Saturday, September 26, 2009

SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!

WELL. I'm in college. LOL. This, this is the happiest I've been in so long. I don't have to fake who I am at all, my roommate is the best ever, and I'm really having the time of my life. Yes Britta, college is a THOUSAND MILLION times better than high school. The classes are very hard, of course, and the pace is fast, but if you are responsible, you actually have plenty of time to get your homework done. And you should start applying now! Some financial aide is first come first serve!!! I just came back from a 3 a.m. donut run with fifteen other people, and now I'm going to go have a movie marathon in another dorm. Before the donut run, we all played life size checkers, and before that, my roomie and I went to a 'club' and danced for two hours, and even before that, I had Japan Club, and we made soba noodles from scratch, and planned out a Japanese/Spanish soap opera as a joke. There will be a scene involving a severed finger, soba noodles, and AIDS. Seriously. That's college. I am having the time of my life. The only thing wrong at the moment is that the guy I'm messing around with went to Ann Arbour for the weekend, so I'm horny and I have no outlet, haha, but I'll live, right? I really do miss everyone, sorry I haven't been on in such a long time, as you can see, I'm kept pretty busy around here, lol. I pray you are okay October, I miss you, it's been a while. Love you always. I'm getting a real cellphone soon. Maybe we can keep in better contact that way. Britta, it's really good to hear from you! I hope your senior year is fantastic, have fun with it! Panders, find a place for Razz. No excuses, you're coming up to visit me. :P Love you all my pretties, ato!!

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Sunday, September 6, 2009

Asher Roth

I LOVE COLLEGE. Yeah, that's all gotta say. Good to hear from you again Britty, how have you been? Glor, you should call me. Panders, I miss you, shoot me an email or something, k? I need to see you soon! October, I hope you have been doing alrite, I can't believe what you're having to go thru rite now. Stay strong, stay safe, I love you always and forever. Love you all my pretties! I'll give a real update soon, promise!

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Saturday, August 29, 2009

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All settled in. TIRED.

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Hope

I leave for college this Friday. Then I'll actually be able to regularly get on this site again.

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

uno, dos...

10 days till i'm outa here. i cried when ryan left last nite. actually, i held it in till Bill started crying, and then i couldn't hold it anymore, and we were all surrounding him, and hugging him and crying. musta sucked for ryan. i'm happy, just tired. my cousin got in some trouble a couple days ago, she's alive, but idk how long that will last, she's pretty mentally fragile now. i'm visiting her today. my roommate is actually pretty cool, we finally had a conversation. she swears and likes to play with boys' emotions, and wants to go clubbing with me every weekend. i approve. i miss october. i miss panders. i miss glo-worm. lol and now, i gotta go back to work. love you all my pretties!

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Monday, August 3, 2009

Gossip.

Yeah, SO. Hi! Aparently Gloria reads this too, she just can't comment cuz MyO is still working on some changes. Happy Birthday Gloria! Uh, nothing realy different going on with me. I got a hold of my roommate finally, and tho it doesn't appear she's that interested in being friends with me, at least we worked out who is bringing what to the dorm. That's important. I had a fantablulous time celbrating Glor's 18th birthday with her, we spent all day at the mall with a bunch of friends and then there was a sleepover after. I got my ears pierced too. O_O Haha, I love it! But I still feel like an awful friend. I found something out towards the end of our mall trip, and it made me really down. I was trying to hide it, because it was Glor's party, and I shouldn't ruin her birthday, you know? You only have your 18th birthday once, and we really were having a good time. But I don't think I hid it that well. But anyway, I just want my friends to know, that if they have a problem with me, or if they see some sorta character flaw that I have, they should say it to my face, instead of giving me the cold shoulder and cutting me out of their lives until I finally go mad and ask someone else what's going on, and I find out second hand... I know I'm not perfect, and I try to be a better person everyday. But it does me no good when you see something wrong and you don't tell me. It really fucking hurts that I annoyed you to the point that you don't even want to hang out with me anymore, and YOU NEVER EVEN FUCKING SAID ANYTHING. If you had brought it to my attention, I would have been more aware. I would have tried to change. I can't believe I'm fucking losing a friend over this. This is so stupid. That rant wasn't directed to any of you, sorry. Yeah, so I'm not in the best of moods. But, whatever. I don't care. How is everyone else? I miss you too Panders, we ought to hang out at least once more before I go. Any ideas? Hope October is FANTASTIC. You sounded really good last time I heard from you, and thanks for that message on your snapvine player, it was so good to hear your voice again, really. You ought to get a facebook! I don't have a myspace account... :( UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, yup. That's it for now. Sorry for my upset rant. D:

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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Well.

So I've been really oddly moody for no reason this week. Everything is really getting to me, and it shouldn't. I'm very impatient, and really can't deal with peoples' attitudes. And don't go saying, "do you have your period?" I don't! ;P I'm just being weird. And it sucks because overall, I'm pretty happy. I've got 30 days till I'm off to college, and every day I see my freedom coming closer and closer, and I'm really excited. I've gotten over the whole annoying roommate thing,. As long as she doesn't mess with me and go thru my stuff, I don't even care anymore. It's worth it just to get out. ^_^ But I think I'm in this weird mood mostly because I want those 30 days to be over NOW. I have so much to do! I have to read the last two Harry Potter books, the Twilight Series, Host, and a bunch of gay books from the library (thanks for the recommendation btw Panders), and I have to watch The Hangover, every scary movie ever made, and a bunch of others that I missed out on. I have to start my two epic fanfictions, and my first novel. I have to download napster and start getting all the songs I want onto my iPod. I'm just gonna be so busy!!!!!! How am I gonna do all that and keep up in school?!?! But yeah. Ryan and I got in a pretty big fight the other day. We're alright now, but it was just the first time we've fought like that in, geez, a VERY long time. We were both having bad days. So that was difficult. And I haven't written in our blog for a long time, and I should. Mom was asking about you today Panders. She was trying to pretend to care. I fucking shut her down. I'm so glad that October is sorta back, I really missed her! ^_^ I'm hungry. Okay, I have to go try and weasel my way outa going to church tonight, wish me luck! I love you all my pretties, thanks for being awesome, let me know how you are! Bittersweet Symphony By: The Verve 'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life Trying to make ends meet, you're a slave to the money then you die I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah No change, I can't change, I can't change, I can't change, but I'm here in my mold , I am here in my mold But I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no Well, I've never prayed, But tonight I'm on my knees, yeah I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind , I feel free now But the airwaves are clean and there's nobody singing to me now No change, I can't change, I can't change, I can't change, but I'm here in my mold , I am here with my mold And I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no (Well have you ever been down?) (I can't change, I can't change...) (Ooooohhhhh...) 'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life Trying to make ends meet, trying to find some money then you die I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah You know I can't change, I can't change, I can't change, but I'm here in my mold, I am here in my mold And I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mold, no,no,no,no,no I can't change my mold, no,no,no,no,no I can't change my mold, no,no,no,no,no (It justs sex and violence melody and silence) (It justs sex and violence melody and silence) (I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down) (It justs sex and violence melody and silence) (I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down) (Been down) (Ever been down) (Ever been down)(Lalalalalalaaaaaaaa...) (Ever been down) (Ever been down) (Have you ever been down?) (Have you ever been down?) (Have you ever been down?)

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Thursday, July 23, 2009

SHE'S ALIVE!!!!!!!!!

October's back! Oh thank goodness, I really didn't want to worry, but I couldn't help it! I hope your trip was FANTASTIC love, I can't wait to hear about it! Panders, I saw your post on theO, but it wouldn't let me comment, so I'm just letting you know that I'm not ignoring youz! Still tired, still working too much. I did hear from my roommate, but I'm really worried now. I found her email and sent her a note, she replied a day later and sounded as if she REALLY didn't give a flying fuck about getting to know me. GAH! It's my first time ever sharing a room and you're sticking me with little miss attitude?!?!? I replied to her, and now I've been waiting 3 days to get anything back. -_- I don't think this is gonna be fun. Yeah, I'm running real late and got to get home, I just wanted to welcome October back, and say helloz to Panders. Love you all my pretties!

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Friday, July 17, 2009

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Tired. Emotionally and physically. Physically cuz I've been working all day today (13 hours), Emotionally cuz I just found out that my brand new outed bi friend's 'girlfriend/make-out buddy/first experience with a girl' cheated on her. And it really broke her heart. And I saw it coming. I even said something to her. But there was nothing I could do about it. Plus, I was supposed to get my roommate assignment today, but it didn't come. So I'm still waiting. The only girl I thought I could live with already got her assignment, and it's not with me. I miss Panders. I miss and am worried about Tobey. I'm tired. *sigh* Nite nite my pretties.

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Friday, July 10, 2009

-_-

Not in the best mood.

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