Thursday, November 8, 2007

Wow..


Hello everyone :3

It's been an incredibly long time since I was last here on TheO. Yesterday, (I think) I saw someone from here on deviantart, and it occured to me I'd lost contact with so many people! x.x

I just wanted you all to know that I'm still alive, I've missed a lot of you HUGELY, and I probably won't post here anymore, as I'm very busy these days.

However, I'm active on deviantart! If you'd like to know my account, send me a message, okay?

It's so crazy to look back at the stuff I've posted here! xD It's almost embarassing!
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Dear gosh..
I haven't been on in months!

I just wanted to leave a message to all of my friends so they know I haven't abandoned myO! I've been so busy lately!

Hopefully, I'll be able to catch up with everyone ^^

Still, I won't be on for a while, as I have many things left to do until I can relax, but I'll be returning here very soon xDDD

Much love to everyone! <333


P.S. To those who sent me PMs back in 2006, I'm so sorry I didn't reply! >O I promise I'll talk to everyone soon!
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Friday, November 24, 2006

   Happy Thanksgiving!

Hey people!

Well, as you've probably seen, I tend to obsess over things. In fact, I really REALLY obsess over things. ALOT.

Well, I've heard my parents and siblings talk about being Obsessive Compulsive, but I never thought of it. But today, I did some research and guess what?

Of course, all the symptoms apply to me >.<;;

Honestly, you'd think I was a little more original xD But the point is, I'm actually relieved that there's an actual reason behind all my obsessive problems, rather than me being just being weird ^^;;

I don't think I'm so severe that I need medical help, because from what I know, PLENTY of people are OCD ^^;;

The point is, I'm going to make it a point to overcome it by reminding myself frequently not to over-wash my hands or over-think my feelings, because it doesn't make my life better, and it only makes me feel dreadful xD

So I suppose the point of this whole post was to say that xD As weird as it sounds!

But anyways! I know this is a little late, but...

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

I hope you had a wonderful turkey day! Mine was fantastic! I had loads of family over, way too much food for even all of us to eat, and we ran around in the rain with the dogs for a while ^^ Then we played board games, sang for the family, bid some of the guests farewell, and ate some more of the leftovers.

I wanted to say, more than anything, that I have so so so many things to be thankful for! I have a beautiful life in a beautiful place, with so many great things to look forward to every day, even when I don't realize it.

But especially...

I think you all must remember what happened to my Mom last year. (If you don't, I posted about it on my last account, 'Hizuara')

I remember walking into the house shortly after my Dad told everyone that the doctors had (mis)diagnosed her with cancer, and the looks on their faces. To this day, it makes me feel really horrified. When I remember how she looked when we visited her at the hospital, and how she kept saying how much she loved us, I can't help but cry.

The fact that for that brief period of time, I thought I was going to lose my Mamma like a bolt from the blue, really is scary. Everything was so desperate then, and I can't stand thinking about the condition she was in because of the hospital she was at.

But the minute she got out of the hospital, she knew, and we all knew, that it wouldn't ever, ever happen again. Since then, everyone in the family's become healthier, stronger, and more aware of everything in general.

Especially my Mamma. Comparing her now to the state she was in when she first got home from the hospital is amazing. Ever since the say she got home, she hasn't let anything keep her from becoming healthier and healthier every day. Positive visualization, good food, artistic outlets.. it's all part of daily life.

So what I'm trying to say is.. the most important thing I have to be thankful for is the fact that my family is all together. Sometimes I forget exactly how important it is to appreciate the people I love, but it's minutes like this that I do.

I don't think there's anything on this earth more important to me than the people I love.

And that means all of you, too ^^


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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

   Halloo everyone x3
Hey people! I know I've been gone for the longest time, even though I said I'd be on more than I have been.

November is busy, as always. I'm studying for my SATs, which won't be rolling around for another two years, but my brain is gonna asplode from all of it x_x Have I ever mentioned how bad I am at math? Just looking at a page of Algebra makes me want to run into a corner and cry.

Which is silly, since once I'm doing the problems, it's not hard =/ I guess it's just me being... me!

If you've heard of Ouran High School Host Club, than I'd like you to know that it's one of the best animes I've ever seen <3 I watched the theme song, Sakura Kiss, and I was hooked xD

I've seen up to episode six, which is the biggest bummer of all bummers, because I haven't had the time to watch them.

Apart from that, NaNoWriMo is back again, and I found myself brave enough to try again this year! I'm about 2,100 behind, which gives me stress D: I'm not a very good writer, so I'd be far too embarassed to show anyone my writing xD Unless, of course, you're such a good friend as to not notice!

So juggling NaNo, schoowork, a whacked up sleep schedule, a room that's in desperate need of cleaning, and a Graphics request shop on the forums I attend that I forgot about due to my schedule, you can see why I'm a little frazzled o.o;;

Not to mention we're having fifteen visitors coming in the upcoming week and a half, and we're doing house repair. xD It's funny, isn't it?

It's times like this that I like to sit down and make a schedule, even though I'm not particularly fond of following strict ones. But when it's like 5:00 PM - Do NaNo, it's fine with me ^^

I feel guilty for being neglectful to my internet friends, but I hope you can understand that I don't have that much time to do things right now.

If you have any tips on how I can organize myself, they'd be appreciated greatly xD And that's all, really.

I hope all of you have a fantastic day/evening/night! Take care!

Gosh, am I sleepy. I need a nap xD Oh, and as you can see, I changed my theme! *huggles Risa and Dark* I luvluv them x3




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