Monday, April 25, 2005

^^

Hi peoples!! Nothing much today...I have state testing tomorrow, but tomorrow is that LAST DAY!!! ^______^ lol I'm drawing this little comic, about Hiei And can you guess who else? <.< >.> Lol, Oh! and this afternoon I watched this movie called The Craft. I liked it...It was a bit weird at first, but hey! It was pretty awesome! ...^^ Everytime I saw the chanting, or the magic...or whatever you want to call it. I felt this pulsing shiver thingy run through my veins. I loved the feeling...It was a feeling like I was being drawn to it some how...I don't know how to explain it very well... Well that's all for today...byes!!!!

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Sunday, April 24, 2005

   *watery eyes*

WHAT THE HELL AM I?! I always seem to hurt my friends...I never mean to, but I seem to do it anyways. I'm about to bawl my fricken eyes out...I tried to apologize but it didn't work! I hate this!! Nothing in this is right...WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN?! Why am I such a bitch to them?...I've had the thought of cutting myself again today...but I figured it was stupid b/c it never helps. I HATE MYSELF!! EVERYTHING I DO!!! EVERYTHING I TRY TO DO, I END UP SCREWING UP!!! I HURT MY LOVED ONES SO MANY TIMES!!!....maybe....maybe if I stay alone, and don't have any friends anymore...then I won't hurt them anymore. I always hurt Katie and Alayna...in someway...Maybe I am better off alone...Damnit...I'm going to fucking cry...*trying to hold it in the best I can* *sigh* I truely am a bitch....

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Hmm...

I'm so bored, For the last twenty minutes...I've been on sites, trying to find one that lets me translate from english to japanese!! >.< DAMN SITES DON'T WORK!! *ahem* aways...I did translate something to spanish though, only out of boredom...I can't remember what it is in spainish now, but I typed in "I live to see the dead, nobody understands this world of ours. Stuck in this human body, and cursed to be one...forever..." *sigh* Here's a couple of quizzes... Yu Yu Hakusho Boy Friend by IchigoKaiba User Name Age Favorite Color Weapon of Choice Are you a demon Where you met In a dungeon... How you met He was supposed to kill you...But fell in love with you instead... Your guy Hiei Jaganshi How much he loves you...: 66% Quiz created with MemeGen! interesting... What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch Your LJ username Your real name Your sex Your age Your last words will be... "i hate you so much..." Quiz created with MemeGen! ... Your Suicide.. by Konstantine Your Name/Username Favorite Number? Favorite Color? Gender? FemaleMaleUndecidedBoth How will you commit suicide? Pills + Alcohol (fun!) How many tries will it take? 72 When will you commit suicide? August 27, 2030 What will your suicide note say? Maybe now you'll care Quiz created with MemeGen! That's a bit old to commit suicide don't ya think? ...okay..one more then I'm finished Why would you commit suicide? by chibiodango Username Favorite color Lucky number Day of death April 2, 2015 Commited Suicide because..? A loved one died. Quiz created with MemeGen! Hmm...I wonder why I took these, they are meaningless quizzes....Yesterday I was taking a whole lot of them and...Uhh...I always died of a broken heart or something related it it...*shrugs* Oh well...bye people. See ya later...>-< OH!! AND EVERYONE HAS TO WATCH THIS INUYASHA IN A NUTSHELL THING!!! here's the link! http://uploads.ungrounded.net/content.php?id=186208&name=186208_Inuyasha_in_a_nutshell.swf&title=Inuyasha%20in%20a%20nutshell&date=1114315200&quality=b&uj=0&w=550&h=400 ^^ enjoy!!

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

   I didn't expect this...

*ahem* Today has been very boring as normal...UGH!! LIFE IS SO BORING!! *ahem* Okay, and then I went and took this quiz thingy....I did it twice...just for kicks. but the result I got...I screamed HOLY SHIT!!! The first one, I used my real name Elizabeth, the second time I used that name EVERYONE calls me and that would be EJ...Soo...Enjoy? The Yu Yu Hakusho Sleep-over by sayurimaxwell Your name Age You slept over at Kuwabara's room What happened in Truth or Dare You confessed your feelings With/By/To Yusuke Who got jealous Hiei You finally went to sleep at 01:00 am Quiz created with MemeGen! Hiei supposedly got "jealous" -.- I don't like Yusuke that way...He's too much of a pervert for my taste. The Yu Yu Hakusho Sleep-over by sayurimaxwell Your name Age You slept over at Koenma's office What happened in Truth or Dare You *ahem* made love With/By/To Hiei Who got jealous Youko Kurama You finally went to sleep at 03:00 am Quiz created with MemeGen! Now...Tha made love part is what got to me...O.O ^^ hehehehe...*ahem* And since I am so bored...I'll go draw something...dunno what yet though *ponders*

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   I hate people!!

PEOPLE FRICKEN SUCK ASS!!! >.< Whenever they see something new they think it's stupid! Having coils in your hair is NOT STUPID!! I like it and think it's pretty neat. This one girl named Shebly Kring, I'm going to fricken kill her!!!!!! >.< SHE ALWAYS DOES SHIT TO ME AND PLAYING WITH MY COILLY THINGY NOW IS ONE OF THEM! Friday if she does it...I'm going to fricken warn her that I'll punch her if she does it again, she does it again...I'm going to fricken punch her. And this one boy K.A.K (AKA: Kyle ASSHOLE Kenter) said it was stupid, and pulled on it and flicked it back at me! It doesn't hurt for some strange reason...BUT STILL!! And then in the hallway when I was going to my locker, he grabed my hair, I yelling at him "IF YOU TOUCH MY HAIR AGAIN I'M GOING TO KILL YOU" For some reason my hearing is a lot better then before, and I could hear what people around him wear saying, like "what happened?" or "What's wrong with her?" *shakes head* I don't understand why people's one joy in life is to either crtise, or touture others...I hate them all...(except or a select few) *sigh* oh well...I'll get over it, I always do! ^^

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Monday, April 18, 2005

   *shaking, shuddering*

OMG!!! My band concert was tonight!! I played Fukai Mori as my first and last solo!! I was sweating, shaking everything!! Even my dinner was trying to come up! *whines* EHHH!!!!!! EH EH EH EH EHHH!!!!! >.< I was sooooo scared!!!!! *sigh* oh well...It's over now....*blink blink* I still wish I didn't mess up the last note though...I think I did because the gym was soooo hot and I rest my flute on my chin....My chin was sweaty and the flute slipped...*sigh* Oh well...I still did good...I think... <.< .... >.>

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Sunday, April 17, 2005

..^.^

Nothing much today! I went out with my grandmother and got a video game, and 2 posters for my room! The posters are awesome!! One is a blue Ying-Yang symbol, and it has a dragon and Tiger looking like they are about to fight each other...The other one it has a really vicious looking tiger, about to pounce on you. With white flames in the background and this (I think) japanese symbol on it! ^__^ The video game I got was okay...It's a little hard...It's Sonic Heroes. I'm not a huge fan over Sonic or anything, I just like to play the games! ^.^ and I was in need of a new game to play anyway. The night over at my friends KAtie's was okay...It could of been better if my and Alayna didn't fight, sooo I just walk over to the other side of the room and layed down. Because EVERYTHING I would say, or she would say would turn into a verbel fight. I thought everything was all peachy with us. But I guess not...We discussed different stuff before...Did it help? Apparently not...but oh well...If we break up (friend terms) then...we break up...Can't fight what is destined for us....can we?

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Friday, April 15, 2005

Hello!!

lol, well nothing really all too exciting as happened so far...I've been drawing a LOT (when don't I draw? lol) *stares at nose* I HAVE A BUMP ON MY NOSE!!! >-< lol...Uhh...well I've got this one site to host my fan art. Otaku wouldn't do it so I had them host it for me!!! ^____^ http://www.kokuryuuha.com/fanartbloodygirneko1.bmp AHAHAHA!!! This person was weird though...I sent her one pic that you can see on an email and a attachment just in case that the first on didn't work...*blink blink* I even put that in there to...Buuuuuut oh well!! Even though she put it on there twice...I'm am still happy that they hosted it!! ^___^ well I have to go over to my friends!! Byes for now!! *waves*

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Monday, April 11, 2005

FINALLY!!!!

FINALLY!!!!!!!! >-< I'M MOVED INTO MY NEW APARMENT!!! MY ROOM S ALL READY DONE!!!!!!! ^_____^ I worked for at least 3 hours in it....blech!! ME IS SOO TIRED NOW!!!! >.< *sigh* oh well...BYES!!! For now...

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Friday, April 8, 2005

Uhh...

Hello peoples!! This is my last post for a couple of days. My mom is disconnecting my computer tomorrow...and it won't be back up untill Monday! ^-^'' I'm finally moving out of the shit hole that I live in. >.< lol.....amd I'm moving into a better place!!! YAY!!!!!!!! lol. Me is happy but sad at the same time, because I won't be riding the same bus as all of my friends! But oh well!! I'll still go to the same school!! MUWAHAHAHHAAHAHA!!! WEll....See ya later!!! BYES!!!! for now....a couople of days...AH you get the point don't ya? lol

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