Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Well.

So I've been really oddly moody for no reason this week. Everything is really getting to me, and it shouldn't. I'm very impatient, and really can't deal with peoples' attitudes. And don't go saying, "do you have your period?" I don't! ;P I'm just being weird. And it sucks because overall, I'm pretty happy. I've got 30 days till I'm off to college, and every day I see my freedom coming closer and closer, and I'm really excited. I've gotten over the whole annoying roommate thing,. As long as she doesn't mess with me and go thru my stuff, I don't even care anymore. It's worth it just to get out. ^_^ But I think I'm in this weird mood mostly because I want those 30 days to be over NOW. I have so much to do! I have to read the last two Harry Potter books, the Twilight Series, Host, and a bunch of gay books from the library (thanks for the recommendation btw Panders), and I have to watch The Hangover, every scary movie ever made, and a bunch of others that I missed out on. I have to start my two epic fanfictions, and my first novel. I have to download napster and start getting all the songs I want onto my iPod. I'm just gonna be so busy!!!!!! How am I gonna do all that and keep up in school?!?! But yeah. Ryan and I got in a pretty big fight the other day. We're alright now, but it was just the first time we've fought like that in, geez, a VERY long time. We were both having bad days. So that was difficult. And I haven't written in our blog for a long time, and I should. Mom was asking about you today Panders. She was trying to pretend to care. I fucking shut her down. I'm so glad that October is sorta back, I really missed her! ^_^ I'm hungry. Okay, I have to go try and weasel my way outa going to church tonight, wish me luck! I love you all my pretties, thanks for being awesome, let me know how you are! Bittersweet Symphony By: The Verve 'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life Trying to make ends meet, you're a slave to the money then you die I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah No change, I can't change, I can't change, I can't change, but I'm here in my mold , I am here in my mold But I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no Well, I've never prayed, But tonight I'm on my knees, yeah I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind , I feel free now But the airwaves are clean and there's nobody singing to me now No change, I can't change, I can't change, I can't change, but I'm here in my mold , I am here with my mold And I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no (Well have you ever been down?) (I can't change, I can't change...) (Ooooohhhhh...) 'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life Trying to make ends meet, trying to find some money then you die I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah You know I can't change, I can't change, I can't change, but I'm here in my mold, I am here in my mold And I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mold, no,no,no,no,no I can't change my mold, no,no,no,no,no I can't change my mold, no,no,no,no,no (It justs sex and violence melody and silence) (It justs sex and violence melody and silence) (I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down) (It justs sex and violence melody and silence) (I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down) (Been down) (Ever been down) (Ever been down)(Lalalalalalaaaaaaaa...) (Ever been down) (Ever been down) (Have you ever been down?) (Have you ever been down?) (Have you ever been down?)

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