Saturday, September 10, 2005

Things are finally looking up!

HEy all, I'm so happy right now, it's great! lol, but anyways.. I'm having a pretty good day so far, well one thing is bothering me, my sis is really depressed, and I can't help her at all, It's making me worry about her. I love her so much, normally she can get out of things by perking up suddenly, but this time I don't think she will.... Well, moving off the sad subject. My dad calling last night, I answered it. He asked if I was mad at him I told him yes, he asked why, I told him that he should know...he was the one who lied... and he was all "Lied about what?" I told him to think about it and hungup. I know it was rude, but oh well... I called him, and never got a reply back until about a week later? What the hell?! But, anyways, then he called back and I didn't answer it. Then I called back after I cooled off after a minute or two. This girl answer, I think it was one out of the four kids that my dad's wife has. -.-; The girl told me that he would call me back, that pissed me off and I siad "No, I want him to talk to him now" So he got on the phone, and I could feel myself trying to burst into tears, and I'm sure he could hear it. I don't know why, I suddenly just wanted to cry. But, I held it in, the best I could, and I blamed the sniffing noise on my sinuses, good excuse if you ask me! ^-^; And I did apologize about hanging up on him, and for the first time in my life, I told him how I felt about things, I think he was really surprised. and hopefully he understands that I'm not this little 5 year old girl anymore, I'm going to be 15 here soon and there's a big difference. But, he apologized for making me feel the way he did and we made up and talked for about an hour. Which made me happy. I didn't have watery eyes anymore. My eyes started drying up after we made up. heh heh... Well, School is fine, I'm starting to make new friends. I know one girl Cara, I like her, but I can never understand her, she talks a lot but her voice is so low you just can't understand her. But anyways...oh! a lot of people like my drawings, and my little mini-manga! ^-^ They say they want to read the next one as soon as I'm finished with it! yay! lol. and if you want to read it, then just private message me, and I'll give you links for the pages and stuff! ^-^; heh heh. But, that's only if you want to, I'm not going to force anyone. but, yeah. And the one thing I will NOT go to is homecoming, for 3 reasons 1) My friends aren't going so far 2) I don't dance, I don't even know how to dance. 3) MY BROTHER MIGHT BE GOING AND HE DOESN'T EVEN GO TO THAT DAMN SCHOOL ANYMORE!! >.< lol, I'm sorry for that outburst. <^-^; heh heh, oh! I got another reason! I don't dress up! ^-^ lol I don't like wearing dresses. never have. *shrugs* But, I am starting to get into the skirts, if only I had the legs... ._.'' heh heh....lol, well I suppose that's all for today, see ya! Byes! ~*Neko*~

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