Thursday, February 7, 2008

EMO!

Okay! Everyone is all emo today, and since I can't 'beat 'em' I'll join them! Emo time! Um. Yeah. Lyrics? Let's start off depressing, and then end with how I feel. From my favorite band Skillet: "Forsaken" I recall going madly in love with you And I remember this How could I forget? Regret is a needle In my neck It's slowly filling me With poison Spreading to my chest Take my pain and numb me from this Why do I have to beg When all that's left Is a memory Forsaken [2x] I recall pledging my sole devotion to you It reminds me how Now I'm on my knees My guilt consumes Lost the will in me Wasting away before you Hold me closer please Take my pain and numb me from this Why do I have to beg When all that's left Is a memory Forsaken [2x] Yeah, yeah, yeah You break me Forsake You break me [2x] You're breaking me I recall going madly in love with you And I remember this... Tell me Why do I have to beg When all that's left Is a memory Forsaken [2x] Yeah, yeah, yeah Forsaken Yeah, yeah, yeah Tell me why, why, why, why? This is screamo, by the way. Um. So really, that song is for anyone, but I guess I kinda thought about Justine, and how she might be feeling. Next, still depressing, but a little more uplifting, nonetheless: "Imperfection" You're worth so much It'll never be enough To see what you have to give How beautiful you are Yet seem so far from everything You're wanting to be You're wanting to be Tears falling down again Tears falling down You fall on your knees You beg, you plead "Can I be somebody else For all the times I hate myself?" Your failures devour your heart In every hour, you're drowning In your imperfection You mean so much That heaven would touch The face of humankind for you How special you are Revel in your day You're fearfully and wonderfully made You're wonderfully made Tears falling down again Come let the healing begin You fall on your knees You beg, you plead "Can I be somebody else For all the times I hate myself?" Your failures devour your heart In every hour, you're drowning In your imperfection You're worth so much So easily crushed Wanna be like everyone else No one escapes Every breath we take Dealing with our own skeletons, skeletons You fall on your knees You beg, you plead "Can I be somebody else For all the times I hate myself?" Your failures devour your heart In every hour, you're drowning In your imperfection Won't you believe, yeah Won't you believe, yeah All the things I see in you You're not the only one You're not the only one Drowning in imperfection So I had Amanda in mind for this one, although, it could go for anyone. I used to listen to this song whenever I felt like I wanted to do something stupid. Not saying that Amanda wants to do anything stupid! Just that, well, I thought she might be feeling like this. NOW! To how I feel about Justine and Amanda! "The Last Night" You come to me with scars on your wrist You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this "I just came to say goodbye I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine" But I know it's a lie. [Chorus:] This is the last night you'll spend alone Look me in the eyes so I know you know I'm everywhere you want me to be. The last night you'll spend alone, I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go, I'm everything you need me to be. Your parents say everything is your fault But they don't know you like I know you They don't know you at all I'm so sick of when they say "It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine" But I know it's a lie. [Chorus:] This is the last night you'll spend alone Look me in the eyes so I know you know I'm everywhere you want me to be. The last night you'll spend alone, I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go, I'm everything you need me to be. The last night away from me [Bridge:] The night is so long when everything's wrong If you give me your hand I will help you hold on Tonight, Tonight. [Chorus:] This is the last night you'll spend alone Look me in the eyes so I know you know I'm everywhere you want me to be. The last night you'll spend alone, I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go, I'm everything you need me to be. I won't let you say goodbye, I'll be your reason why. The last night away from me, Away from me. Minus, the whole parents thing, and the scars, and the saying goodbye... I feel like this song fits. You know, the feeling. So that's emo me. Sorta. Well, more like 'I care too much about people, but I'm not gonna stop' me. If that makes sense. I Love You! DAMMIT!

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