Monday, September 15, 2008

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Hmmm, Break at work... what to say???? I had a dream about the teacher that saved my life in seventh grade. I haven't visited him since I left Winston. I was trying to figure out why I haven't taken the time, or even if I was avoiding the school or something. What I figure is that I wanted to have my life straightened out before I went to see him. Like, I wanted to be happy, you know? I wanted to show him that I turned out all right. But I guess I didn't think it would take this long to get better. I wonder if he'll remember me after Christmas. I mean, it will have been almost five years. I'll have to visit him after I move out. Because then my life will be straight again. Finally. Another thing, I just realized that I can't get in to Homecoming. I'm really frickin pissed, because I really wanted to go, you know, it will be my last chance. But you need an ID to get in, and I don't have a school ID, a Driver's License, or a state ID, so they wouldn't let me in. SHIT SHIT SHIT. Not like it matters anyway, because all my friends decided to be bitches and deemed it more important to have 'dates of the male persuasion' for their Senoir homecoming Dance. Bitches. *glares* But whatever. IF someone asks, which no one will, because out of sight, out of mind you know, then I'll try to convince my mom to get me a state ID. But I doubt she'll let me. Whatev. Screw it all. APANDA! I found this song for you!!!!!!! *big smile* And there's a football game again this Fri, will you be there?!?!!?!!?! ^_^ Here's dah song: Fix You By: Coldplay When you try your best, but you don't succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone, but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you And high up above or down below When you're too in love to let it go But if you never try you'll never know Just what you're worth Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you Tears stream down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears stream down your face And I... Tears stream down on your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes Tears stream down your face And I... Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you I hope to see you again Friday Apanda. October, if you read this before I post again, check my archives, I mentioned something I wanted you to know. *nods* Love you my koishii! Justine!!! Where are you!?!?!?! *says in sing-song voice* I miss you, I will try to call you this week. Okay, so, I just gotta vent for a sec. So if oyu know me, you know I'm super poor. My mom has to borrow MY money so we can eat every week. I have maybe two outfits of clothes. Well, my dad was doing laundry yesterday, and decided not to check pockets for shit, so when he took ALL my clothes out of the dryer, he discovered that a chapstick had been left in one of my pair of pants (my fault, I take blame for that, however, you are supposed to check for shit in pockets before you wash anything) and guess what?!?! Two of my best shirts, out of the threee that are wearable, and the only two pair of wearable pants I own are now completely ruined. Fantastic. This is just starting off to be a hell of a week, ne? Well, I gotta go. Thanks for letting me vent. I love everyone, sorry to Britty AGAIN for not PMing you yet. I'm such a butface sometimes. I'm sorry. Ato my pretties.

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