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Sunday, April 24, 2005


   *watery eyes*
WHAT THE HELL AM I?! I always seem to hurt my friends...I never mean to, but I seem to do it anyways. I'm about to bawl my fricken eyes out...I tried to apologize but it didn't work! I hate this!! Nothing in this is right...WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN?! Why am I such a bitch to them?...I've had the thought of cutting myself again today...but I figured it was stupid b/c it never helps. I HATE MYSELF!! EVERYTHING I DO!!! EVERYTHING I TRY TO DO, I END UP SCREWING UP!!! I HURT MY LOVED ONES SO MANY TIMES!!!....maybe....maybe if I stay alone, and don't have any friends anymore...then I won't hurt them anymore. I always hurt Katie and Alayna...in someway...Maybe I am better off alone...Damnit...I'm going to fucking cry...*trying to hold it in the best I can* *sigh* I truely am a bitch....




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