Saturday, September 6, 2008

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Hey, I did get on after all! Yippee. I guess. Heh. SOOOOOOO... I've got some lyrics. *nods* I'm Not Alright By: Sanctus Real If weakness is a wound that no one wants to speak of Then "cool" is just how far we have to fall I am not immune, I only want to be loved But I feel safe behind the firewall Can I lose my need impress? If you want the truth I need to confess [Chorus:] I'm not alright, I'm broken inside And all I go through, it leads me to you Burn away the pride Bring me to my weakness Until everything I hide behind is gone And when I'm open wide with nothing left to cling to Only you are there to lead me on. Honestly, I'm not that strong. [Chorus:] I'm not alright... that's why I need you. Beautiful song, even though it isn't exactly how I'm feeling right now, cuz I don't feel like I NEED anyone like the song suggests, but maybe someday I will. I guess I just really relate to the line "And honestly I'm not that strong". Here's another one! Suddenly By: Superchick She feels lost in her own life Treading water just to keep from slipping under And she wonders if she's where she's supposed to be Tired of trying to do it right Her dreams are just to far away to see how steps she's making Might be taking her to who she'll be Chorus: And suddenly it isn't what it used to be And after all this time it worked out just fine And suddenly I am where I'm supposed to be And after all the tears I was supposed to be here She feels locked in her own life Scared of what she might lose if she moves away from who she was And she's afraid of being free There's a way she knows is right She can't feel the things she knows And so each step she's taking is a step of faith toward who she'll be Chorus And here where the night is darkest black She feels the fear and the light is farthest back And through her tears she can't see the dawn is coming Skies will clear and the light will find her where she's always been. Chorus You gotta listen to it. It's much more powerful with the music. Another, yes? (Cuz I've got time) Under the Knife By: Rise Against Wake me up inside Tell me theres a reason To take another step To get up off my knees and, Follow this path of most resistance And wherever it takes us, Whatever it faces and wherever it leads, So wake me when its through I don't want to feel, the things that you do (The things that you do) Don't worry I'll be fine I just don't want this dream, wake me up inside Something for the pain, just to kill this feeling Though we look awake, Inside we're all still sleeping And I've spent my time here alive, but barely there. Do you believe we will ever make it? Do you think we'll ever really see? So wake me when its through I don't want to feel, the things that you do (The things that you do) Don't worry I'll be fine I just don't want this dream, wake me up inside Wake me up inside these dreams all die if we let them wake me up inside today wont start if we just give in Just wake me when its through I don't want to feel, the things that you do (The things that you do) Don't worry I'll be fine I just don't want this dream, wake me up inside Rise Against is my obsession band through this time in my life. They kinda keep me holding on; as cliche as it sounds to owe your life to a band. But really, their songs are somehow always encouraging. OKAY. It's my momma's birthday tomorrow. She's having her family over at our house, so she's all stressed out trying to make everything PERFECT for them. Why the fuck would you willingly put yourself through that kind of stress? How retarded. Anyway, I feel bad cuz I didn't get her anything, but it's not like she lets me out of the house, so what was I supposed to do? *shrugs* Depressing thought. I just found out that the cute guy at my work smokes, so that just really sucks. He was so promising too. Oh! Please don't think that I snub smokers or anything! It's just that I'm severly allergic to something in cigarates, so I can't ever date a smoker. Make out sessions could be disasterous. On the upside, there's this girl working today that usually only works Sundays, so I never get to see her, but she randomly showed up today... Anyway, she is DROP DEAD GORGEOUS! OMG, it makes me so nervous whenever she's near me, I can't think, I can't function, I shake like a frickin leaf! It's not that I've got a crush on her, I hardly know her, but she's just SO stunning, I can't get over it. And you know what?! She called me cute today. Cute! YESH! *jumps up and down* So that was definately the high point of my day. Hehe! ^_^ *big sigh* Well, I've talked myself out. Sorry Britty that I haven't PMed you yet, I'll try to catch you on Monday. Apanda! You just wait, you'll get that super hug soon! Justine, I now have your birthday present all wrapped and ready to go. October my love, I love that you're so happy, I miss you, talk to you soon. Okay, that's about it; until Monday then. Ato my pretties!

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