Friday, January 30, 2009

Second Chance

By: Shinedown My eyes are open wide And by the way, I made it Through the day I watched the world outside By the way, I'm leaving out Today Well I just saw Hayley's comet, she waved Said "why you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared Somewhere in the stratosphere" [Chorus] Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Please don't cry One tear for me I'm not afraid of What I have to say This is my one and Only voice So listen close, it's Only for today Well I just saw Hayley's comet, she waved Said "why you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared Somewhere in the stratosphere" [Chorus] Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Heres my chance This is my chance Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance [x2]

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

The Denial Twist

By: The White Stripes If you think that a kiss is all in the lips C'mon, you got it all wrong, man And if you think that our dance was all in the hips Oh well, then do the twist If you think holding hands is all in the fingers Grab hold of the soul where the memory lingers and Make sure to never do it with a singer Cause they'll tell everyone in the world But he was thinking about the girl Yeah, but he's thinking about the girl, oh A lot of people get confused and they bruise Real easy when it comes to love They start putting on their shoes and walking out And singing "boy, I think I had enough" Just because she makes a big rumpus She don't mean to be mean or hurt you on purpose, boy Take a tip and do yourself a little service Take a mountain turn it into a mole Just by playing a different role Yeah, by playing a different role, oh The boat yeah you know she's rockin' it And the truth well you know there's no stoppin' it The boat yeah you know she's still rockin' it The truth well you know there's no stoppin' it So what, somebody left you in a rut And wants to be the one who's in control But the feeling that you're under can really make you wonder How the hell she could be so cold So now you're left, denying the truth And it's getting in the wisdom in the back of your tooth You need ta spit it out, in a telephone booth While you call everyone that you know, and ask 'em Where do you think she goes Oh yeah, where d'ya suppose she goes, oh The truth well you know there's no stoppin' it And the boat well you know she's still rockin' it The boat well you know she's still rockin' it And the truth yeah you know there's no stoppin' it You recognize with your back in the back? That it's colder when she rocks the boat But it's the cause hittin on the Cardinal Laws? 'bout the proper place to hang her coat So to you, the truth is still hidden And the soul plays the role of a lost little kitten but You should know that the doctors weren't kidding She's been singing it all along But you were hearin' a different song Ya you were hearin' a different song But you were hearin' a different song

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Monday, January 12, 2009

Little Room

Just a funny little song from the White Stripes, check out the video on youtube, it's only like, 59 seconds long anyway. Little Room Well you're in your little room and you're working on something good but if it's really good you're gonna need a bigger room and when you're in the bigger room you might not know what to do you might have to think of how you got started in your little room da da da Yeah, that's it, hope everyone's doing alright. Ato.

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Saturday, January 10, 2009

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Well, I actually have one bit of "good" news... I have a new favorite band. The White Stripes. Yup. That's the only good news I've got. Love you all. Ato.

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Friday, January 9, 2009

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Uh, yeah. This all just sucks.

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Saturday, January 3, 2009

Great

My Dad's friend just died. My cousin is still in the hospital, only now they don't think it's kidney stones. She's in unbearable pain constantly, and they don't know what's wrong. I'm about to ruin my parents life. And there's nothin I can do to help my friend who needs me. I'm sorry Apanda, I don't know what to do, I got your text, but I have like 5 units left, and you know my mom won't get me any more. I don't know what to do, I'm so sorry, I'm so, so sorry. What's going on? Why are you feeling like this, what prompted you? Damn, I wish the stupid computer would have worked last night! Stupid stupid stupid computer! I could have talked to you. I feel so useless! And I won't be on here again until Monday. Please, hold up just a little bit longer! Please, I will see you, and I'll hold you, and you can cry, and I'll make you laugh, and I'll sing you a song, and make you feel awkward, and then we'll dance, and lay on the ground and sleep, okay? I love you, please hang on.

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Friday, January 2, 2009

Hum.

Heyllo there, I haven't been on in a while. HAPPY NEW YEAR! Hum, yeah, I've got nothing else. I was glad to hang out with Apanda like all day on Monday. And I was glad to see Justine for a while too. My cousin is in the hospital. She's 14 and she has kidney stones. She's throwing up because of the pain. I was supposed to take her out to a movie on Thursday, but obviously that didn't happen. Yeah. Uh, I go now. *nods* Love you all.

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Saturday, December 27, 2008

Tunes

Yeah, I haven't posted in a while, mostly because I've been in a really weird mood lately. I can laugh and have a good time, but as soon as I get alone, suddenly I'm just so down. I don't know what's going on. I guess I'm just anxious to get out. *sigh* ANYWAYz. I've been thinking about these lyrics I wanted to post for a long time, so I'll use this time to post them. This one's for Apanda: Number Five With a Bullet By: Taking Back Sunday we're gonna die like this you know miserable and old really gotta hand it to you really gotta hand it to you are you positive absolutely sure well just get dressed, don't do this just get dressed, don't do this spend the night lit listening to miles davis you said it makes you want to fall in love or be smart enough to keep your distance you can't decide, you can't decide we're gonna die like this you know miserable and old really gotta hand it to you really gotta hand it to you (well just so you know) are you positive (when we get home) absolutely sure (we're through) well just get dressed, don't do this (we're through) just get dressed, don't do this it's a long way back south (to where i belong) well you've been there once or twice (and you still don't like it) i say you just never gave it a chance (well give me a chance, give me a chance) besides did you ever stop to think that we could keep this up living like theives (but you can't decide) you can't decide (no you can't decide) well you can't decide we're gonna die like this you know (we're gonna die like this) miserable and old (miserable and old) really gotta hand it to you (miserable and old) really gotta hand it to you (well just so you know) are you positive (when we get home) absolutely sure (we're through) well just get dressed, don't do this (we're through) just get dressed, don't do this are you positive, absolutely sure are you positive we're gonna die like this you know miserable and old really gotta hand it to you really gotta hand it to you This one's because we all need a little humor in our lives: The Greatest Man Taht Ever Lived By: Weezer You try to play cool Like you just don't care But soon I'll be playin' in your Underwear I'm like the mage With the magic spell You come like a dog When I ring yo' bell I got the money And I got the fame You got the hots To ride on my plane You givin' me all That I desire 'Cos down with me I'm taking you higher I'm the baddest of the bad I'm the best that you've ever had I'm the tops, I'm the king All the girls get up when I sing, yeah I'm the meanest in the place Step up, I'll mess with your face I don't care where you are Look up and follow the star. I, I'm gonna tear down the wall I may not be here when you call So best be givin' me your all. After the havoc that I'm gonna wreak No more words will critics have to speak I've got to answers to the tangled knot Sleep tight in your cot. Oh baby, I've been told I'm goin' crazy. Oh baby, I can't be held down. Oh baby, Somehow I'm keeping it steady. Oh baby, I'm tearing up this town. Hey, this is what I like Cut my heart with a modern spike. Hey, this is nothing new I've got more than enough for you. I can take on anybody I can do my thing I don't wanna hurt nobody But a bee has gotta string I'ma fix it if you mix it up (Hoo, hoo) Talk smack, and I'ma gonna shut you up. (Hoo, hoo) I am the greatest man that ever lived I was born to give. (I was born to give.) I am the greatest man that ever lived, oh Radio Active Somebody said all the worlds is stage, And each of us is a player. That's what I've been tryin to tell you. In Act 1 I was struggling to survive. Nobody wanted my action dead or alive. Act 2, I hit the big time. And bodies be all up on my behind. And I can't help myself because I was born to shine. And if you don't like it, you can shove it. But you don't like it, you love it. So I'll be up here in a rage, 'Til they bring the curtain down on the stage. I'm the greatest man that ever lived... I'm the greatest man that ever lived... I'm the greatest man that ever lived... I am the greatest man that ever lived I was born to give and give and give. I am the greatest man that ever lived Radio Active Radio Active I am the greatest man that ever lived. I was born to give This is because I heard it on the radio and liked it ^_^ : Time is Running Out By: Muse I think I'm drowning asphyxiated I wanna break this spell that you've created you're something beautiful a contradiction I wanna play the game I want the friction you will be the death of me you will be the death of me bury it I won't let you bury it I won't let you smother it I won't let you murder it our time is running out our time is running out you can't push it underground you can't stop it screaming out I wanted freedom bound and restricted I tried to give you up but I'm addicted now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation you'd never dream of breaking this fixation you will squeeze the life out of me bury it I won't let you bury it I won't let you smother it I won't let you murder it our time is running out our time is running out you can't push it underground you can't stop it screaming out how did it come to this? ooooohh you will suck the life out of me bury it I won't let you bury it I won't let you smother it I won't let you murder it our time is running out our time is running out you can't push it underground you can't stop it screaming out How did it come to this? ooooohh And finally, this is for my mom: Numb By: Linkin Park I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you And I know I may end up failing too But I know You were just like me with someone disappointed in you [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there I'm tired of being what you want me to be I've become so numb I can't feel you there I'm tired of being what you want me to be I've been attempting to write Justine and Apanda a poem, and I say attempting lightly. I've been thinking about this concept for a long time, and I finally have a muse for it. But I'm a bit nervous, and I'd rather talk to Justine before I complete it, to see if I'm right about something... The last thing I want to do is dedicate a poem to Justine and Apanda if I've judged things totally wrong. So, yeah, if Justing would POST or send me a note on DA, or PM me, then maybe I'd have some sorta idea on what's going on her life... *dramatic sigh* Haha, apologies for my ranting. ^_^ Well, that's all folks, breaks over! I love you all so so so so so much! Thank you Britty for wishing me a merry Christmas! And I'll have to comment you later October, it took me longer than I thought to post this... And Justine, post soon! I miss you! And Apanda, you're the msot amazing person! Thanks for being patient with me! I love you always and forever! Ato my pretties!

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Thursday, December 25, 2008

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

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Monday, December 22, 2008

Clocks

Yeah, sorry, I have like no break so I can't say much. Sorry that I didn't comment you yet October, I'll try to get to you on Friday. Okay, so the talk I had on Saturday went well. Susie is gonna talk to my mom when she gets back from vacation on Jan 5th, and hopefully it'll all work out and I'll get to move in. There is of course the chance that my mom will refuse, in which case, I'll be packing my bags and probably heading off to your place, Panders. Uh, that's all I've got time for, sorry. JUSTINE!!!! I still need your #! I want to get together, but how am I supposed to contact you, huh? HUH??!?!?! ^_^ I love you all bunches and oodles, I'll be back on Friday. Ato my pretties!

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