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myOtaku.com: Hieis Dark Kitten
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
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Today, I went on a fricken feild trip.... -.- I swear we walked about a mile today... *yawn* when I got home, I took a four hour nap... ^^;....heh heh...anyways...The feild trip was at the park... and almost every song that I liked made me think of Alayna... EVERYTHING!! I almost started crying... (damn hormones...)And this Saturday, me and Alayna are going to do our best to work this out one final time... and if that doesn't work...then I will truely lose my best friend. She told me some things I did that really annyoed her. But I still don't understand why it tore us apart... I will try my best to work this out...but I don't really want to go over to Katie's to work this out, but she feels comfrontable in front of Katie talking about this. It's not that I don't feel confrontable...It's just that I'm afriad of crying right in front of them. I don't like people seeing me cry...I never really did and I won't start now. When I was talking on the phone to Alayna, I was trying to play a game at the same time to keep my mind not fully on Alayna so I wouldn't cry...the hell with that. It didn't work...I just started crying silently, so I don't know if she heard it or not. Dunno how good her hearing is. I told her a couple of things as well, but I don't want to have to repeat them in front of Katie, because she was one of the things I said... (no offense Katie...) *sigh* I don't want to hurt anyone, but I want to work this out with Alayna... I dunno what's going to happen Saturday...all I know is that I'll most likely start sheding tears. Everynight I've cried myself to sleep over this. and inside ( while I'm around others) I'll act like I'm happy and hyper, but on the inside I'm just cawling my eyes out. Alayna is always on my mind now, she never leaves it. *sigh* I hope this works out, and if it doesn't...then I'll say it again I'll lose my best friend...
Well, that's all for today...Goodbye...
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