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Thursday, March 3, 2005

Cold
Have you ever felt cold, so deep down inside that it won't go away? You wrap yourself up with so many blankets, take hot baths/showers, eat warm foods but you are still cold inside.

Ever been afraid to sleep in fear that you won't know who you are when you wake up? Just by chance, some how you don't know where you are. Everything in your room that you've collected over the years would be completely foreign to you.

...... Today, I woke up not knowing who I was, or where I was. I tried to collect my thoughts and piece everything together only to slowly recognize the things in my room. It's a frightening feeling to have, not knowing where you are, who you are. It's like being in an alien world, stranded to fend for yourself. Now, I don't scare easy, but I'm starting to worry. This isn't the first time this has happened to me. It's the third time in three years that it has happened. I'm not going to a doctor or anything, I mean... what can they do for something like that? It's settled such a cold feeling inside of me. I can wrap myself up until I'm sweating but my mouth and stomach feels so cold. All I can do is hug myself and hope that it doesn't happen again.

If you ask me how I feel right now I'd say, "I feel like it's raining." Not that pleasent kind of rain that you smile and take in deep breaths of the fresh stormy air. The kind of rain that mists, the kind that cling to your cloths and skin, matting your hair down with a chill that reaches to your bones before the wind could have the chance to blow.

It's... cold...
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