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Thursday, February 12, 2004

So messed up...
I've just started my visual arts class in this semester so I was very excited to start. My best friend is in it too so I was all happy at first. However, after a few classes it became the exact opposite. My friend enjoys anime and such too, but i feel like she is alsways trying to compete with me in art. Out of no where she would sudeenly be like "Geez your just soooo good...unlike us other none talented people"(sarcastically). This was ignorable at first but eventually got quite annoying.By competing in sumthing that is meant to be fun and a enjoyable learning experience would ruin it. And eventually it did ruin it for me. I noticed that my friend wanted to be good sooo bad she spent hours and hours on a peice that would of taken me about half and hour to bring out in the same qaulity. I guess I may sound jealous..but deep down inside I guess I am afraid she will someday be better then me. I guess I am jealous and greedy. I'm greedy because I want all the attention of being "half decent"(compared to you guyz I suck) ..BUT compared to my other friends I am half decent.I don't wanna feel jealous like this. I wish I could just be happy for her new found hobby..but I just can't. She's better at me in all the sunjects of skool. I just thought their could be ONE thing that could be mine...I dunno anything anymore...I guess I'm just dumb.
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