Wednesday, March 16, 2005

   *sigh*

I swear...I feel like one of my best friends are running away from me. She never talks to me anymore, Always ignores what I say, calls me stupid or something, like I have ADD...Which I don't...but, during the sunner...we did EVERYTHING together...Now, there's nothing...She goes off with another best friend of mine almost everyday now. And that best friend is too kept up with the 1st best friend. I don't know...maybe I'm starting to drive people away. I'm not sure. But, I know now..that I just have to learn how to get use to this shit again. I was used to it when I was little...always left out of everything...then I started actually getting a few friends. But now...they are going away. *sigh* There's nothing in this life that's appealing to me anymore. Hn, oh well... Here's a couple of quizzes that I took... You future hold nothing but loneliness. Your cold uncaring attitude drives everyone away. You wander the world alone fighting anyone who gets in your way. What Does Your Future Hold? (girls only) brought to you by Quizilla Hmm...maybe this one is coming true...*sigh* Independence Your angel seeks for freedom. Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the kind of person who values your indepence than most things in this world. Don't get angry if I'm wrong, but you may be a pained person. Problems in your life have caused you to be depressed, or, shall we say, greatly saddened. You may have lost hope many times, but you still manage to keep your independence. You don't listen to anyone but yourself. People may look at you in a "different" way, but inside, you want all the pain to stop, but you have a hard time expressing it. I wish you well! Please Rate and Message! What's Your Angel Seeking For? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:. brought to you by Quizilla I like the pic on this one... Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty, right? What element would you rein over? (For Girls) brought to you by Quizilla Cool...I guess Well...there ya go...enjoy...or not..I really don't care.

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oh no...

._. Today at school...I was in band class, and I fianlly got to try out for a solo at our next, and my final concert. I was really good. but the thing was...I was shaking all over! I couldn't help it...stage fright got me once again. But I didn't mess up. Don't you see my dliema people! If I get the part, then I'll freak out in front of everyone that night! And then again if I say "I change my mind, I don't want to do it" Then...I'll be letting myself down...*sigh* I dunno what to do...

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

   YAY!!!

I FOUND IT!!! I FINALLY GOT IT!!! ^__^ I PRINTED OUT AND EVERYTHING!! HAHAHA!!!

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>.< GRR!!!!

I SPENT HOURS AND HOURS SEARCHING MY COMPUTER AND I FOUND FUKAI MORI!!! BUT!! -.-; It couldn't download correctly...I hate technology!! IT SUCKS ASS!!! >.< *breathes in and out* Okay...I'm better...for now...*dramatic music plays* DUN DUN DUN!!

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Monday, March 14, 2005

O.O *screeches*

FINALLY!! For days I have been searching for a flute solo sheet music! AND I FINALLY FOUND IT!!! ^_^ I've been searching on the web for 4 days. And finally it's paid off!!! The song was Fukai Mori...If anyone want s to see the site it's www.mediashrine.com ._. weird name....BUT WHO CARES!!! >-< I've found it!! hehehe...I think that a lot of people hate the flute...But that's the best thing I can play!! I'm starting to learn the guitar...I know 3 power chords!! HAHAHA!!! ^-^ Okay...I'm done for now...byes!

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

Hi peoples!

Hello, Well...Nothing that exciting happened to me today, I went out with my mom so I can get some new shirts. but I didn't see anything I liked. And she dragged me into stores that I HATE!! Like Rave, Deb,(btw..NOTHING FITS ME THERE!!) *sigh* And my mom didn't really want me to go into Hot Topic/. I'm sorry...but that's the only store that interests me in the mall. Shge dragged me here, she dragged me there. -.-; I was going to die! Evenutally, we went K-mart, and then she was starting to get a bit pissy with me. She told me that I'm too picky with the cloths I wear and blah blah blah!! >.< Then. we went to TJ Max. Normally I HATE that store, but I found some shirts that I liked a bit. I was going to get only black, but I didn't want my mom to be mad at me anymore so I got a blue one and a purple one! ^-^ PURPLE ROCKS! Umm...okay, and then when I got home, I played Monopoly with my mom and her boyfriend! I FINALLY WON IN A YEAR!! MUWHAHA! Umm...okay...I'm really trying to do my best as hyper, but for some reason, I can't...I'm feeling depressed for some reason...dunno why I just am. I might be going into one of my 'Hiei moods' Um, well...I dunno... I'm watching the SIlence of the Lambs. ._. This movie creeps me out! okay that's it for today...byes! To Dolly: HA!! I know your b-day is the 29th... ._. I still need money for your present...WHAT DO YOU WANT?! Okay...I'm better...

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Friday, March 11, 2005

   *water eyes*

T^T *sobs like crazy* MY BEST FRIEND IS MOVING AWAY!!! NHH!!! It's sooooooooooooo sad!! My best friend is moving away and has to go to Ryle High school. That 's a really preppy school! She'll be all alone!! Our first plan was to be in the same high school together. All my 3 insane buds and myself. But now...Only me and my 2 buds are going to the same high school next year and she won't be...!!! T^T ALAYNA!!! I LOVE YOU! I feel like bawling right now! I don't have many friends...and now my best friend is moving away. I didn't think this day could get any worse then what it was but I was wrong. I was betrayed by life once more. I've been friends with alayna for a year, but even though it's been a short time We've been joined by the hip. We started saying the same things together and started thinking the same thingsa at the same time together but now...we will be torn apart...Even though I'm moving myself but I'm still going to the same school as I am now! So nothing will change with me. AND SHE MAY HAVE TO CHANGE SCHOOLS NOW!!! *sobs* ALAYNA!!! I'LL MISS YOU!!!

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

._. ...Wow...

Here's a quiz...I'm putting it on my quiz results but still!!! Your inner soul is calling for help! You always seem so depressed, lonely, and feel like an outsider. You may have a cold, sad exterior, but in all reality you are hurt inside and bottling up all of your anger. Everyday you wonder why are you still here when there is nothing left? You use to once be a happy, loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and seems like it never can be fixed again. However, you have yet seemed to realize that there are people out there that deeply care for you. They secretly have a thing for you because they find you to be dark, mysterious, and full of secrets, not to mention being the prettiest person in the world! You like to enjoy your time by yourself expressing your feelings through forms of art, and enjoy nice quiet scenaries that just dazzle your mind with awe. Your bedroom is basically your sanctuary where you can hide out, hidden from those who gave you all of the pain. Try to loosen up and have some fun! Never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with your smile :) What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (With Pics, See All Results!) brought to you by Quizilla *gulps* For some reason, I feel like this is right. I have been hurt at times, and my room is my hideout from humans!! I express myself through my drawings. (Trust me I have been expressing myself *wink, wink, nudge, nudge*) And...I always like it when it's quiet. Like, when you see a night sky with a full moon and it's full of dazzleing stars. I love those kind of nights. Well...That's it for today I guess. I have to get started on my Sceince paper that's due tomorrow...I say NO to DISECTION! >.< Okay...Well...byes!

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...Umm...

Hi peoples...Nothing really happened today, so I have ntohing to talk about...byes!

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Tuesday, March 8, 2005

uh-HA!!

YAY!!! I FINALLY DREW A AMNGA PAGE!!! IT'S AWESOME!! MUWAHAHAHA!!

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