. Well, I don't have anything else to say... Here are some pictures! ^.^ *blink blink* ....this amuses me! >-< ....stipper Hiei? That's just...weird... @_@ awww....how cute! ^.^ XD That always looks like something fun to do! ^.^ lol, Oh! and before I forget, I put up about 4 new fanarts up yesterday! Please check them out and vote! Comments are always good too! Well...I'm going to leave now, aince there isn't anything else to say. Buh-byes all!! ^.^ ~*Neko*~

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