Sunday, January 15, 2006

   Oh, sigh..
Hello everybody!

Yes, yes.. I'm aware of the fact that I have indeed been a very very bad girl.. A 'breaking-her-promises-that-she-posts-for-everyone-to-see' girl.. and I haven't posted a new picture, I know. Even though I said a long long time ago that I would most definitely post a new one before New Years.. You REALLY don't need to remind me, since my conscience has been kicking me the past few days =/

I've crawled back here to apologize for my broken promises (although I didn't promise anyone specifically, so at the very least I don't need to feel guilty for that..), for my lack of time devoted to commenting on your sites, signing your GBs, PMing you, asking how your lives are flowing, blabbering about interests we share in common, sending you e-cards, AIMing you, pestering you, driving you insane in general, and all the things friends are supposed to do. *bangs head* I'll make up for it.. somehow. That is, if I can possibly think of a way to apologize for missing a month of your lives.

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I'M SORRY!!!!! I'M SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY FROM-THE-BOTTOM-OF-MY-HEART SORREEEEEEEEE!!!

n_n

Now that that's off my chest, I'll give a brief update on my life.

My dad was on another business trip, but he'll be returning later today (it's already 12:30 .. Oopsies.). If you read this before tomorrow, please maybe give a little prayer for his safe trip home. I've missed him, but I'm just so glad he'll be back again! ^^

Other then that, I'm going back to singing lessons in two weeks, but unfortunately.. I haven't been practicing =__= I have two weeks to make up for three weeks of slacking.. Is it possible to catch up? Yes, I think so.. And I'll stay hopeful.

Algebra is a pain, too. It's like I've just gotten it all figured out, then it switches into something I've never heard of.. I SERIOUSLY need a tutor or something.. Math just doesn't fly with me. Biology, Yes. Algebra, No.

Sometimes I wish the guy who invented Math would have kept it to himself. Sometimes. Not all the time, since math comes mighty handy in everyday life.. That's when I realize how crucial it is.. But is everything else so necessary?

You don't need really to answer that. Seriously. I KNOW how important math is, especially if you want to look smart for college >___< I was horrified to hear that Algebra is a required class for Freshmans in college.. Please oh PLEASE tell me that isn't true?! *faints*

But anyways, this darn computer of mine won't comment. *kicks computer* I don't see the problem, I really don't! I can see all the comments anyone else posts, but there's no box for ME to type in. *frowns* It's no fair! But it's a minor problem, since I have another computer to use, and I WILL use it to comment on everyone's sites. (I have, what? A month and a half to make up for?) But I will succeed in making up for those months, because I'm now determined. And I like being determined.. because it makes me feel like I can succeed better.. If that makes sense? Ah, it doesn't really matter if it does or doesn't, I suppose, as long as it can give the morale-boosting effect it does. Psychology is a marvelous thing..

I suppose that's all.. I think I've said all I feel the need to.. And if I think up something else I wanted to say, I'll save it for another day, since I'm already growing bored with typing.

*glances at clock* WOULD YOU LOOK AT THE TIME? It's already almost 1:00 and I'm STILL not ready for bed. *slaps forehead* I forgot what my original point was in posting.. But I'll seriously comment in the morning.. Or afternoon.. Whenever I happen to get out of bed =/ Which MIGHT be kinda late, since I like sleeping in on weekends.. But I do have to go get my Dad at the airport early, so sleeping-in is a nogo.. A real shame, of course, since I've been deprived of decent sleep for a week. I don't know why, honestly. Probably has something to do with staying up late playing Sudoko obsessively until the wee hours of the morning..

At least I'd have a fine excuse.. "But it's brain-stimulating stuff, Mom!"

But! Enough with the incessant jabbering! I've rattled on long enough now, so it's time for me to go to bed.. (I applaud you if you've actually this far. *claps*)

I said brief update, didn't I? Ahah.. I was wrong ^^;;

Thank you, and GOODNIGHT!

-Hizuara-
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