*heavy sigh* Well, we never got around to talking about ANYTHING! Me and Alayna got along fairly well though. I was surprised we didn't fight or anything. when I was there, I just wanted to cry out of happiness b/c she actually spoke to me...I liked it. but later on, when I got home from her apartment...I wanted to bawl my eyes out again. I duuno what for, I guess for the past two weeks, I've gotten so used to crying that I now want to do it more often. And another reason why is...I have in the back of my mind this thought...It's that Alayna won't talk to me again for a long time...I just have this vibe that she doesn't want me around anymore or anything...*sigh* but, we'll see what will happen on Monday.
In other news: I drew this awesome picture!! I'm gonna be putting it up on my fanart soon... ^^; maybe about 10 minutes!! and right now it's 12:05 am eastern time.
Two nights ago.... I swear something is so weird whenever I go into this half sleeping mood...I see stuff and hear things. O.o My body freezes up, I'm unable to move it at all...One time I could barely breathe. ._. ....but...two nights ago, I heard this voice of a little girl...maybe about 4 or 5 years old and she said in a creepy litte girl voice that all of them have "Let's go play with Phil" I fricken couldn't move for a second after that and finally snapped myself out of it to see no one was even there. *shifty eyes* Dunno what it was but still!! FREAKY!! >.< lol...
Quizzes:
^^; Sakura18 took them and put them on her site, so I figured I do the same! AHAHA! (sorry..I've had a LOT of apple juice and it can get me really hyper after awhile ^^; )
.:;You are Driven by Determination;:.
Strong-willed and straightforward, you are
always set on your goal. Never wavering and
always vigalant, you know exactly where you're
going. You just need to figure out how to get
there.
Pros of this Drive: You know what you're doing
and what you want. You've got a strong will,
and always have your eyes set on the goal.
Cons of this Drive: You tend to screen others
out, being a bit tactless at times. You believe
that you can do everything yourself. Cool off a
bit, and listen to what others have to say.
~What Drives You to Your Goals?~ *Pics and many results!* (Girls only) brought to you by Quizilla
The Tortured
What human aspect fits your personality? (images) brought to you by Quizilla
Life has no meaning and humans can't be saved.
Although you have an urge to help in someway
you give up before you even try. The reason is
because you think you're a nobdy and therefor
have no meaning to the world and can't help.
All you do is watch life pass you by, becoming
more deppressed each moment.
How do you see life? brought to you by Quizilla
Your soul is broken.You are living through a lot of pain everyday
that you have to deal with, which is making you
sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when
you truly need them and no one ever will.
Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep
yearning for the day you will be free from
pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because
you isolate yourself and are suspicious of
peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of
the world, watching what you can never have.
The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your
mind is dark and no one seems to understand or
wants to help. As always, you will be alone in
the world, fighting your dark thoughts by
yourself.
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Interesting, aren't they... *rolls eyes* I ALWAYS get the same result...stupid morons... *sigh* hmmm...oh!
and one more thing before I go.....
*takes a deep breathe*
ONLY ONE MORE WEEK OF SCHOOL LEFT UNTIL SUMMER VACATION THEN I'M FREE TO DO ANYTHING I WANT TO DO(with my mom's approval first) FOR 2 AND A HALF MONTHS!!! YAY!!
lol...Sorry about that...I had to get it out of my system...^...well BYES! for now!
