Monday, March 7, 2005

A poem!

I got bored again, well now I'm drawing so yeah...but still!!! here it is!! hehe Is this what happiness feels like? Everyone is happy at times, but at others they can be sad. Normally, happiness is with me, But I don't feel it. Why? Why don't I feel it at times? I know I'm happy, the ones I love are safe. That makes me happy. But who is to say what true happiness? The love from another? Does that make someone happy? Who knows. Maybe it does. Does mothers make one happy? They make me happy... But do they make others happy? Do toys make people happy? Maybe kids...but not older people... This is what true happiness feels like huh? When you know everything is right, and nothing can go wrong... I like this feeling... to bad...it won't stay here forever. Tomorrow is another day... Another day for people to say things about me. They think I don't know what they say, but I do... Even though When all of them go away, I can easily say that I'm truely happy, when I'm around the ones I love It's a little different then wha tI normally do, but oh well!

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Sunday, March 6, 2005

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My mom has gotten me so pissed off!! Apparently she saw someone at the mall, and he had a maryline manson shirt on, black liner going from his eyes to his cheek, and a mask over his nose and mouth. I said it would look awesome. *saracastic voice* But she stood me wrong...*normal voice* She said it looked stupid. Yeah right! He was trying to be an individual Not like everyone else who have to have the same thing! Sheesh. I don't like calling my mom a bitch and flipping her off behind her back, but in this problem I will. My mom's a bitch. I mean HELLO!! She saids that she will not allow me to go gothic. But I have been partly gothic for over 3 years! Sheesh! *shakes head* Why is it parent's only purpose in life is to torture us!

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Thursday, March 3, 2005

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I'm starting to go into one of my Hiei moods...sorry...

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   I had a dream last night!

Last night was really weird. I went to sleep, as normal, but my dream was...different...It was me, Dolly (Sakura18), Alayna(defectiverose13) and my other friend Katie. We were all older, maybe...twenty. And we were a j-pop band! Except we sung in English! *sweatdrop* I don't know much japanese! The lyrics were weird though...*blink blink* It went... Me: (Intro) *low evil singing, with evil music* We know nothing, nothing of this world. Maybe we will die, maybe...*normal singing* Just maybe! Dolly: Stop playing around!! You know that noone will die...It's all in your head. Alayna: I think she's right, *low singing* the humans have done nothing to this world but destroy it. They've destroyed it. Dolly (in the background): (I like humans!) Kaite: But they didn't know any better, you two should stop thinking like that and get some common sense! Me & Alayna: HUMANS WILL PAY! Kaite and Dolly (in the back ground): You two are nuts! Dolly: Why can't you two just get along with others? Me and Alayna (in the background): Why? Dolly: There's much more to life then hating one another. You two should just think about what you are doing. Kaite(in background): Hey! Were human! Me and Alayna: But we're not! Me: The humans have nothing to this world. They will do nothing to help. Alayna: They are greddy selfish and know nothing!! Kaite and Dolly: You two will never learn! Why can't you just think for once? You two will never learn! You two are so stupid! Me: Why are you two siding with them? Katie (in the background): Because we are humans... Dolly: YOU TWO JUST STOP IT ALL READY! Me and Alayna: Fine, we won't complain...but no one saids that we have to like them. You two need to think! If you side with them they'll desenergrate you minds! Kaite & Dolly: You two are nuts!! Me & Alayna: Yes we are! Kaite & Dolly(low voices): that's wonderful... And that's it! It's weird if you ask me...Oh well!! That's it for now! Byes!!

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Wednesday, March 2, 2005

Hello!

Hi peoples! I'm sorry, I really can't think of anything today! Well, I had a soical studies test today. -.-; I didn't study so yeah. I also had a language arts test. Hmm...It was on the book Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. And For my classes next year in high school, I'm going to visual arts 1...I hope. I have to draw 5 drawings. I all ready have 1 and I'm going to work on the second one later. I have one month. I have to draw a portrait, a still life, a tree, a building, and hands. Normally I draw anime, but now I have to draw realisticly. I've gotten the portrait down all ready. I think it looks good. ^-^ It's my first time in four years drawing a portrait of a realistic person. I did good. Took me 2 hours though. and now my hand hurts. T^T Let's see here. Oh! I also, as of now, know 2 chords of the guitar! The g chord and the a chord. But the a chord is hard! >.< and...Alan and I made up and were friends again! ^-^ Makes me happy! So looking at it all...I say it's been a good day so far. Well...That's it for now! Hehe byes!!

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Tuesday, March 1, 2005

HI!

Just so Everyone knows!!! I USED TO BE NEKO YOUKAI 14!! But, I felt like changing it...for whatever reason...yeah...ummm...so...HI! and...uh...byes! (Sorry...I've had TOO MUCH SUGAR TODAY!)

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