Wednesday, January 12, 2005

I... hurt...

Man, I don't think I can get any more sore than this. Through taking care of my siblings so much I've got what they got. I got April's temp of 101, so my freaking skin hurts like hell when I touch anything. I've got Adriane's infection in the lungs so I'm hacking up stuff that should only be seen in a rated R horror movie. My ears hurt like hell so I most likely have water in my ears, I've been throwing up what little contence is in my gut, and as far as sleep goes I finially got a few hours today after passing out from the pain in my muscles and bones. I wake up just... hurting more and I have to get a cold wrag and press it against my back (where my freaking back muscles had swollen a little around the small and back of the pelvic), face, arms, blah blah blah. Let's just say that it feels like I get a fresh burn each time I put the cloth against my skin.

I'm not sure if I'll have to cook tonight or not, if I don't get better than I'm sure my little bro will help me out. I've been so proud of him recently. He's been helping me out, in like really small ways and I could cry and just hug him for it. I mean, all he does is remind April to take her medication, get Adriane some water if she asks, and he even heated up some chicken noodle soup for April with out being asked. Such small things but god I'm so relieved. He's also been joking around more with our other siblings, when usually he only jokes around with me. And the other night we took the dogs on a walk (this was before I got hella sick) and we went to a gas sation and I was buying some stuff for him and I and he actually talked to the gas station attendant. That's just mind blowing considering that he just NEVER does. He's a shy boy and is scared that people will mistake him for a girl (androgunous and plump). But man, I just have brag about him. He's my little bro, ya know? I don't have another one and he's so smart and can be so kind. Who ever marries him is going to be the luckiest person in the world and if they hurt them I'm going to rip their heart out of their butt. ^_^

Now than... hnn... my account at deviantart.com (same handle as I have here) I've finally reached my 100th picture posted there. So if ya wanna see my crappy art please say so.

Other than that I need to go die on my bed again.

Ja na
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