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Monday, April 25, 2005
*Sigh*
Sorry I haven't been updating in a while, LIKE ANYONE READS THESE ANYWAYS!!!...ok maybe there are a few people.. but anyways... the breakup has devistated me that's all. I used to see the light, and have something to hold onto...now I don't. SO I fight back with my father, and I get "punished" for it...if you all know what I mean...and I do things I shuldn't but why should I stop? I used to have a place to run to...now I don't. I either have to die, or live here. Before I had..HIM to rely on, to go there. Now I don't, what am I supposed to do? My theripist says I'm a generally angry person because of my life...DAMN STRAIGHT I didn't used to be, but what choice do I have now? It's be tough, or break down. I've had a break down, there not fun... and I had one because of him, and he doesn't even care. Life sucks? Yes it does, but people have there own problems and I don't expect them to help me out. I'm the only one who can help me out, and it took a certain SOMEONE to teach me I can't rely on anyone for jack. Because in the end it only causes more hurt. Oh you have the perfect relationship...yeah we all think that...I did anyway, look where it got me........is death the only option? It wasn't before, but now that he doesn't even want to talk to me, AND I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID...it sure as hell looks like it...he called my love, unseen...blind much? It hurts to talk about it because I still love him, but there's no chance of a coming back.....I bet he even ripped up my picture...
~Hikari~
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