Wednesday, October 1, 2008

And So, Life Becomes Enjoyable

Mom just left. I is free!!!! Till Sunday at least. Suzie, my Savoir and mom's friend found a homecoming dress for me at the Sparrow's Nest (thrift store). $15. *nods* It makes me feel beautiful. Just a little black, strapless thing with a belt that ties into a bow in the back. Fit's me like it was made for me. Now all I have to worry about is the acne on my back (EWWW! *Vomits*). Damn. Oh well. At least now that I have a dress, I'm more determined to work hard at driving. Mom says we're going next Wednesday to the DMV. Pray that I don't fail the test... *chews nails* NOOOO!!!! Acen is during Prom?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? AAAAARGHHHH!!!! Damn. Well, I've got the Prom dress, so I'm going to Prom. Damn it all. Why is Miss Apanda grounded from everything? What did lil 'ol miss Apanda do? Britty! I'm sorry your shout out was shorter than everyone else's!!!! *bursts into tears* I was just looking at the clock and noticing that I was already five mintues late to get back to work and I couldn't think of anything!!! I'm sorry!!!! *sobs* Well, here, I'll make up for it. I read you post today, seems like things sorta suck for you right now. I can't believe that Ashley girl! What a jerkface! I woulda punched her out for sure for being such a bitch to you! *cracks knuckles* And that Casey kid, I woulda poured orange juice on his pants for pushing a chair out in front of you. Jackass. Here, have sticky pants the rest of the day. And Nate, poor Nate. I wonder what's been eating him lately. I'm sorry that he keeps hurting your feelings. I'm proud of you that you didn't cut yourself, even if you wanted to. Keep being strong Britty, you can do it. You can make it. Here's a song for you: Real By: Superchick I am what I am I’m super fortified hundred proof girl with a band And I’m a velveteen rabbit made of steel with a plan I’m not your seventeen girl but its not worth a can Of worms, I’m not your beauty queen I’m not the girl in glamour magazine I’m not running for miss popularity Cause I won’t be what I can’t be CHORUS: But I want to be real I want to find out who I am And I will find my way to heal And I will find my voice my stand I am who I am I am woman hear me roar and I am salt, I am sand A million starfish stranded, landed, I’ll throw back what I can I’ll save the planet, change the world, I’ll make a one girl stand I’ve got better things to do than be shown off I won’t be the doll you lock up in a box Don’t expect me to be anything I’m not Cause I won’t be what I can’t be CHORUS Approval is your sword Popularity your crown But I’m not one of your subjects, you can’t bring me down You say I lose your approval if I’m not cool like you Well, here’s a newsflash for you - I’ve got nothing to lose Your laughter is hallow because I don’t care You look down on me, but I’m not there I’ve got nothing to prove and nothing to lose Nothing to prove and nothing to lose CHORUS And if I never find a place that I can call my own I will have tried I will’ve been free I’ll be alive as long as I’m still trying to be me As long as I’m still trying to be me Hum... that's it for today I guess, maybe I'll post later tonight, but I've got a shitload of chores to do before Dad gets home. OH! What do you think of this for my new email address: mikomitsuneni...and then numbers and the address thingy. You like? Means Hope Always. Tell me whatcha think. I love you all my pretties, be happy! I command it!!! ^_^

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