Monday, June 13, 2005

   I feel.....SO MUCH BETTER! ^.^

Well, after today, I finally got over who was bugging me so badly! ^____^ That makes me happy, I sent her a pm telling her how I felt and that just let it all out. It felt good! ^.^ and I can't really say I was being harsh because...well we are friends anymore, so ahaha! take that world! ^-^ I figured I shouldn't be holding on to something that I'll never have because life moves on and I'm not going to let it leave me behind damnit! >.< lol, uhhh...soo what to say now what to say now...OH! YOU ALL DON'T VOTE ON MY FAN ART ANYMORE!! T.T ..... *sniff sniff* lol, I'll get over it...I always do! and oh!! I HAVE 100 votes on my fanarts! I must thank everyone who voted on them!! *bow bow* thankie thankie! lol, buh-byes! I g2g... <.<;; >.>;; heh heh

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

   why do I lie to myself?

*Sigh* I keep lying to myself, and I can't hold it in any longer. I'm at the point of breaking... I keep crying, over something I should of gotten over all ready. Why is letting go so hard for me? The person was able to forget me easily it seems...but I cannot move on with this person, I'm still wanting to hold on...even though I know I'm just torturing myself by doing so, I can't help it...I just can't...Things that use dto be so easy...now seem so hard. I'm holding in my tears as I type this. I just...I dunno...I can't take this separation anymore... *sigh* I want this person to be happy, but when they are around me they are not happy... but I want to still be friends with this person...so I guess either way. I lose... Well....the only thing I say to conclude that... is...at least I still have my family and my friends : Dolly and Katie... Even though, I may never get over this...I must stay strong and do my best to do so. Well, to get my mind off the subject up there... let's just move on...I guess... I went to a family reunoin today...It was so boring...my cousin didn't want to do anything but role play Inuyasha... guess what I don't like roleplaying in person, no no no! embarassment! >.< to me...that's like playing pretend. Oh! and my older brother does it again! but...heh heh I cused him out this time...He called, saying that he was trying to get there, when my grandparents were to pick him up, but no...he just HAD to go off with his friends instead... go figure, so he called...and I was getting really annoyed because he told me I needed to get away from my mom and stop acting so bitchy like her... nuh-huh...no I just couldn't take it anymore...so, I called him an asshole. Then he called me a bitch...so I told him to eat shit and die and hung up the phone. He has disrespected her way too much...My mom...(dare I say it!) ...is my friend...She's always there when I need her the most... and she knows what to do and gives me advice... and my brother has no right to speak the way he was to her... >.< .... *sigh* That didn't get that person off my mind...I think I'm going to get off of here, and just draw something upseting or color a latest drawing of mine....who knows...maybe my babysitting job (yeah...I forgot to tell ya that) well give me enough money after awhile for my to get a scanner... ??? if I save up??? I dunno...it depends I guess... okay, now...I'm off...to cry some more...most likely I'll end up crying myself to sleep like I did last night...I think my cat was trying to comfort me somehow...it worked a little... well, buh-byes everyone, I'll post tomorrow if I feel like it... ... ...

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Saturday, June 11, 2005

   freaky nonsense dream

hi everyone! sorry for not posting in awhile...T.T PLEASE FORGIVE ME!! lol...well, again nothing really new to report. .-. is there ever anything exciting going to happen?? guess not. Well, my dream last night (btw, I just woke up.. XP 12:13pm) had me and my friends dolly and Katie..they were there.. .-. and so was Ville Valo from HIM ....weird huh? well anyways, my friends came over and I had to get my teeth filled....(which I really need to do before this one rots and falls out of my head) and the dentist was none other than! .-. Ville Valo. Creepy huh? the only thing I can remember that he said was...."You have disgusting teeth, and replusive breathe" nice huh? Well, I don't know about you guys but it creeped me out....*shudder shudder, shiver shiver* Well in other news: ...Dolly is coming over today and we are prepared to get scared out of our pants! ^.^ She rented a moive and is coming over today so XP .... She rented the Boogeyman! <.< >.> my mom said she didn't want me seeing it, but I'll watch it anyways! because I've been really wanting to watch it and I never had the chance! lol, well now I have to clean my cat's litter box...ewwwwwww....dang you tiger! (my cat.. .-.,,) lol, well that's is for now! see ya! buh-byes! ~*Neko*~

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Wednesday, June 8, 2005

class? ...hmm...not today!

Well well well, I didn't have art class today after all! >.< but I did stay up late... XP I feel like passing out now...me is tired! *yawns* oh well! anywho! my mom had me enrolled in the wrong class...sooo XP she had to switch it for me...she put me in paint instead of cartoon...but the one thing is... I CAN'T PAINT! lol, well I can draw at least... XP I stayed up drawing all night...it is up on the fanart! >.< please check it out! I noticed my last too peices didn't really get voted for! and that makes me sad! I'm so close to 100 votes but I'm not there yet! *whines* NO! oh! and guess what! my older brother is a fricken little biotch who has no soul what so ever! >.< He's evil I tell you!! EVIL!!!! Apparently what happened, was back in last year...he and his girlfriend...*AHEM!* and she got...pregnant. and now! She has the baby, but me and my mom went to the hospital today to see it but we don't know the girls last name! XP My mom called my brother (he lives in texas...AWAY FROM ME!) to ask about her last name or room number... -.-;; HE DID NOT TELL US ANYTHING, THE SORRY SOB! .-. I swear, the dude needs to get slapped in the face by reality one of these days...He keeps on cusing out my mom which really pisses me off... sooo yeah! I'm just a tad bit pissed right now! but...oh well! *shrugs* OH! Last night I watched Inuyasha! It was sooooooo sooooo soooo sweet!! aww...Rin is just adorable! isn't she? lol... but for some reason...people believe her and Sesshomaru will get together? ew! how in the hell?! she's just a little girl...and he's more like a father to her... -.-; ewwwwww sick naughty people! lol..... Well, please go check out my lastest fan art and PLEASE VOTE! >.< GRR ON YOU PEOPLE FOR NOT VOTING! ...lol, okay I'm done! buh-byes now!!

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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

nothing to post today..

sorry, but I have nothing to post...there is nothing to do... besides I have to get off soon. -.-; My mom gave me a time limit....go figure! I can't help it that typing is loud and I wake up my grandma all the time, and plus too...she doesn't shut her stupid door... ugh! lol, well tomorrow I have to get up early for a summer art class I'm taking...I went into drawing cartoons! ^-^ lol, well I'm going to go now...I really didn't feel like posting because of a certain person cusing me out on my comments of my last post... To Alan: Look...I'm sorry for calling you obsessed, sorry for speaking my mind. Sheesh, I won't ever fricken talk about you ever again. Oh and another thing...I'm fucking sorry for being in love with Hiei...I'm sure that I'm not the first girl who became obsessed like me or even more obsessed with a stupid anime character! .... Buh-byes everyone!! ~*Neko*~

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Monday, June 6, 2005

   11:10 am...Should I even be tired?

Well, right now...I'm very tired...*yawn* I was working on a drawing last night and stayed up over half the night working on it...I went to be at 3...then had to wake up at seven am just to get ready to go out to eat with my family and clean out our old apartment..... *tired yawn* go figure....Very tiring! and that place stinks! ....seriously...it doesn't smell good! and right now I'm like on the edge of passing out! ....later on me and my mom will go swimming! ^_^ That should wake me up... o.o; hopefully...lol...normally that water is frezzing!!!! BRR!!! lol, I'm slowly waking up...Slowly but surely... and right now I shall recite 10 random Hiei quotes! Why? because I can! and guess what! all of these will be from memory! <--- too obsessed!! >.< lol 1) "There is noone who does not carry scars on the heart. If there was someone in the world like that, it would be a shallow soul." 2) "I've been under too much stress lately...Killing you all should be a good remedy" 3) "I may be a short target, but this is sad" 4) "If you want to die, then kill yourself...besides I don't take orders from people especially from those I've defeated" 5) "Be strong sister, I'm coming" 6) "I was going to fight the thug with the sunglasses myself but after what he did to Genkai I believe venege belongs to you.....But this thug will do just as well..." 7) "You're a team player...a save the day superhero...I hate people like you" 8) "You do them a favor and they think you are their best friend, this is why I couldn't care less if their entire speices was swallowed up..." 9) "The air in this town is thick with energy, Demons flock to it like sharks to an open wound...a sign of thigs to come? or is the danger already here? ... but then again what do I care?" 10) "Touch me and I break your wrist" ^______^ there you go! 10 random Hiei quotes! *yawn* all from memory... ...*yawns again* I think I shall go to sleep now... Hiei: -.-; You should be awake. Dark Kitten: Holy shit! where did you come from?! Hiei: I don't know this is your imagination...not mine... Dark Kitten: -.-; Gee....thanks... Hiei: Hn Dark Kitten: Buh-byes all!!! ^_^ *gives hug of Doom to Hiei* Hiei: Err! let go of me! Dark Kitten: No! ^___^ You're to cute to let go of! Hiei: -.-; *stabs Dark Kitten* Dark Kitten: x.x ....ow ... I must go...and heal myself...before I...die...*falls over, dying* Hiei: <.< >.> ...*walks away from the scene of the crime* Dark Kitten: Get YOU ASS BACK HERE!!!!! T_T....I'm so unloved! Random quote for no reason what so ever of the day: "I love, but I am not loved" ~*From the english translation of the beginning song of Excel Saga! ^_^*~

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Sunday, June 5, 2005

   My mother...*shakes head*

Well hello again! ^_^ Sorry for the early post of nothingness! O.o is that even a word? lol...WEll...uhhh...hmm... *thinks of something to talk about* Well, right now my mom got this stupid cartoon flea stuck in my head singing. "There be food around the corner, Food around the corner, Food around the corner for me!" IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE!!!! >.< GRRR!!!!!! lol...Oh! I have 91 votes on my fanart! I'm hoping to get to a 100 votes real soon! ^-^ I'm watching Independence Day on TV.... O.O People are dying! MUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKU!!!!!! >-<\m/ lol, well still there is nothing to do! AND AGAIN MY MOM IS STARTING TO DRIVE ME INSANE AGAIN!! AHHHHHHH!!! *whines* .....hmmm...oh and guess what! I'm starting to feel a new feeling whenever I think about Hiei... -.-;; It's like when you were a little kid and you suddenly got a crush on someone...That's how I feel whenever I think about Hiei now... Idiotic...huh? T_T I'm so silly! Well It's 7:45pm ...heh! Didn't I tell you I would post later? ^__^ BUH-BYES!!

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   3:22 AM

ugh, I can't believe I'm even up at this hour! >.< lol, and...-_- my foot hurts! *pokes it* OW! and the weird part of it! It hurts for no apparent reason! >.< lol, well I drew a new picture! It's of my role playing character and Hiei! I call it Kitty kiss! ^__^ You can either click on that for a larger veiw! or! go to my fan art section and vote!! ^_^ and comments are always nice...aren't they? lol The role play character's name is Minako...or that's how I would want to look like in Anime. BUT!! -.-; My mom would never let me get my hair that color...and I don't have cat ears/tail like I want to...doesn't life just suck? lol...well..I'm leaving now! I shall post again later on today in case something exciting actually happens...uuuuuuuuuuuh....yeah...like someone stabbs my foot suddenly to make the pain in it worse. LOL! well buh-byes for now! ^-^ *waves* OH! and! I changed my little thingy....the icon/avatar picture...yeeeeeeeeeeaaaah...lol! ^_^ now byes!

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Saturday, June 4, 2005

o.o ....... .... HI!!!!!!!

HI PEOPLES!! IF YOU'VE HAVEN'T NOTICED!! IIIIIIIII'M HYPER!! MUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKUKU!!!! that was evil japanese laughter! hehehe <.< >.> no one knows that I'm hyper! nuh-huh!! lol, well today! I've been very very VERY!!!! clumsey!! sheesh! I almost broke two glass candle holders...and I spilt kool aid all over in our fridge!!! >.< GRR! I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo slumsey today... It isn't even funny... .-.,, lol! upside down face! now I shall so something completely random and show all the faces that I know! ^__^ O.O <---like those two! Ahaha! Ready? set? I did not say go!! not go not go!! NOT GO DAMNIT! ....okay GO!!! ^___^ ^-^ -_- O.O o.o <.< >.> O.o o.O ._. .-. <^.^ 9_9 6_6 ^.~ XP XD >.< -.-; OxO <^-^; ;_; T_T okay there are some that I haven't done yet!! AHAHA!! (0)(0) (^-^) (m) (m) BUNNY!!! *Gives carrot to bunny* ^-^ ^._.^ meow!!!!! O.O KITTY!!!!!! ^___^ ^O.O^ REOW!!!! *kitty runs away* *blink blink* T^T KITTY!! NO!!! lol Sorry about the randomness of the post, but I have no idea what to even post anymore!! GRR! I might start a weird story....me doesn't know... -_- I'm just bored out of my mind right now! GRR!! lol...buh-byes!

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Friday, June 3, 2005

   boredom... XP

THE SUMMER SUCKS!!! >.< I SWEAR IT DOES THERE'S NOTHING TO DO BESIDES SIT ON MY FAT ASS AND GET FAT!!! *whines* oh well... Sorry for not posting yesterday..o.o;; Nothing happened that I felt should be reported... ^-^;; ehh heh heh! O.O I went through two boxes of pocky in one night... XP and I wondered why I felt sick...lol! Well, that's it for now!! buh-byes! and oh! Lady Nami! If you are reading this then I'm sorry I haven't be replying...I can private message you because your inbox is full! ^_^;; sorry! lol...okay now byes!!

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