myOtaku.com: Hieis Dark Kitten

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-11-16
Gender
• Female
Location
• Kentucky D:
Member Since
• 2005-03-01
Occupation
• 12 grade student
Real Name
• EJ

Personal

Achievements
• Decent artwork :P
Anime Fan Since
• The first time I watched DBZ and Pokemon!!!
Favorite Anime
• It's a manga and it's Love Attack
Goals
• To play guitar decently :3 To graduate!
Hobbies
• Drawing, dancing, hanging out
Talents
• Drawing

myOtaku.com: Hieis Dark Kitten

Saturday, March 19, 2005

*sigh*

Damnit all to hell! My father told me he would be coming up (he lives a few states away...I live in Kentucky...He lives in Texas) this weekend...but never did! Pfft...I should of known it was all a lie...all of it! Why do I believe him anymore?! *sigh* I have one losey father...Oh well...I just need to forget about him. *sigh* I thought me and Alayna were okay, but...I was wrong...I'm losing my best friend! I don't want to...but it seems that's how fate has it...*sigh* I really like her..I want to talk to her and tell her I'm sorry for what I've done, but when I talk to her, I can't find the words to say it. *sigh* this is one of my worse weekends ever! It sucks! I'm losing my best friend...and my no good father decides not to show up...I really can't see how this day can get worse...*sigh* and I've been too blind to understand what Alayna felt when she told me that she misses the way I was when we first met...Now I understand...Because...I miss the way my father used to be when I was little...He was always there for me. And now, he's too preoccupied with his new family to even notice me...*sigh* But anyways...I understand how Alayna felt now...It really hurts when you see someone you hold close to you change and then you don't even know them anymore. *shakes head* I just wish...I realized it sooner...

To Alayna: Look, I'm very sorry...I've been a little bitch to you and everyone else...and I shouldn't been that way...When you ask if something is wrong and I don't tell you...I'm sorry for that to...Friends shouldn't keep secrets from one another. *sigh* I apologize for my actions...I never thought that this would happen. Shows how much I know things. But, all I want now is to be friends with you again...I don't want to fight with you...I never did...I don't know what happened...I guess ever since school started and after we met Katie and when you met Dolly for the first time, we just sort of grew apart...We were so close...What happened to us...Talk to me please...Through e-mail, the phone, im, private messaging...I don't care! I really miss you...

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