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Friday, May 20, 2005


   Hey
I know no one reads these anyway... but hey what the heck. Life is being unfair to me at the moment. *Sigh* But I don't care. I know I'll get through it. I always manage to anyways... so yeah. I don't know why, but it seems that whenever life is going good, it halts... very abrubtly. And a chain of bad things always follows. Well that's what happens to me anyway. I have been getting in fights with other people... *cough parents cough* and some girls from school. But most of all it looks like I my b\f wants me to fight some girl that, well yeah, she does piss me off, but I wouldn't do it unless I had to. And also his friends don't like me and are saying shit about me, so hes not friends with them anymore. I mean, thanks I love the devotion... but then later he'll send me on guilt trips about it. Saying things like, "Well cause of you I have less friends. And I don't go to boxing anymore either." It's not fair to me. Of course I sit there and take it. I mean it is true... but what can I do? I told him to not worry about me, and stay with his friends, so how is that my fault? I don't know, but he likes to see me frown sometimes I guess. W\e. He says he loves me so I guess I'll just have to go with it, cause I love him to. Just I don't love what he does to me sometimes. Also, two days ago, my brother slammed me into a wall and put his hands around my throat and started choking me. Wow what a day that was. There was three wittnesses to that whole violent scene.. but when I told my dad, he said I was lying... so I got grounded for lying... what kind of shit is that?? And I told him that the people who saw it would tell him what happened, but he says they'll just lie for me. So yeah... peoples are mean. But you just gotta deal with it sometimes. Cause theres nothing else you can really do. I have a headache, and today didn't r eally fo that well... especially when someone sparayed axe all over me.... really don't appriciate that kind of shit. So yeah whatever. See you all later. (For those that still read this.. which is nobody anyway) have a nice day, ghost readers.
~Hikari~

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