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myOtaku.com: Hissori Masurao


Thursday, December 13, 2007

   Epiffany
Well, I have updated my other site, so I suppose it is fitting to write in this one as well.

I had a great day, because I'm all alone! Happiness! Thursday, no one is at home except for me, so I've been fiddling around on this computer all day.

Today was also a day of self-discovery. I've always been confused about myself, I have a very complicated personality you know, but every once in a while I'll have an epiffany. So here is my most recent:

A question I've asked myself for a long time is 'Why do I have so many shy and submissive friends, when I would prefer to be submissive?' This, sorry, does kind of refer to my sexual prefernces, but I don't mean to be inappropriate. Well, sort of.

I've always had a darker side to me, a side that enjoys recieving pain, and loves the thought of being dominated. But in friendships, I usually seek out quiet and shy people, and I tend to dominate conversations (not selfishly) and influence friends to do what is right. So because I'm naturally a dominant person, why wouldn't I be dominant when it comes to sex?

Well, stupid me didn't figure that easy answer out until today. It's the loss of control. Losing control is stressful and frightening; it gets my adrenaline pumping, and suddenly, I'm aroused.

This is why for the longest time, I assumed I was strait, despite the fact that I always looked at girls. Men tend to dominate more, so I am more aroused be them. As of now, I know that I definitely like women too, but there just aren't as many dominating women out there.

So there you have it. I warned you, I'm an extremely honest person. *smiles*
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