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Wednesday, August 11, 2004


Benmei (apology)
Okay so um... yeah. I kind of snapped at a friend of mine yestarday. I was frustrated and stressed (still kind am) and I was a bit harsh with my words. But I wasn't completely in the wrong because she was all doing this "I'm stupid and don't know how to interpret your words" act, which every now and then she does. I don't think that's intentional at all, probably some kind of self defence thing she developed over the years. Anyway, she was doing it for some reason and I got frustrated and I really should apologize to her. But man, my pride is all like, "The hell?! No way! She started it." Yeah, my pride is like a little kid at times.
*twirls bangs with finger in thought* So currently I'm trying to figure out away to apologize to her. Because some times if I just right out say it she feels all weird and starts fretting. Plus I don't want to damage my pride because that'll result in several more days of just being pissed off at myself.
Well, in light of all that I realized that I really do need to get out of my house and away from the family for a while. So I got a hold of a friend and she said I could spend a few nights up there with her (she lives out in the boondocks). She's got internet so I might just ask her if I can update this if I stay there a week or so. God, that reminds me I need to get her a present. I missed her birthday.

Oh and for Okita-kun and the others who were woundering where I'm getting my Shinsengumi information here are the links:
http://www.fifay.biznethosting.com/liners/Jhistory.php
and
http://www.bakusin.com/shinnko.html (japanese)

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