Sunday, February 27, 2005

   Sunday Special
Don't you just love Sundays? I don't like Sundays, it means I have to go to school tomorrow. -.-

I'm hugngry. Man, I'm tired... my eyes are all watery and stuff.

I got 2 more Gravitation manga yesterday. I got 1 and 9. So, now I have 1,2,3 5,6,7 and 9. I was on the way home from shopping, and I was reading 1, and all of a sudden I hear "Spicy Marmalade" (one of the songs the main character sings in Gravitation) start playing... And I thought "Woah, my manga is singing..." and then I realized that I had my headphones on, and that song was on there...
Then, at home, I went to read manga #9 and I can't. ;_; It doesn't make sense without 8... so, I have to wait to get 8 to read 9.. but I will probably read it anyways.
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Saturday, February 26, 2005

Oh Yeah! I forgot...
I need help deciding on a costume for an anime convention... It isn't until next January, but I figure I should prepare before 3 days before the con, unlike this year.
I have a few ideas, here they are...
Shuichi from Gravitation
Ayame Souma from Fruits Basket
Kenshin from Rurouni Kenshin/Samurai X
Tohma from Gravitation
Integra from Hellsing

Well... I can't remember what the other one was.... but, I'm up for any suggestions...
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   I have no idea...
I don't know what to post... I did have something, and then I forgot.. again.

So... I'll just tell you stupid little things...
My classes for this semester:
Spanish
Computer Skills
(lunch)
Art
English 1 (Freshman english)

Spanish is uberly easy, thank goodness. Computer skills wasn't bad until the teacher came back from surgery...So, idk what it's gonna be like now. Art sucks really bad, its not as bad now as it was, but yeah. The first day we had to draw this humongous still life, it was horrible. English is English... I hate writing, so I don't like English, and the people in my class need to commit mass suicide. Most of them are horrible little diliquents that have no respect whatsoever. They can't keep their mouths shut for 5 friggin seconds.

In English we are reading "A Child Called 'It'"
We are only on chapter 5 now, but it is a really good book; some parts are disgusting though.
If you don't know what it is about... It's Dave Pelzer's autobiography of when he was abused by his mother when he was little. Some of the things his mother does to him are horrible, absolutely horrible.

Well, whatever, I'm done.
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Friday, February 25, 2005

   This that and something
***update***
Alex doesn't know a name, she has a funny name for a girl... lol
Alexander William (no last name provided for the sake of this)

My friend Alex is forcing me to put her poem on my site since she doesn't have one... I would you like to comment on the poem honestly so I can tell her... etc. etc. ((please don't lie and say it's good if it's not... that's just even more insulting to her))
(It's really long and sappy, but yeah)

Why am I who I am?
Why am I just a fan?
Obsessed. Delirious.
Is it love?

I need to know all about you…
Can’t stand to be without you,
And yet I am.
I’m no there to see your face.
I walk with you in an imaginary place,
A place between the real and the fake
Even there you aren’t mine to take.

Why do I love you?
I can’t say why…
Is it because I can’t have you,
Or hold you in my arms?

Jealousy. Hate.
Consume my heart.
Talking with you…
I fall apart.
In a million pieces…
Laying on the ground
Each one different
Which have you found?

I always hurt you…
I never mean it…
I want you to be happy,
But I’m too selfish.

The thought of you with someone else,
Or someone else knows you better
It makes me burn,
And I cry again…

Loneliness. Emptiness.
I never had you.
I know you the least…
Why do I care?!
But why not me?!
If only…if only…

Why do these tears fall down my cheeks?
Are they caused by you?
They’re caused by me.

If I didn’t love you…
I wouldn’t hurt.
If I didn’t’ talk to you…
If I didn’t try to learn more…
Would I not love you?
Could I forget you?
I want to forget you.
But I can’t…
You’re my best friend…

Even after that…
When everything I knew,
Was all a lie…
I still loved you!
Even more than before!
Doesn’t this prove it?!
As hard as I try not to…
Aishteru

You say you love me…
But it’s not the same!
When you say that…
I feel so ashamed…
For being a bitch
For making you hurt
For being selfish
I think…
Why am I not satisfied,
Just as your friend?

Maybe my question is not…
Why not me?
But… Why her?!
She was my friend too…
I wanted nothing more of her.
Without me, she wouldn’t be yours…
Have you ever thought of that?
It’s all my fault,
I brought my own pain…
If I’d know the real you before her…
Would you be mine?
Would she be the one to cry?


~~another update~~
My parents were going to name me Alexander William if I was a boy... but I wasn't... so, I really don't have a friend... i just wanted a few honest opinions, and I didn't want my friend that I wrote this about to know... I didn't want to make her feel bad... but I figure now, that I was completely honest in the poem so yeah >>;
She'll probably never read this far down again...
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Thursday, February 24, 2005

   SNOW DAY!!!
We didn't have school today... it really isn't that bad out though... my road doesn't have any snow on it, and it usually is one of the last roads to have the snow melt off of. I was putting my shoes on, after the 2 hour delay and the radio said it was cancelled, I went all O.O

My friend has 44 comments on one post... I'm like "woah" I wouldn't want that many, what a pain. I'm fine with just 10 or 15 or 20... though, i've only had over 20 once...

Well. Since I have not much more to say, I'm gonna try to find a review on a series called Nightwalker.
(found a review, copyrighted, can't use it, I'll find another)
((The following is from a site that I will try to link to...))

Nightwalker is about a vampire named Shido Tatsuhiko who tries to rid the world of evil in modern Japan. He was made a Nightwalker by a vampire named Cain, who he eventually leaves. Eventhough, Shido is a vampire, he only uses his power to do good and defy evil.

Tatsuhiko Shido: The Night Walker, a vampire detective transformed by Cain hundreds of years ago. Now, he seeks to gain revenge against Cain and Cain's evil demonic hordes. He has a good and caring heart. He knows nothing of his past, as Cain took away his memories because he left him.
Cain: The vampire who turned Shido, a cruel man without compassion or care for the feelings of others. He views life as pleasure, and won't take no for an answer with anything. He may be beautiful, but he cares about no one but himself and his own pleasure. He loves to kill beautiful things, except Shido of course (he was his lover, but he likes women too of course; anything beautiful).
Yayoi: The dark-haired woman who assists Shido in his nightly adventures, Yayoi is immune to the venom of a vampire's bite and cannot be changed into one of them. She often allows Shido to feed off of her if he's weakened.
Rihuo: The brown-haired, young girl who works as Shido's secretary, for a good part of the series, she only think he's very eccentric and doesn't know he's a vampire. She's only in high school yet, but she's deeply in love with him.
Guni: The little demonic fairy that hangs with Shido, gives him some advice here and there, or just cheers him up.

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

   So bored
Today is really boring... I don't have anything to say... so... I'll put up a poem or two.. not that I wrote of course... I might do that later, but my poems suck so yeah.

I can't find the poem I want -_-;

I found it!!! Yay.

Caged Bird

A free bird leaps
on the back of the wind
and floats downstream
till the current ends
and dips his wing
in the orange sun rays
and dares to claim the sky.

But a bird that stalks
down his narrow cage
can seldom see through
his bars of rage
his wings are clipped and
his feet are tied
so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings
with a fearful trill
of things unknown
but longed for still
and his tune is heard
on the distant hill
for the caged bird
sings of freedom.

The free bird thinks of another breeze
and the trade winds soft through the sighing trees
and the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright lawn
and he names the sky his own.

But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams
his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied
so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings
with a fearful trill
of things unknown
but longed for still
and his tune is heard
on the distant hill
for the caged bird
sings of freedom.


Maya Angelou

(I was gonna put another, but I dont feel like it now ^_^)

I think I know now what to post... but I like what I have now... so I'll post stuff for Nightwalker tomorrow if I remember... <-- that's why I put that ^^
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

   Randomness
I have to write an autobiography for English... it sucks -_-;

I been so bored lately, my friends haven't been online like at all... they have on here, but not on messenger or anything. So.... soo bored. gonna die X.x

I watched Graviation again all the way through monday...
I'm slowly working my way through Excel Saga...

I finished watching Comic Party, I love Comic Party so much... ^_^

Well... i'm done rambling my short ramblings for now.

PS Does anyone know a bittorrent site to get Rurouni Kenshin the series, and Samurai X?
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Monday, February 21, 2005

   Mirage Of Blaze
This weekend, I watched Mirage of Blaze..
It was really good...
I wouldn't really call it "yaoi" but it can be definitely considered "shonen-ai"
I was disappointed that there weren't any real good yaoi scenes, but it is a really deep series.
I won't tell you what it is about... I think you should find out on your own... But, it made me want to cry a couple times, and the ending wasn't happy... If you are someone who can't stand having a story left unfinished, then I don't recommend watching this... but... I don't think you will regret it...
Mirage of Blaze is actually a little confusing, I got the names of people mixed up a few times...
There are 13 episodes and 3 OVAs
The OVA's come after just in case you didn't know that...
If you use bittorent you can get it at boxtorents.com i think


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Saturday, February 19, 2005

Captain's Log:
10:30:12
February 19, 2005
We have been adrift for 10 days now... A storm seems to be approaching. The crew is at their worst; running around, screaming, panic fills the ship. A few days ago we saw land... but never came upon it. Our ship was attacked. We didn't come out alive. We are now ghosts, wonderin the sky and sea.

I have no idea what I just said O.O;

But, Now with that said, I'm walking to Boston, and then to Florida.
Ja ne!
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Friday, February 18, 2005

   T_T
I have nothing to say in this post...
Everyone stopped coming to my site
;_;
How sad. But, whatever... I hate you too! *cries* lol jk

La Li Ho!
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