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myOtaku.com: Hissori Masurao
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Monday, December 17, 2007
History
So I had attempted to put this information in the 'Achievements' section of my profile, but apparently, it was way too long to fit. Fine, I'll just put it here!
I was a model child when I was in elementary school. I never even dreamed of disobeying my parents, and all my closest friends were the same. I recieved the President's Award for straight As all through elementary school.
I became a Christian when I was nine years old, before either of my parents did.Then Junior High came around. Being introduced to a whole new group of people, with a completely different outlook on life, I fell apart. I was an instant emo after the first week of school, as sad as that sounds.
I basically said, "Screw God", and my life went downhill from there. I attempted to kill myself twice, though they were rather halfhearted attempts; I could have succeded if I had really wanted to.
After a particularly extreme bout of depression, I locked myself in my home office for two weeks straight and researched on the internet everything that could possibly scientificaly prove that there was no God. When I finally emerged, I had decided that evolution was a giant load of shit, and there was no other explaination for man's existance but that God created us.
Thus I renewed my faith in a God who knew me better than anyone else in the world, and life was looking up. Then of course, me being retarded and all, I decided to go screw it up again. I became addicted to erotic literature, and even more recently, I have realized that I'm a bisexual.
I retain my faith in God, but He is disgusted with me. But everyone has their sins, though that's no excuse, and unfortunately, I just can't seem to give mine up. So there you have it. My biggest acomplishment: I'm a hypocrite. |
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