Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Rambling...

Hmmm. I've got some time today. But nothing to really say. Damn. My boss is fantastic. He's trying so hard to come up with ways I can add more hours so I can get benefits. He really wants to help because he knows I want to move out soon. He's so awesome. It's really great to have your friend's dad as a boss. *thumbs up* Hey! My mom is gone from tomorrow till Sunday. *does happy dance* If you have any free time Apanda, Justine, call me, and we can hang out! ^_^ YESH!!! I just wanted to comment that Michelle does sorta look like Kouya, so that's a frickin' sweet cosplay. When is Acen this year? I might be able to go... *looks hopeful* Lyrics? Telescope Eyes By: Eisley Oh... you humor me today, Calling me out to play, With your telescope eyes, metal teeth, I can't be seen with you, you see. Please don't make me cry, Please don't make me cry, I'm just like you, I know you know, I'm just like you, so leave me alone. I wonder, why can’t you see? You’re just not near enough like me, With your telescope eyes, metal teeth, I can’t be seen with you. Please don't make me cry, Please don't make me cry, I'm just like you, I know you know, I'm just like you, so leave me alone. (Guitar Bridge) Please don't make me cry, Please don't make me cry, I'm just like you, I know you know, I'm just like you, so leave me alone. Please don't make me cry, Please don't make me cry, I'm just like you, I know you know, I'm just like you, so leave me alone. Oh, you humor me today... This is the song I have playing on my site that my October liked so much. ^_^ I actually looked up the meaning. It's about this boy named Matthew who always got made fun of because he was gay, and eventually he killed himself. In college I'm gonna join a gay club and a Baptist club. Just to shake things up a bit. It will be interesting to see how both sides react. *nods* *then giggles* There I go again, always causing awkward silences... ^_^ Mom and I went shopping for Homecoming dresses today. We didn't find anything, except for a Prom dress. So I'm set for prom, but not Homecoming. Damn. I like the Prom dress though. It's a forest green and super modest. Doesn't show any back or cleavage. But it still looks good. It's a little big though, in the waist, cuz I've got a tiny waist and huge hips, so it's always hard to find stuff that fits. So I either have to get fat by Prom, or get it tailored, which is a pain. But hey, it was a $20 dress. Go thrift stores baby... You know, the more I think about it, the more I realize what an awful friend I am. I'm so self-centered, you know? Like Gloria always listens when I have a problem, but I'm always 'busy' when she needs me. Why am I like that? I don't want to be. I don't mean to be. I usually don't even realize that I'm doing it. But whatev. I'll just have to work on that. There's a reason my Loveless name is Thoughtless. Apanda Apanda Apanda Apanda.... I want to be a good friend to you. I try, you know. but you have to tell me when I'm being stupid. I'm pretty thickheaded sometimes. When I move out, I want to walk you home from school at least once a week. K? Then we could always be caught up, and we wouldn't have to miss each other as much. I love you bunches and oodles. JUSITNE!!! You spoke!!! Two posts ago anyway... Do you have any idea how much I miss you??!!? Huh?! HUH!!!?!! I have no idea what is going on in your life, if you're happy or sad or busy or anything! I don't like it. Hmph. I'll try and call you to see if you're busy this week. I love you more than Tony loves breaking out into song at random and sometimes awkward moments. Britty dear, you rock my socks. My fundie status is... camando!!! ^_^ Ocotber love, I hope you feel better soon, fights are always hard. I'm glad Patrick is treating you well. Think of me when it rains, love. I miss you more than you know. I love you forever. Okay! That's all I have time for today my pretties!!! Long post, ne? I love all, I'll be back... hmmm.... Wednesday maybe. *nods* Ato!!

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