Sunday, March 27, 2005

Pain


I know I haven't been on as of rescently but I had/have a small problem. See, first I got sick and couldn't go online because I was sleeping a lot and needed to get over my ailment. A few days before I got over my sickness I got my yearly problem. Yay.

See, my yearly problem is this; due to the dramatic change between high and low preasure fronts in the weather pattern things happen. Some people just get migrains(sp?, others just get sick easier, while for people like me tissues in some part of your body swells. The part of my body is the small of my back. So I get really, immensly, bad back pain around the spring time (get it from my father according to the doctor). So I'm going through my yearly dose of excrusiating pain.

Yestarday my brother had purchased a book for April. I told her, while bent over and hobbling because I can't walk straight up due to the PAIN!, and she askes what's wrong. Father tells her that it's my back. She runs out and I follow, we're going up the stairs to my house and she goes and asks, "What's wrong with your back? Period?" I told her, "No it's my back nothing else." You'd imagine that after she lived with me for this long she'd realize that I've got a few problems! Well, to make everything short, I was trying to get a book. Jamie was on one side of me, April on the other really wanting the book that Jamie was teasing her with. And what she does is RAMS into me. I fall onto the couch I was next too and cry out in pain. Jamie quickly says, "Don't kill her!" and Adriane just says something along the same lines (can't remember to well). Apirl just frowns and takes the book while my eyes are glazing over with held in tears of pain. I shouted out, "Why did you do that?" while I went to my room so that no one could see me cry (yeah I'm that proud, sad huh?). I start sobbing and sobbing because the pain was just too much and I could hear April (since I don't make much noise at all when I cry) and she says, "What's wrong with her?" Jamie told her AGAIN that it was my back. While April left she said, "Jeez why didn't anybody tell me?" She didn't even TRY to appologize.

I cried in front of my door so no one could come in. The only person that checked up on me was Jamie. It was nice to have someone ask if I was okay...
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