Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Mood: Mikusuto

So Apanda, it's time for you to decide what my new site is gonna be called, and don't give me all that 'but later you won't like it and it'll be my fault' stuff! I like them all, and if I don't like the name of the site in a while, it'll be my fault, not yours. So I narrowed it down for you: Sokotsumono or Shinmenmoku Ha! And I won't tell you what they mean! Bwahahahahaha! Just pick which one sounds prettiest to you. I'm leaving to go on the band trip to California on Friday. It's a four hour flight, and I am terrified of flying. I'm gonna throw up. But I'm excited about the trip anyway. We're going to Santa Monica Beach, which rocks cuz I've never seen the ocean. So I'm excited. I had this dream that October drove up to California to spend the day with me at Disney Land. It was an amazing dream. In five days it'll be a month since October has been online. Mom's really sick, I've been taking care of her the past few days. She's really out of it. I have to tell her when to take her medicine, when and what to eat, I've cooked everything for her and made sure she doesn't have any dairy, I've done all her chores and stuff... She's so sick. I'm trying so hard not to get sick too, cuz then I'd be sick on the band trip, which would totally ruin everything. Work again today. I need to quit soon, I feel bad. But I need a full time job that pays at least $10 an hour, or I won't have enough for college. We'll see what happens. Apanda, I LOVE Hitsugaya-kun! I love him I love him I love him!!! *giant hug* I tried this new make-up today. First time I ever wore liquid make-up. I really don't know what to think, I mean, it's alright, and I've gotten mixed reviews. I just like it cuz it doesn't settle into the lines on the side of my mouth, my smile lines. My other make-up did that, it looked awful. So that's a plus. But it's not quite my color. I'm so white. No matter what make-up I use, it's always too dark. But it's close, so that's good. We'll see how this make-up,looks by the end of the day. Then I'll know whether or not to keep it. Um, So yeah, I think that's all that's going on... Oh, wait, so remember when I said that since we are redoing a bunch of rooms in our house, that I might get to live in the basement? Well, that's starting to look like it's not gonna happen. Dad wants it for an office, even though the office he has now is perfectly adequate, he's just a selfish dickface. But dad always gets what he wants. It's bullshit. So that's all for today, Apanda better comment this time! Miss October so much. Mikusuto means 'mixed' as in, some things are alright with me, but other things are ticking me off.

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