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• All Japanese was self taught.
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• Slayers, Sukisyo, Rockman.EXE, Naruto, Peace Maker Kurogane, Saint Seiya, Full Metal Alchemist, Yu Yu Hakusho, Detective Conan (Case Closed), Yugioh
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myOtaku.com: Hiso-chan

Sunday, January 9, 2005

Uuuugh~ *falls over*

Keeping things clean here is... a hassle. Thus why I haven't been posting lately. It's very tiring and I'm constently arguing with my elder brother who doesn't listen to anyone because he always thinks he's omipotent in his decisions. It hurts my head to even just think about carrying a conversation with him.

Lately I haven't been able to get much rest either. I can work myself to the bone but soon as I lay down on my bed I have... nightmares, strange ones as well. Things that I've never dreamt before... things that make me... not want to close my eyes again, nor open them when I wake. My sister, April, says; "Your hord of demons are just moving around more." I still feel a bit uncomfortable that she says that I've got a hord of demons around me, but whatever, not like I can do much about that. Back on subject,...... When... When I wake up, I expect to see someone... something peering over the edge of my bed at me. A few times I've woken up and looked over to the chair next to my computer and thought that there was someone sitting in that chair. My dreams... I can't remember them well but they leave my mouth dry, my throat sore, and this feeling of "don't sleep until dawn". I believe it is safe to say that it's a bit disturbing, but it happens at times in this house... in all of the houses I ever lived in actually, but never this much. So now I can only really sleep if I have an animal with me in the room so I'm not alone. I hope I can get some rest soon, I'm wearing down quickly. The other day I was asleep for hours on end waking up just to feel like I pulled two all nighters in a row.
... It's not... comfortable here.
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