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Thursday, April 10, 2008


   Shoot Me Now
Yeah, so I got in a fight with my mom, and she's not letting me have my alone day, so I can't get on today. I've been having a really hard week, and then with my mom not letting me have my sanity, it just makes everything so much worse.

I want to cry. I'm trying so hard not to be depressing right now, but I just can't, and I'm so sorry. I just need to get away. I wish I could just go to college now, but I have to wait another year.

I feel like I can't do it. I NEED to get out of this cage! Fuck, I'm so sick of this. I'm gonna go crazy. I already am crazy, I'm just holding everything in. I need to get out. I can't do this. I can't.

I love you so much Apanda, I'm sorry your happiness only lasted like two days. I love you anyway.

October, I wrote you a poem, but I can't get it to you cuz it's on my home computer, which I can't get on today. The next chance I have is Tuesday, possibly Monday. I miss you so much it's driving my crazy. I hope you are having a good time, I pray that you've been smiling and thinking of me often! I'll talk to you later my beloved. I miss you.

Bye my pretties.

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