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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Lazy Mind 2
I'm not going to bother with any of this any more. And what I mean by that I mean that I'm not going to associate with my sisters April and Emily ever more. I hear rumors that April is obvoiding me because I'm such a horrible person for telling her to not go on long trips when she's sick. Oh yeah, I'm such an anti-christ.

It's gotten so bad with their lies, backstabing, neglect, etc. that even my unobservent elder brother notices how they have been treating me. This is the same man that didn't know that our mother was working for three years! Yeeeeah, he's a bit spacy on certain subjects. I'm tired of having to deal with them so I denounce them, I'm not going to get involved with them any more. I've been patient enough and put up with them and it's time for no more.

Now don't get me wrong, I'm not doing this because I hate them. They just need to grow up, majorly. I'm stuck with packing away April's things because she won't even come over to get her stuff if I'm here. I take care of the house so I'm like here a lot. Well, you might be thinking, "If you're not doing this because you hate them then why?" Simple, I don't love them, I don't hate them, I have no feelings for them. They made it that way and I think it's for the best. I would have been crying by now if I cared at all for them. I'm just upset that they have waisted so many years of my life with wanting my constent attention. It was because of April's need to have someone home and look after the house and take care of her that I had to drop out of college. Now I'm getting back in and moving forward.

You probably think this is weird, and it most likely is. But I perfer this relationship between them and I. They'll probably seeth over me not caring for years on end while I just smile and continue on my way. I love having a lazy mind, less worries to ulcer over.
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