myOtaku.com: Hissori Masurao

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-11-27
Gender
• Female
Location
• It's dark in here...
Member Since
• 2007-11-13
Occupation
• Writer
Real Name
• Rose

Personal

Achievements
• Being honest with myself
Anime Fan Since
• I believe I was born to love anime...
Favorite Anime
• Bleach! I also love Rurouni Kenshin, Tenchi Muyo, Vampire Knight, Naruto, Death Note, Dragon Ball Z (yeah?! so what? XP) Ouran High School Host Club, Sailor Moon, Howl's Moving Castle, Loveless, Cowboy Bebop... Um, I'm sure there's more...
Goals
• To meet someone who will tame me.
Hobbies
• Muahahahaha! Burning worms with rootbeer baby! Woo yeah!
Talents
• Imagining people in compromising situations ^_^

myOtaku.com: Hissori Masurao

Friday, December 19, 2008

Panders

I said I'd post for you, so here I am.
This post is gonna sound kinda mad and frustrated, but please know I'm not mad at you, or trying to hold things over your head, I'm just going to verbally shake you by your shoulders, k? K.

I guess what I want to say is that I just don't understand why you could think I don't care about you. What could I possibly do that I haven't already done to convince you that I really really do love you and care about you so much?

Your well-being means so much to me.

I risk the wrath of my mother to try and see you, I blow off other friends to hang out with you, I spend money texting you and telling everyone else not to call my cellphone at all, I'm trying to figure out a way we could live together, I gave up trying to pursue someone that I really liked because your happiness meant more to me than my own, I have been endlessly patient with you, and I'm always there for you to talk to when something bad happens.

I just don't understand why you don't get it. Do you think I only act like I care cause I pity you or something? I don't pity you. I chose you as my friend. I didn't have to. I could have viewed you as a rival. I could have ignored you, or just given up on you, but I didn't.

Ever since you, Justine, Tony, and I went to the movies that one time, I decided that I would have you in my life. Your honesty and willingness to let me in made me friends with you faster than I've ever become friends with anyone.

I don't know what more I could possibly do to make you believe me, but I'm not giving up on you ever. No matter what you do, I'm your friend now, and that's how it's gonna be as long as you live (which better be a pretty fucking long time), so deal with it. I'm not gonna just leave this alone either, not until I know you know that I love you and will never stop loving you.

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