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Thursday, May 5, 2005

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Ugh...I...I'm crying right now. At school me and (what I thought to be close friend) Alayna (defectiverose13) ....She doesn't talk to me. Not even a friendly little "hello". And today I went up to her said two little sentences.
....all she said was "okay" ...

....then it grew silent. like we were the only two there in the lunch room. I looked into her eyes, and saw emptiness...no feeling at all. I couldn't stand it. I had to walk away so she wouldn't see me cry. I walked away holding it in the best I could, because when I saw it in her eyes. I saw that she no longer considers me a friend. I felt like I just died. She was my best friend. I part of me still hopes that she'll consider me as a friend again, and everything is okay. and the other part...well the other part just wants to die. But it really hurt. To just stand there and believe she still actually thought of my as a friend. Shows how much I know...huh? ... It really hurts me to know, after how much we went through together...after how close we were, that we are gonna be like this for the rest of our lives. I tried everything I could...Even Dolly (sakura18) tried. and nothing helped. .... but now, I've given up. If she can't help the matter then...there is no point in trying huh? but right now I can't do a FRICKEN THING! .....but cry... I watch us being ripped apart...and all I can do is watch and cry. It's very rare that someone gets me to cry...and she did it...


But...even though she doesn't seem to want to be friends anymore. I still and will always love her as if she was related to me...Because Her, Dolly and Kaite (other good friend) they are all three my sisters...and I'll never forget them. no matter how much pain it puts me through...now I must leave a cry some more...because I can't stop...Goodbye everyone.
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