Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Welcome Fallen-chan!
Hey guys!

Just the other day, one of my BFFs joined MyO! Her name is fallenxx (or Fallen, as I've always called her!)

She and I have been really close since summer last year, so I'm SUPER happy that she joined ^___^

I hope you all give her site a visit, and make her feel super welcome!

Other then that, I'm leaving out of town for the day to go visit my uncle (no blood relation, actually, but he's still my uncle!) ^_^ I love meeting close friends of the family, especially when there are kids my age =D

I'll see you all later! And I'm so sorry to everyone that I missed out on the posts of.. I'll be checking everyone's sites today, though!

Take care everyone! I'll see ya around!

Ciao! (<-- *ZOMG is learning Italian and still abuses it*




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Friday, August 11, 2006

Happy Birthday
..to CLOUD STRIFE!!! <3

No kidding! Today is actually the birthday of the legendary Cloud Strife from FFVII ^_____^

And it's also MY birthday, but that doesn't matter as much, ne? X3

I've had a great day today! I woke up to a phone call from my Grandpa, who wished me a happy birthday, and then I went downstairs and opened my presents!

I got some Micron inking pens, watercolor pencils and a watercolor pad, a Tamagotchi, an i-Tunes gift card, and chocolate from my parents, 50$ from my Gramma and Grampa on my Dad's side, and a bag to hold my art supplies in from my Grandma on my Mom's side! Then we left for lunch and from then it's just been great ^^

I plan on asking my parents if I can go shopping with my b-day money tomorrow, but that'll have to wait =3 I'm having so much fun playing with my new things!

It's funny, cuz today is my Parents' Marriage Anniversary, too! It's even more funny that they're both left-handed, and I'm the only one of my five siblings who's also left handed ^___^ It's funny, huh?

I hope everyone else has or had an AWESOME day! (It feels like Autumn over here)

See ya!


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Thursday, August 10, 2006

Lot's of stuff to say!
Hey everyone ^_^

First off, sorry for my absence! I've been busy, but I'm sorry I didn't at least stop by to say I was okay.

My bad feelings I was talking about last post have kind of faded away. I still feel bad every once in a while, but it's mostly gone. I just try and ignore it. (Thank you shizuka-chan for your help ^^)

Since then, alot of fun stuff has happened! My cousin, who was visiting from CA left for home, and I really miss her, but we've been trying to have fun even when the house is all empty ^o^

On the 29th last month, we went to see Anthny Fedorov from American Idol 4, and he gave me an autograph and a hug! And a picture ^__^ It was the funnest thing! He was so sweet and kind and has such a pretty voice!

Also, tomorrow is my birthday! I can't wait! I'll finally be fifteen! I dunno why, but I've waited forever to turn fifteen. I always saw it as the 'old enough to be slightly independent but young enough to be carefree' age. And it's the middle teenager age, which is neat.

I asked for inking pens and watercolor pencils for my parents, and my mom says she'll buy me a tablet next month with a new computer! When we have money, at least ^_^

Anyways... School gets closer and closer everyday, but I don't really care! When school starts, so do all the fun things, like singing lessons and taekwon do, and.. and.. I'll be busy this year! I don't want to be lazy this year like I was last year XD

I hope y'all enjoy the rest of the day! (It's gorgeous over here! Perfect for my sister's b-day ^^)

See ya, and take care!

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Friday, July 14, 2006

I'm baaaack!
Hey everyone!

I'm back from my trip and posting late =D

I missed you all ^^ But I was able to view your comments though, and thank you for your well wishing!

I've been having these obnoxious mood swings lately >_<;; It's really horrible, cuz one second I'll be feeling normal, and the next I'll feel dreadful! I don't know what it is.. I makes me feel so dreadful and all I'll want to do is cry or go to sleep!

I guess I'm thinking too much about it.. Once I get started I just can't stop, and things become far worse then they really are. *sigh* I wish I wasn't so mental >_>

And this is totally crazy, but I feel.. kind of empty and bored and AWFUL! Like I don't care about things and it scares me, but then I don't know whether I care or not! I wish I could flick the switch in my brain that says "THINK TOO MUCH AND WORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING".

I ALSO wish I could switch off this horrible-and-depressing-and-HORRIBLE feeling!

My Mom says it's just a mood swing and not to pay attention to it, and I wish I could just not pay attention to it! But.. it's a brain-eating feeling/thought and you know what big JERKS those are!

I need to listen to some peppy happy music or I'll hurt myself with all this >_<


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Friday, July 7, 2006

AIYAAA!!!
Hey everyone!

I'm in a huge rush right now, cuz I'm supposed to leave any second now.

I'm going on vacation, so.. I'll see you next week!

For everyone who's sent me PMs, I'll reply as soon as I get back ^^

So, I'll see you in a bit!

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Monday, June 26, 2006

I'm baaaaaack~!
Hey everyone!

Umm.. yeah, I was reading a book today, and it was like a lightbulb went off in my head that I should actually post something to prove that I'm not actually dead and that I'm... perfectly fine!

*grovels* I'm sorry I missed out so sorely on your lives, you guys! I know I apologize all the time and I never get any better about it.. but.. I'm on summer vacation now! Yaaaay!!! *claps a little bit for herself*

Anyways, what do I have to say?

Nothing except that I'm sorry for being gone so long, and I'm off to everyone's sites to see how they've been doing ^__<

Ciao! <3 <3 <3 *blows kisses*


p.s. I don't even remember how long it's been since I last posted. *doi*
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Saturday, March 18, 2006

   I'm sorry!!!!
Yeah.. It's been two months since I last posted..

But don't worry, I'm not dead! I just finally got time for the computer. I've been pretty busy lately, with school and after-school stuff and all that, but I've been great!

I wanna say thanks to all of you for your prayers for my Dad's trip, even though it was a long time ago!

Algebra has gotten easier, which is a relief. After Spring Break, I'm planning to study hard so I don't flunk it. My family has always been talented in the Maths, so I don't wanna be the first who wasn't XB

My Mom is having an old friend over from college.. It'll be super fun, since it's always fun having family friends over!

I've been watching American Idol (as usual). Last year, when my favorite got voted off fourth (even though my other favorite won), I promised myself I wouldn't get immersed in it this year. But guess what? I did. I can't help it! It's so darn fun to love the contestants =D

Life's been great, really! I just feel so grateful and happy with my life right now! <3333 It's so awesome!

Oh.. My favorite game in the entire world -- Kingdom Hearts 2 -- is coming out on the 28th, and I'm SO excited! It has a GORGEOUS opening video, which means great things are ahead! X3 Ooh, I'm just so excited!

Anyways.. I'll see ya later! *waves* Have an awesome weekend!!

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Saturday, January 28, 2006

Late night posting, again!
Yep, I'm up late again! Just like usual on the weekends.

My Dad is off on one of his business trips again. He's actually in Japan right this very moment, eating dinner or something. I miss him an awful lot, but he'll be returning home in just a couple days.

He cries over the phone sometimes 'cause he misses us, which just touches my heart. My Dad is such a softie, and he can't bear being away from his family for more then a day. But he does what he can to keep in touch. He phones whenever he has the chance, writes emails that make everyone cry (even my brother), and sends us pictures of his travels. It'll be a huge relief when he gets back, though, since I worry alot when he's on trips.

Anyways, I have no idea why, but I haven't felt satisfied with what I draw lately! I don't get it, but it's really really obnoxious. Especially when I put a load of hard work into it, and it turns out looking so.. well.. lame. I'm stumped. I guess I need inspiration. Despite the dissatisfaction, I'm always proud to say I tried my best =3 At least I can say that!

I'm going to bed now, so I'll get to everyone who updated (on Saturday) in the morning! Ciao!

P.S. Can yall pray for my Dad's safe trip? I'd really appreciate it =3
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Monday, January 16, 2006

Another normal day..
Hey everyone!

I've been to most of your sites! There are a few I couldn't get to yet, since my computer isn't working properly >___> I'll get to them later though.

Today has been relatively uneventful.. No school for me, since it was Martin Luther King Day! I played Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories for a while, and I'm almost at the end of the first part of the game. I'm stuck at one part of the level though, since I don't have something required to continue, and I'll have to find it. (Unfortunately, it's random -.-) I have to finish it before March 1st, though! Cuz that's when KH2 comes out! I'm SO excited, since it's my absolutely most FAVORITE game in the entire world! You should REALLY watch the theme for the next game. It. Is. AWESOME. Here, I'll post a link for those of you who might feel like watching ^^

It's kinda spoiler-ish, so don't watch it you don't want it spoiled! It only spoils the first game and COM, though =/

. . .

Kingdom Hearts II - Opening

. . .

Lalalaa! Okay, I'm sorry about that.. Don't feel like you have to watch it if you don't want to, okay? Okay!

Anyways, I learned from my sis that I have about two and a half weeks til singing lessons start again, so that made me feel a little bit better!

Okay, well.. I have nothing else to talk about =/

I guess I'll talk later! I'm going to go sign guestbooks and stuff! Ciao!

-Hizuara-
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Sunday, January 15, 2006

   Oh, sigh..
Hello everybody!

Yes, yes.. I'm aware of the fact that I have indeed been a very very bad girl.. A 'breaking-her-promises-that-she-posts-for-everyone-to-see' girl.. and I haven't posted a new picture, I know. Even though I said a long long time ago that I would most definitely post a new one before New Years.. You REALLY don't need to remind me, since my conscience has been kicking me the past few days =/

I've crawled back here to apologize for my broken promises (although I didn't promise anyone specifically, so at the very least I don't need to feel guilty for that..), for my lack of time devoted to commenting on your sites, signing your GBs, PMing you, asking how your lives are flowing, blabbering about interests we share in common, sending you e-cards, AIMing you, pestering you, driving you insane in general, and all the things friends are supposed to do. *bangs head* I'll make up for it.. somehow. That is, if I can possibly think of a way to apologize for missing a month of your lives.

...


I'M SORRY!!!!! I'M SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY FROM-THE-BOTTOM-OF-MY-HEART SORREEEEEEEEE!!!

n_n

Now that that's off my chest, I'll give a brief update on my life.

My dad was on another business trip, but he'll be returning later today (it's already 12:30 .. Oopsies.). If you read this before tomorrow, please maybe give a little prayer for his safe trip home. I've missed him, but I'm just so glad he'll be back again! ^^

Other then that, I'm going back to singing lessons in two weeks, but unfortunately.. I haven't been practicing =__= I have two weeks to make up for three weeks of slacking.. Is it possible to catch up? Yes, I think so.. And I'll stay hopeful.

Algebra is a pain, too. It's like I've just gotten it all figured out, then it switches into something I've never heard of.. I SERIOUSLY need a tutor or something.. Math just doesn't fly with me. Biology, Yes. Algebra, No.

Sometimes I wish the guy who invented Math would have kept it to himself. Sometimes. Not all the time, since math comes mighty handy in everyday life.. That's when I realize how crucial it is.. But is everything else so necessary?

You don't need really to answer that. Seriously. I KNOW how important math is, especially if you want to look smart for college >___< I was horrified to hear that Algebra is a required class for Freshmans in college.. Please oh PLEASE tell me that isn't true?! *faints*

But anyways, this darn computer of mine won't comment. *kicks computer* I don't see the problem, I really don't! I can see all the comments anyone else posts, but there's no box for ME to type in. *frowns* It's no fair! But it's a minor problem, since I have another computer to use, and I WILL use it to comment on everyone's sites. (I have, what? A month and a half to make up for?) But I will succeed in making up for those months, because I'm now determined. And I like being determined.. because it makes me feel like I can succeed better.. If that makes sense? Ah, it doesn't really matter if it does or doesn't, I suppose, as long as it can give the morale-boosting effect it does. Psychology is a marvelous thing..

I suppose that's all.. I think I've said all I feel the need to.. And if I think up something else I wanted to say, I'll save it for another day, since I'm already growing bored with typing.

*glances at clock* WOULD YOU LOOK AT THE TIME? It's already almost 1:00 and I'm STILL not ready for bed. *slaps forehead* I forgot what my original point was in posting.. But I'll seriously comment in the morning.. Or afternoon.. Whenever I happen to get out of bed =/ Which MIGHT be kinda late, since I like sleeping in on weekends.. But I do have to go get my Dad at the airport early, so sleeping-in is a nogo.. A real shame, of course, since I've been deprived of decent sleep for a week. I don't know why, honestly. Probably has something to do with staying up late playing Sudoko obsessively until the wee hours of the morning..

At least I'd have a fine excuse.. "But it's brain-stimulating stuff, Mom!"

But! Enough with the incessant jabbering! I've rattled on long enough now, so it's time for me to go to bed.. (I applaud you if you've actually this far. *claps*)

I said brief update, didn't I? Ahah.. I was wrong ^^;;

Thank you, and GOODNIGHT!

-Hizuara-
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