Sunday, October 24, 2004

When will it stop?
I got into an arguement with my sister April. She wanted to go to this corn maze that comes up once every year. I told her we didn't have the finaces to do it, we have little to no food. Emily was there, she wouldn't shut up so I kept on telling her to when ever she talked. I was talking to April but Emily kept on saying to my eldest sister that she should talk for herself and I quote, "Not have your grundgy ho of a puppet master talk for you." So I told her to, "Shut the hell up slut" and April got furious and told me never to call her that again. I told her that I didn't care, because to me that's what she is. April wouldn't stop yelling at me... So I pointed out that I have never seen her defending me.

She got hurt and screamed at me about how it wasn't true, how she's always sticking up for me. I said, "Then how come I never see it?" She ran off crying saying no matter what she'll go. Three seconds later our father comes storming in, looking like he was about to hit me. I told him my point of view and he was still pissed off. I told him how much 16 bucks would by food, wise. So father was still pissed at me, but left me alone after my eldest sister stepped in. Then their friend Alone came in and started to rank on me about how horrible a person I was and how I could never be his friend. I only told him that I never wanted to be his friend. He likes to take advantage of people and mooch off of them as much as he can.

So, frustrated to the point of tears. I just told my eldest sister to go and have fun. Everyone but myself left to the stupid maze, I cooked what little food we had for dinner. I called a friend that's out of state, I know I'll get yelled at for that, but I really needed to talk to someone that wasn't part of my family. It helped a little because she talked about Bakura all the time. I didn't have to think about my family for that moment.

You know... some times I woulder if life can get any worse. I'm just waiting to see if it'll happen. No... more like when.

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