Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Nemuru (sleep)
As I have pointed out before, I've been sleeping alot. I'm not taking my allergy pills any more, no need to, but I'm still so very tired. I sleep all day and most of the night. I want to go out on walks and stuff but I just don't have the motivation. It took me over a half hour to get out of bed today, usually it only takes a minute.
I think I'm just depressed and pissed off. I know I'm trying very hard not to snap at people (even if they really really deserive it). And I think through the bottling of my justified anger I have grown depressed (yet again). I mean, I'm like REALLY depressed to the point that I haven't been drawing nor writting (which comes easily to me usually). I've been neglecting my chorse, and my cats seem to be worried about me. Hell, even my sister's cat (Carmel) was giving me attention today and was purring, when he usually growls, whines and runs off when I put him on my lap (well, everyone gets the same treatment from him except for April, he loves her).
I've been sneezing a lot lately as well. It really sucks because it hurts a lot and my ears itch so much after I just blew off the roof of my mouth and nose with the sneeze. And my face has been dry and itchy. Sucks man.
Anyway, I've been letting my little warped mind wander the dark coridores of my soul and brain and I keep coming back to a fanfic idea I had for Yugioh. Well, for Bakura more like it because he's my favorite along with Ryou (they tie), Otogi, Malik, Y.Malik, and Rasid (the rest can get on my nerves real fast).
The fanfic idea is that back in Ancient Egypt Bakura had two direct subordenants when he first started his carrier as the King of Thieves. These two where brother and sister and geinouses (sp?). The boy was unparalleled in stradagy while his sister was considered a god when she faught. In a nut shell they both end up dieing but their fierce loyalty to Bakura caused them to be reborn, trouble is... they were reborn in the same body. XD The rest is in the works. All I really know about my two main characters is that they will litterally do anything for Bakura. And that gives me enough fuel to really screw up the story and make it a great action packed horror drama.
What do you think?
Bad idea?
Good idea?
Get a life?
Lay off the crack?
Bakura?
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