Saturday, March 15, 2008

   BIG POST! MUAHAHA!

Whoa baby! Here I am, flying high from my alone day! Oh, I do so love these days! I went on fanfiction.net and read a couple stories, went to youtube and looked at emo boys kissing boys and emo girls kissing girls, finished and updated my shrine to Gin and Aizen on theO and now, I’m here to give you that big post I promised! YAY! Oh, and just to let you know, never drink orange juice right after brushing your teeth. >_< So I just got really frustrated because I was trying to save a bunch of pictures from my college trip onto my computer, and they saved, but I can’t move them/copy and paste them! How am I supposed to show you guys my trip if I can’t copy and paste! ARGH! So that was annoying. If anyone sorta knows what to do, it would be much appreciated! *bows* Next topic, work! Yup, so my job so doesn’t suit my personality, and a couple people at work have already told me that (they say I should be a receptionist, I’m too bubbly and friendly to be stuck down in the miserable kitchen), but you know what?! It’s money. And I’ll do whatever the fuck I have to to help my parents out. I’m not moving. No way. I don’t care if I have to work every night of every week to keep us afloat, I refuse to let my dad’s laziness and ego to force us out of the house. So there you have it, my attitude on work. *sigh* I like orange juice. *giggles* Well, I told Amanda, the other Amanda, not you Amanda…. Wait, that was confusing. Um, let’s put it this way. I told my friend Amanda Heath (not Amanda pretty eyes nice nose and sweatshirt girl! Ha! Another compliment! *sticks tongue out*) randomly that I was bi. I had decided a little while ago not to tell her, but I don’t know what changed my mind. So I did. She got a little red in the face and had this really confused look for like, 15 seconds, and then she just nodded. And I’m like, ‘Amanda, what do you think?’ And she just starts smiling and says ‘Well, I guess I sorta subconsciously knew, without really knowing, if that makes sense’ and she laughed and continued ‘It’s alright *insert my real name here*, I’m just glad you told me.’ It was real funny though, because she said almost the exact same thing that my other good friend Erin said. That she sorta knew without really knowing… Anyways, so it’s cool that my friends are accepting it, but at the same time, it makes me kinda nervous that they ‘knew’ because I thought I was doing such a good job of hiding it! *bites fingernails* Oh well. Hey Apanda, who should I tell next?! Heh… So this great thing happened at work last night. There’s a Spanish lady named Maria who has been working there for 20 years or so, and she basically knows everything there is to know about this job. She’s constantly telling people what to do, and it gets on everyone else’s nerves, but not mine because she really helps me. I need someone to tell me what to do, because I don’t know anything! And I know that even though it seems like she’s nagging, she’s just trying to make sure everyone does their job right. So she’s cool. But there’ this guy named Anderson that works there as well, and he’s, well, I don’t think he’s all there, in the head, you know? I don’t want to be mean… you know. But anyway, he wasn’t doing something right so Maria tells him so. He gets all pissed and YELLS at her (stupid man, she’s your boss! Never yell at the person who is paying you money!) and calls her a BITCH for always nagging him! OMG! How dumb can you get?! So they launch into this huge fight that the whole kitchen can hear, and everyone was staring, and finally Maria just calms down and says in her heavy Spanish accent ‘You can go home now Anderson’ Everyone had their mouths hanging open and Anderson just gets all blue in the face and walks out the door. Ha! It was amazing! Go Maria! And sorry I’ve been so moody lately, I was really in serious need of my day of sanity. Amanda knows that I usually have Thursday nights to myself, but lately, because of work, I’ve gone a month without my alone day! I need it, and not even because I want to get online, though that’s a big part of it, but because I seriously need a break from people. Not that they get on my nerves and not that I don’t love every one of my friends, but I just can’t handle all the emotion. I don’t know, I’m not explaining it well. I’ll try this. My mom put it about right when she tried to figure out why I need this weekly break. She said ‘You pour all of your emotions into your friends, you care so much for and love each one of them, sometimes you need time to regroup and build your emotional strength back up.’ Yeah, my momma knows me so well! ^_^ I like cream savers too. *crazy grin* Ooo! My most lovely and gorgeous goth, here’s that poem I wrote for you! It really sucks because I started writing it one way, but it was really late at night, and I couldn’t think, so I ended up switching directions. It sucks, but it got my feeling across! Written about you, my sweetest October! Captivating My passion Loves with all Her mighty strength Never half-hearted Overwhelms me My sin Wraps herself Around my heart Spreading her tendrils Corrupts me My fire Lights the night With undying flame Wild and fierce Consumes me My love My passion My sin My fire You captivate me Wow. That’s really bad. I can do better. Give me some time, and I’ll blow you away! *sigh* Anyway, I was listening to my iPod and I have about 150 oldies songs (yup, cuz I like it!) and one of the songs just made me smile, so I’ll share! Bus Stop By: The Hollies Bus stop, wet day, she's there, I say Please share my umbrella Bus stop, bus goes, she stays, love grows Under my umbrella All that summer we enjoyed it Wind and rain and shine That umbrella, we employed it By August, she was mine Every morning I would see her waiting at the stop Sometimes she'd shopped and she would show me what she bought Other people stared as if we were both quite insane Someday my name and hers are going to be the same That's the way the whole thing started Silly but it's true Thinkin' of a sweet romance Beginning in a queue Came the sun the ice was melting No more sheltering now Nice to think that that umbrella Led me to a vow Every morning I would see her waiting at the stop Sometimes she'd shopped and she would show me what she bought Other people stared as if we were both quite insane Someday my name and hers are going to be the same Bus stop, wet day, she's there, I say Please share my umbrella Bus stop, bus goes, she stays, love grows Under my umbrella All that summer we enjoyed it Wind and rain and shine That umbrella, we employed it By August, she was mine So cute! I really like the oldies, almost as much as I love opera! (yeah, so you think I’m crazy do ya?! o.O ohyeah?! Well! I am. Ha!) But screamo is in my blood! *gets crazed evil look on face* Muahahahaha! Which reminds me. How exactly do you get music on these sites anyway? I know the thingy says ‘midi url’ but I don’t know what that is or how to get it. Cuz I love this one song from my favorite band, and the lyrics are good, but they sound so much better with the music. Like, you just can’t separate them, it ruins the effect. So yeah, if anyone would be so kind as to explain to my poor computer retarded mind, that would be fantastic! Thanks! Oh, poor Britty is lonely. I commented that she could PM me if she wants, but I guess she wasn’t on anymore. I hope she feels better! Ha! I just corrupted little miss cutely innocent Apanda! Told her to go on youtube and watch emo girls kissing. Hehe! Enjoy my panda! ^_^ Um, wow, I’ve written a lot. I guess I must leave for now, I’ve got some *cough* a lot *cough* of PMing to do, so I leave you! Kisses all around! With lots towards October! *grins* Ato!

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